Authors note: Hi, this is my first time publishing something that wasn't پرستار fiction but its what I've been passionate about forever. So please forgive the inconsistent rhyming.
If I never saw آپ again.
How happy my life would be!
I'd be jumping up and down the walls so full of glee!
No مزید nagging!
No مزید griping!
No مزید constant whining!
No مزید rants about how dreadful your life is!
I could be free from the locks that is your torn up mind, no longer a prisoner in my own home.
Aw the very thought of never hearing your voice again fills me with so much joy!
No مزید yelling!
No مزید shrieking!
No مزید do this یا do that!
The very mention of my name سے طرف کی your irritable voice makes my ears bleed buckets.
The look of your horrendous face when yelling at me makes me vomit on the inside.
To imagine my life without you.
Is like a dream that's impossible to obtain.
Oh well, whilst I sleep that dream I long is true.
Where I am so happy.
To never see you.
If I never saw آپ again.
How happy my life would be!
I'd be jumping up and down the walls so full of glee!
No مزید nagging!
No مزید griping!
No مزید constant whining!
No مزید rants about how dreadful your life is!
I could be free from the locks that is your torn up mind, no longer a prisoner in my own home.
Aw the very thought of never hearing your voice again fills me with so much joy!
No مزید yelling!
No مزید shrieking!
No مزید do this یا do that!
The very mention of my name سے طرف کی your irritable voice makes my ears bleed buckets.
The look of your horrendous face when yelling at me makes me vomit on the inside.
To imagine my life without you.
Is like a dream that's impossible to obtain.
Oh well, whilst I sleep that dream I long is true.
Where I am so happy.
To never see you.
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One lonely sunday afternoon
I sit in my chamber and have nothing to do
My love is far away
I wonder if (s)he's already forgotten me
So I sadly watch the sky
See the raindrops passing by
One looonely sunday afternooon...
One looonely sunday afternoon
One lonely sunday afternoon
I'm even as my flowers still out of bloom
I find some old photos, covered with dust
I cannot forget آپ although I know that I must
So I sadly let them fly
And this time I have to cry
One looonely sunday afternooon...
One looonely sunday afternoon
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آپ seek for spark of hope.
Your life held by
darkness thoughts,
anchor is
some place else.
Bad luck follows آپ
like a hook,
won't let آپ go,
won't leave آپ alone.
آپ smile today,
and cry whole eternity,
like that's your fate,
disturbing thoughts
to lie inside of you,
to take away everything
that آپ hope for.
Devil is calling your name,
leaves آپ not,
آپ don't see the angel on
your shoulder,
trying to give آپ a strength.
آپ long for life
that آپ don't know of,
آپ seek for peace,
trying to get away
from misty forest
that stains your heart
into black.