I woke up gasping my lungs on آگ کے, آگ and feeling as if bricks were in my chest preventing me from btreathing properly i felt cold sweat run down my forehead into my eyes making my vision blurry i took a long shivery gasp and started breathing short sharp and shaky breaths i looked at the clock 3:15am. I clutched onto my charm ہار and kissed it softly rubbing each charm softly with my thumb.I then noticed the space اگلے to me was empty but i noticed a small note i grabbed it with a pale hand and read

Scar, Im sorry for leaving my family was going hunting i havent had blood in months, needed the تازگی, تفرج and dont worry youll be fine,You talk in your sleep, ill be ہوم shortly
With Love, Edward
i crumpled up the note and threw it at the دیوار and scram loudly i felt the monster inside me swell up the monster filled with jelousy fear and extreme anger.
i scram even louder at the سب, سب سے اوپر of my lungs and kicked the sheets and pillows of my bed.
my thoughts were scrambled my impulses taking over me,i tended to do that, i though fiercly Why, why cant he change me why cant he just bite me and get it over me, my soul will be fine! i scram louder and got up thoughts running fast in my head like a summer breeze. but one thought stood out "Scarlet, your going to the forest find edward and tell him loudly and clearly 'if آپ dont change me....ill find someone who will'