Seth was still sleep when I got up. I wrote him a note to tell him I would be back in a while , if he woke up while I was gone.
I hopped in my car and drove down the familiar road and parked on the side walk when I got there. I walked threw the rows until I arrived at my mother's grave. I sat down and touched the headstone.
"Hi Mom."I کہا to the grave."I miss آپ so much." I felt the tears streaming down my face."I like La Push,it has a beach.I met a guy. His name is Seth and he's perfect..I love him." I sat there in silence for a couple of minutes."I'm sorry ,mom..." was all I could manage to get out. My phone rang hungry like the بھیڑیا سے طرف کی Duran Duran. It was Seth.
"Hello" I کہا trying to make my voice sound normal but it didn't.
"Are آپ okay?" Seth asked panic n his voice.
"No" I کہا and started to cry.
"I'm coming to get you" I heard him say and his phone clicked. He must of hung up. I curled up on my mom's grave and cried silently I felt Hands pick me up and carry me somewhere. When I opened my eyes I was in Seth's arms Back in the hotel room.I looked up at Seth
"It's all my fault."I told him.
"What's your fault?" He asked me. I forgot I haven't told him this story.
"It's my fault that my mom died.....She was taking me to Ballet and we were arguing...I know it was something unimportant. Before I got out the car I told her I hated her. My Aunt came and picked me up from practice early, telling me that my mom was in a car accident. When I got there it was too late...I couldn't tell her sorry....That I loved her.."I was crying again. Seth held me closer and rocked me back and forth.
"Shhh..It's okay, it's okay." He said. he pulled my chin up so I could look him in the eye.
"Listen to me Lanise...It's not your fault. So stop blaming yourself.Okay?" I shook my head. I stayed in his arms for a couple of minutes.
"We should start back home..Before it gets dark." He agreed. I went to put our things in the car while he checked us out.
I slept the whole trip back, he woke me up when we got home. He carried in my back and took it up stairs. He kissed me and started to leave.
"Where are آپ going?" I asked, my voice on the edge of sounding desperate/
"I have to leave..the pack needs me."He کہا and walked back to hug me."Don't worry, I'll always be here , no matter what." He whispered in my hair.
"Okay" Is aid back. I didn't want to let him go, but I did; his pack need him.
I walked into my room and put in a video of me and mom dancing together.