posted by kaulitztwinsfan
Sorry guys 4 being late, had exams, ended just on Friday!!
I'm waiting for death to take over me, the pain, my whole body was about to die. Oh!! C'mon let me die!!
Enough of دل ache and oain..
I was letting out silent tears, but all of a sudden, I let out a loud sob. Why isn't DEATH coming??
Why is it taking so long??
Then I heard something, footsteps of something heavy but soft
not again, please please please...
Slow death was better than being ripped off, my whole body ripped of سے طرف کی a bear..
I sobbed louder.. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
Let me die alone..
Please Please Please
The steps got louder and closer..
OKAY!! If this is what fate has in store for me..I'll take it!!GOOD-BYE!!
It was coming closer, from what I could see it looked like a bear. But it wasn't the گزشتہ bear, it was sandy coloured..No it couldn't be a bear, its body was too defined..shapely. It came closer to me until it was standing over my useless body.IT WASN'T A BEAR!!! A WOLF!!!
I felt no better though, I could hurt me. It was double the size of normal wolves,if I stood اگلے to it, it would be مزید than a foot taller than me.It was staring at me..Wy wasn't it killing me??
I looked into it's black eyes... SO BEAUTIFUL!!
Something in it's eyes was sooooooo dunno..honest?? Loving??
It made me feel as if it was human.
It would make me fell better if I cuddled it and slept, better than a teddy. Then I realised that I had stopped sobbing, I was calm..
Then suddenly its eyes stopped staring at me..it was asif it was having an inner conflict..then againthe eyes focused on me. What aws it thinking??
Was it thinking of sparing me?
If it was...Why was it??
I was lost in her eyes when I realised that I had to hurry. I couldn't take herr to the Cullen's in my بھیڑیا form!!
I had to phase..
God!! I couldn't help but be embarrassed at this time too!
I was running back to the nearest بش when..I heard her say" Please??" Why was she saying plese? Was she begging me to go away? I didn't let that distract me..I had to save my LOVE anyway, anyhow!! I phased , put on my shorts and ran back to her..
She looked at me and whispered,"Angel?"
Holy Cow!! Was she referring to me as angel? This time I was surely blushing..I felt my ears warm up but I didn't care. I knew that my face must have turned red سے طرف کی now. I got down on my knees, looked at her , still so beautiful...
I couldn't get over it!! I had to hurry!!
I took her in my arms..She held out her hands to touch my face, it sent electric shocks through my body. I started running!! FASTER!!! FASTER!!
I had to be fast enough to know that LOVE would be safe, to know that she would survive..
SHE WOULD BE ALIVE!!
I ran. Ran like my life depende on it..And then I thought: IT DID!!
The trees flew past me. They didn't exist, all that existed was ME AND MY LOVE
And the path that would lead us to the Cullens'.
Her new life..Her new life as a vampire??
A Vampire?? Would I love her the same way as I love her now?
Most importantly: Would She Love me??
It wouyld burn my nose to be near her!! MY LOVE!?!?!?
I would smell like a wet dog to her..Would I?She'd be a new-born..
From all that I've seen and heard and the amount of precautions Em and jazz took before Bella was allowed to meet Nessie..The way she pounced at Jake, broke my bone( not that I mind, coz I know it was her instincts).
But Bella was supposed to be مزید tamed than most new-born..
That Riley guy I fought..
She wouldn't think of me, for a سال یا so..Was it محفوظ enough for others? Mom, Charlie, Billy...Nessie??
But I had to save her..MY LOVE!!I let the thought go away from my mind..I wanted her to live..
Live wouldn't exactly be the word. but she would be safe, would be able to protect herself, I'm sure the Cullens would love her..Alice I'm sure..Em would get someone new to compete with..
What if I'd smell like a wet dog? What if she'd burn my nose? I don't care!!
I want her to be happy..She'd be wild for a year..then she would be like everyone else..
All I wanted was MY LOVE to be happy!
(Guys, nothing much in this chapter, never been in love so...don't know how 2 explain..I tried my best though)