I yawned loudly, then stretched across the بستر I was almost too big for. The night I dreamnt I'd saved Bella from being lost in the woods, abandoned from Edward, really freaked me out. I wanted to make sure I wasn't REALLY dreaming. So, I went over to Bella's house.
Charlie answered the door.
"Is Bella home?" I asked nervously. I wasn't sure why I was nervous. Whenever I came over to Bella's I always felt this warm, energetic feeling inside me that brang a huge white glimmering smile to my browned face. I was, most likely, nervous because that night might not've been a dream. What if it was all real? I shook my head as if to shake the bad memories from my thoughts.
"Yeah. Upstairs." He answered sleepily. I hope I hadn't woke him up. I walked in, slipped off the untied muddy, crusted construction boots I'd worn over. I quickly headed up the stairs. I remember which door was Bella's. I knocked lightly, which for others wasn't so lightly. I tried to contain my hidden strength.
"Come in.." She coughed out. Was she sick?
"Heeey, Bella. What's up?"
"Uhh!" Crap. That was probably the worst time to enter. She was in micro tiny shorts and a loose thread tank top. Comforter covered her legs up to her knees. Her mascara smudged under her eyes. She was crying. She held a box of Kleenex in her lap. Soft tufts of pale cream, almost white, scatered the room.
I quickly turned around and started to leave the small room.
"No, sorry Jake, آپ can stay.. آپ just surprised me, what are آپ doing here so early?"
"I just wanted to come say 'Hi' to my mud pie makin' friend. Check up on ya and such. آپ don't look so good. Are آپ sick, did something happen?" I tried to sound clueless, kind of hard since I knew what really happened.
"I--" She stopped in mid-thought. I guess shes going to come up with a lie, so I don't freak out. I admired that she didn't want to trouble me but it was partly my job to worry. I am her friend. I smiled, almost unconciously.
"I, uhm, got sick. I went for a short walk on the path in the woods. Guess I caught something." She wasn't a very good liar. A good trait, I suppose. Should I call her out on her lie? Not too thick, Jacob. Bring it on light.
"Soo, Wheres Edward? Thought آپ to would have been hangin' out." Her features changed. From a tired and thoughtful look to fear and confusion. Her brown eyes grew wide, and her brow pulled together. Her mouth also hung open. I laughed to myself. She looked like she wanted to yell at me but was thinking of what to say.
"I guess hes busy." She کہا bluntly.
That didn't make me very happy. She lied pretty good there. Back to the subject Jacob...
"Look, Bella, I know this is going to sound really weird but.. I think آپ might be fibbing about this." Her expression changed to a stunned look.
"Sorry, if I sound creepy, but, This was either a dream یا reality." I took a deep breath waiting for a new expression to come over her face. But, she just sat there stunned. I continued.
"I 'dreamnt' that آپ were sleeping far in the woods. I came across آپ when I was going for a midnight run. آپ scared the living crap out of me. I stopped to see if آپ were okay, یا if it was even you. I yelled Bella, multiple times. Finally, I reconized you. آپ کہا just one word to me then. `Edward`." Her soft pale features changed into a kind of contorted anger.
"I picked آپ up from your paralyzed position and ran to your house. I tried to think of something to say to Charlie. Then I thought آپ can just walk into your own house without any trouble, right?" I didn't wait for an answer. Instead I continued with the explanation.
"I whispered to آپ very quietly `Go up to your bedroom. Don't worry everything will be alright when آپ wake up, okay?` آپ nodded, but it seemed involuntary. آپ followed what I کہا for آپ to do, and went up to your room." I was grateful I came up with something to hide my being a werewolf, and my extrodinary strength and balance.
"Th--that is... what happened.. Jake.." She کہا slowly, amazed that it actually wasn't a dream.
"I won't tell anyone about this.. But on one condition.." I کہا nervously.
"W-what is it?"
"Me and آپ hang out for the entire week!" I winked hoping to lighten the mood, from disasterous amazment to happiness and laughs.
She smiled at me, then surprisingly leaned over to me and hugged me as tight as she could. Which wasn't very tight. I smiled widely to myself. I picked her up and twirled around the room. Once. I didn't want to make her dizzy. I waited for a reply. I peeled her off of me and look her in the eyes and smiled.
"So. Is it a deal?"
"Of course!" She beamed. I was so happy to see her smiling again. I wiped some of the last tears from her weak eyes, and smiled wider than her. Yeah! I chanted in my head. Finally some time with Bella.
Charlie answered the door.
"Is Bella home?" I asked nervously. I wasn't sure why I was nervous. Whenever I came over to Bella's I always felt this warm, energetic feeling inside me that brang a huge white glimmering smile to my browned face. I was, most likely, nervous because that night might not've been a dream. What if it was all real? I shook my head as if to shake the bad memories from my thoughts.
"Yeah. Upstairs." He answered sleepily. I hope I hadn't woke him up. I walked in, slipped off the untied muddy, crusted construction boots I'd worn over. I quickly headed up the stairs. I remember which door was Bella's. I knocked lightly, which for others wasn't so lightly. I tried to contain my hidden strength.
"Come in.." She coughed out. Was she sick?
"Heeey, Bella. What's up?"
"Uhh!" Crap. That was probably the worst time to enter. She was in micro tiny shorts and a loose thread tank top. Comforter covered her legs up to her knees. Her mascara smudged under her eyes. She was crying. She held a box of Kleenex in her lap. Soft tufts of pale cream, almost white, scatered the room.
I quickly turned around and started to leave the small room.
"No, sorry Jake, آپ can stay.. آپ just surprised me, what are آپ doing here so early?"
"I just wanted to come say 'Hi' to my mud pie makin' friend. Check up on ya and such. آپ don't look so good. Are آپ sick, did something happen?" I tried to sound clueless, kind of hard since I knew what really happened.
"I--" She stopped in mid-thought. I guess shes going to come up with a lie, so I don't freak out. I admired that she didn't want to trouble me but it was partly my job to worry. I am her friend. I smiled, almost unconciously.
"I, uhm, got sick. I went for a short walk on the path in the woods. Guess I caught something." She wasn't a very good liar. A good trait, I suppose. Should I call her out on her lie? Not too thick, Jacob. Bring it on light.
"Soo, Wheres Edward? Thought آپ to would have been hangin' out." Her features changed. From a tired and thoughtful look to fear and confusion. Her brown eyes grew wide, and her brow pulled together. Her mouth also hung open. I laughed to myself. She looked like she wanted to yell at me but was thinking of what to say.
"I guess hes busy." She کہا bluntly.
That didn't make me very happy. She lied pretty good there. Back to the subject Jacob...
"Look, Bella, I know this is going to sound really weird but.. I think آپ might be fibbing about this." Her expression changed to a stunned look.
"Sorry, if I sound creepy, but, This was either a dream یا reality." I took a deep breath waiting for a new expression to come over her face. But, she just sat there stunned. I continued.
"I 'dreamnt' that آپ were sleeping far in the woods. I came across آپ when I was going for a midnight run. آپ scared the living crap out of me. I stopped to see if آپ were okay, یا if it was even you. I yelled Bella, multiple times. Finally, I reconized you. آپ کہا just one word to me then. `Edward`." Her soft pale features changed into a kind of contorted anger.
"I picked آپ up from your paralyzed position and ran to your house. I tried to think of something to say to Charlie. Then I thought آپ can just walk into your own house without any trouble, right?" I didn't wait for an answer. Instead I continued with the explanation.
"I whispered to آپ very quietly `Go up to your bedroom. Don't worry everything will be alright when آپ wake up, okay?` آپ nodded, but it seemed involuntary. آپ followed what I کہا for آپ to do, and went up to your room." I was grateful I came up with something to hide my being a werewolf, and my extrodinary strength and balance.
"Th--that is... what happened.. Jake.." She کہا slowly, amazed that it actually wasn't a dream.
"I won't tell anyone about this.. But on one condition.." I کہا nervously.
"W-what is it?"
"Me and آپ hang out for the entire week!" I winked hoping to lighten the mood, from disasterous amazment to happiness and laughs.
She smiled at me, then surprisingly leaned over to me and hugged me as tight as she could. Which wasn't very tight. I smiled widely to myself. I picked her up and twirled around the room. Once. I didn't want to make her dizzy. I waited for a reply. I peeled her off of me and look her in the eyes and smiled.
"So. Is it a deal?"
"Of course!" She beamed. I was so happy to see her smiling again. I wiped some of the last tears from her weak eyes, and smiled wider than her. Yeah! I chanted in my head. Finally some time with Bella.
"hey bella going to a party dressing like that." alice pointed at my jeans and t-shirt
"alice its my life let me live it the way i want to live it ok"i said. i cant belive i just کہا that. she stared at me shocked.she started pouting."ouh!fine آپ can dress me up. aneways it is a halloween party." i said"iwasnt gonna tell آپ that آپ had to dress up.but good thing i did!"she said. i stared at her in shock
1 گھنٹہ later
"alice!"i yelled.iwas to dolled up to go with edward.too late edward came up and looked at me as like i was famouse."bella."he said. it made me blush.
"alice its my life let me live it the way i want to live it ok"i said. i cant belive i just کہا that. she stared at me shocked.she started pouting."ouh!fine آپ can dress me up. aneways it is a halloween party." i said"iwasnt gonna tell آپ that آپ had to dress up.but good thing i did!"she said. i stared at her in shock
1 گھنٹہ later
"alice!"i yelled.iwas to dolled up to go with edward.too late edward came up and looked at me as like i was famouse."bella."he said. it made me blush.
sorry if this sucks I'm trying this for the first time.
I herd a knock at my window. "Edward, Charlie is asleep." he came in anyway. I was happy he did. I was all alone. "you should be in bed" he کہا to me. "yeah and آپ should be hunting." I کہا with a laugh "I've already been" he sighed. I saw the longing in his eyes to be human but I wanted so desperately to be a vampire. "Bella go to sleep I'll sing to you" his velvet voice filled my ears. and I then I was asleep I woke to the ice touching my arm. "Bella, Charlie is up I'll see آپ later My love" I woke to see him jump out off the window. "what آپ looking at Bells?" Charlie asked "nothing Dad, I have to get ready. Did mom call?" Rena had been on my case after the accident with James. "no she didn't, hurry up your late" I got up and walked to the bathroom I looked out the window Edward was there waiting on the tree...
I herd a knock at my window. "Edward, Charlie is asleep." he came in anyway. I was happy he did. I was all alone. "you should be in bed" he کہا to me. "yeah and آپ should be hunting." I کہا with a laugh "I've already been" he sighed. I saw the longing in his eyes to be human but I wanted so desperately to be a vampire. "Bella go to sleep I'll sing to you" his velvet voice filled my ears. and I then I was asleep I woke to the ice touching my arm. "Bella, Charlie is up I'll see آپ later My love" I woke to see him jump out off the window. "what آپ looking at Bells?" Charlie asked "nothing Dad, I have to get ready. Did mom call?" Rena had been on my case after the accident with James. "no she didn't, hurry up your late" I got up and walked to the bathroom I looked out the window Edward was there waiting on the tree...
Introduction
What if I told آپ I was a vampire and not the good kind, would آپ believe me? Of course not. آپ live in a world where vampires don’t exists. But for some reason, I exist. آپ must not let your دوستوں nor your family see this book, it holds all my life secrets. Once آپ turn this page, and unravel my darkest moments, there’s no turning back. Be warned this story isn’t for the faint hearted.
What I tell آپ is the truth, nothing but the truth, but I don’t expect آپ to believe me, no one ever did. We are brought up in a world where vampires aren’t supposed to be real, but آپ my friend will understand that they do exist.
Now before آپ turn this page and enter the most darkest world, I must ask آپ again to keep this book a secret, if آپ don’t, well, lets just say ‘you’ll be begging for my forgiveness.’
آپ may now enter. If آپ dare.
What if I told آپ I was a vampire and not the good kind, would آپ believe me? Of course not. آپ live in a world where vampires don’t exists. But for some reason, I exist. آپ must not let your دوستوں nor your family see this book, it holds all my life secrets. Once آپ turn this page, and unravel my darkest moments, there’s no turning back. Be warned this story isn’t for the faint hearted.
What I tell آپ is the truth, nothing but the truth, but I don’t expect آپ to believe me, no one ever did. We are brought up in a world where vampires aren’t supposed to be real, but آپ my friend will understand that they do exist.
Now before آپ turn this page and enter the most darkest world, I must ask آپ again to keep this book a secret, if آپ don’t, well, lets just say ‘you’ll be begging for my forgiveness.’
آپ may now enter. If آپ dare.