bella pov

i had just return from the market and was at my بستر reading the last letter of emmet before checking if a new one had arrive. i missed my big brother terribly and each night was مزید and مزید scared that i would one دن recieve a letter anouncing his death....
Rose was also depresed but she tried to stay strong and wait for him . y dad charlie was sting to look all macho but i knew he was just as scared

bellie bear
hey i missed آپ so much!! so آپ had decieded آپ wanted to study english literature ! im so proud! well آپ know im not that good with words so just saying that im still alive , and that i love آپ and say my hellos to dad and everybody !
o shit -sorry i know آپ hate "bad words" haha- but yeah i almost forgot to ask آپ a favor so آپ see this guy edward he is like 19 and he doesn't have like someone to write to so i was wandering if آپ could only answer his letters? see it as a writting excersie for college fun right?? well tell me if آپ are going to ok well love آپ little sis miss آپ
emmy boy (it آپ do write to edward dont tell him آپ call me like that یا will personaly strangle you)

i laugh and cry a bit i miss him so much in my last letter i had agree to write to this edward it felt a bit akward but well i gues I COULD see is as a writing excercise haha
i look at the mail and found 2 letters one form emmet and the other one i guess from edward i open emmets first

bella
well edward is writing to آپ right in this سیکنڈ haha love آپ sis tell rose and dad that i love them ok? see آپ love آپ izzy bizzy!
best brother in history emmet

i laugh and open edwards letter curiosly

bella
to tell آپ the truth i feel i bit akward writing a letter to a girl i never knew before but being here with no one else to talk to is sometimes terrifing. Don't get me wrong the guys here are like my brothers but sometimes i need to talk to someone in the normal world آپ know?
Emmet کہا that it would be alright if i send آپ lettes to آپ but i don't want آپ to feel obligated if آپ get annoy at me that might happened then آپ don't have to send letters. Emmet speaks a lot of آپ but i have to admit that my first guess of your age was 9 یا 10 haha ok i wasn't trying to be offensive یا anything sorry if it sounded like that but bellie برداشت, ریچھ really?? haha so what are آپ like emmet says آپ are 17 just like my sister are آپ going to college? what is your پسندیدہ book یا music? sorry if i sound noisy well i guess thats all a pleasure to writing this letter to آپ miss izzy girl
edward


i liked the fact that he felt also akward like me to write to a stranger..
i blush when i realize that emmet had told everyone my nicknames -bellie bear! no wonder he thought i was 9! i was going to get back at emmet!!!he sounded like a nice and fun guy so i decieded to answer him

edward
yes i also feel a but akward about this but آپ sound like a nice guy but i do have a سوال emmet کہا آپ didn't have anyone to write to but آپ say آپ have a sister?? sorry if its private . well answring your سوالات im going to college and study english literature i dont have and actual پسندیدہ book but now im reading
wuthering heights . im not that into modern موسیقی but مزید like classic موسیقی right now im hearing claire dlune its from debussy but what about آپ edward? oh i understand that آپ thought i was 9 i will never forgive emmy boy for doing that to me o yes his nickname is emmy boy haha revenge is sweet haha.
bella (never call me izzy girl- bellie bear!)

after i sent the lettes i went back to my monotous life waiting for new lettes to come
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after 1 week and a half i recieve just one letter from edward i was a bit scare and sad that i didnt receive from emmet was he mad that i told his nickname has he dead!!

i rapidly open edawrds letter prayng to find new from emmet

bellie (that is not bellie bear)
hi! thanks for the emmy boy nickname he says that he is exxtreamly mad and will not write to آپ until آپ apologize he is acting like a big baby if آپ ask for my opinion haha. Yeah about my little sister is that well i fucking mess things with her.... i let her down and i will alwyas hate me for that and she hates me too becuase its my fault. she was raped because of me becuase im too fucking trusting آپ think some guy is your best friend and آپ can trust that he will drive your sister ہوم safe... i fucking hate me everytime i remember can i trust آپ with something well shit is not like آپ know my last name so i kill him right after i found out no one knows not even alice -my sister-. i dont know why i tell آپ all this stuff i mean i dont really know آپ یا anything but i feel like i can trust آپ ... i also like classic موسیقی before i came here i played the piano i like claire dlune too its my پسندیدہ of debussy .. well bye izzy (its not izzy girl)
edward