Bella's POV
I read Romeo and Juilet like 1000 times. But why am I so nervous? Was it that acting was a new thing for me? یا was it that I am afraid people will laugh if I mess up? In my mind probably a bit of both. The good thing is I am doing this with Edward. He promised me; that he will guide me through it. Lets hope it will work. We done مزید and مزید rehersals as time went by. I learned my lines a little better, (thank آپ Edward,) and I am not scared. But when it's time, seeing the curtains go up and all the people staring... I hope I don't faint یا drop dead. To ease my mind Edward was making me feel happy, complimenting me on my costume and giving me quick kisses before we start rehersing because when we kiss in the play, it feels strange;... not passionate. I have been trying to back out saying to him " do we have to do this?" And Edward keeps replying, " yes my love because it would be a shame to waste all that hard work."
I am getting tired of it. I will be glad when it ends....
Edwards POV
I am not stupid, and even though I can't read Bellas mind, I can tell she is tired and wishes the play to be over. It is filling me with dread and concern. But the play is in 2 weeks, and then it will be over. Then; me and my Bella will be back in our meadow and I can whisper in her ear " what soft through light yonder window breaks, it is the east and Bella is the sun." It might sound corny but Bella loves how I tell her I love her in different ways. It makes her so happy.
So when the meadow idea hit me, I told Bella " I have a surprise for you, but آپ will have to do the play first." After struggling with words to reply she finally کہا " that is blackmail, so unfair." But to make her give in I flashed her the crooked smile; she knows and loves. Then that made her say " fine. But I am not happy about it. " I know she was joking. Thankyou to my charm to make her give in. It's so easy. When we finished our chat we went to spanish class. Suddenly, Mike grabbed my hand willing to say something threating...
I read Romeo and Juilet like 1000 times. But why am I so nervous? Was it that acting was a new thing for me? یا was it that I am afraid people will laugh if I mess up? In my mind probably a bit of both. The good thing is I am doing this with Edward. He promised me; that he will guide me through it. Lets hope it will work. We done مزید and مزید rehersals as time went by. I learned my lines a little better, (thank آپ Edward,) and I am not scared. But when it's time, seeing the curtains go up and all the people staring... I hope I don't faint یا drop dead. To ease my mind Edward was making me feel happy, complimenting me on my costume and giving me quick kisses before we start rehersing because when we kiss in the play, it feels strange;... not passionate. I have been trying to back out saying to him " do we have to do this?" And Edward keeps replying, " yes my love because it would be a shame to waste all that hard work."
I am getting tired of it. I will be glad when it ends....
Edwards POV
I am not stupid, and even though I can't read Bellas mind, I can tell she is tired and wishes the play to be over. It is filling me with dread and concern. But the play is in 2 weeks, and then it will be over. Then; me and my Bella will be back in our meadow and I can whisper in her ear " what soft through light yonder window breaks, it is the east and Bella is the sun." It might sound corny but Bella loves how I tell her I love her in different ways. It makes her so happy.
So when the meadow idea hit me, I told Bella " I have a surprise for you, but آپ will have to do the play first." After struggling with words to reply she finally کہا " that is blackmail, so unfair." But to make her give in I flashed her the crooked smile; she knows and loves. Then that made her say " fine. But I am not happy about it. " I know she was joking. Thankyou to my charm to make her give in. It's so easy. When we finished our chat we went to spanish class. Suddenly, Mike grabbed my hand willing to say something threating...
im in the devils playground
dont know anyone round here
i will try to stand my ground
and not let anyone sense my fear
cant confisgate a reality that is based on lies
i will not negociate with my pride
foolish as i was i am no longer that person
yes try to hold my gaze
my will wont lesson
and i am in the devils playground
i have my own toys
i try to not look around
to the erie noise
scrapping nails apon the pavement
and dried blood up on the walls
a smell that so nauseating
i feel i might fall
light headed i cant be
not in this place anyways
i walk further trying to find a way out of this place.
how did i get here where did i go wrong my morbid curisoty
of a unrealistic song.driven to a brink thats almost sickning
i cant find myself.a way out of the devils playground. my own personal hell
dont know anyone round here
i will try to stand my ground
and not let anyone sense my fear
cant confisgate a reality that is based on lies
i will not negociate with my pride
foolish as i was i am no longer that person
yes try to hold my gaze
my will wont lesson
and i am in the devils playground
i have my own toys
i try to not look around
to the erie noise
scrapping nails apon the pavement
and dried blood up on the walls
a smell that so nauseating
i feel i might fall
light headed i cant be
not in this place anyways
i walk further trying to find a way out of this place.
how did i get here where did i go wrong my morbid curisoty
of a unrealistic song.driven to a brink thats almost sickning
i cant find myself.a way out of the devils playground. my own personal hell