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sarabeara دیا سہارا لئے میرے my pop quiz questions
hiiiiiiiiii. long time no talk!!!! omg. how's it going?

and i'm always down to talk about kpop hehe. i'm a multi-stan so life is always thriving. گیا کیا پوسٹ پہلے زیادہ سے سال ایک
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RainSoul دیا سہارا لئے میرے my comments
Happy friendship دن my lovely best friend, Viv!~ <3 Also good morning from me to you. Hope آپ have a fabulous day!~ I pray you're doing well, and I wish to chat with آپ again soon, but until then cheers. =3 گیا کیا پوسٹ پہلے زیادہ سے سال ایک
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Also ارے the divorce is over, and I'm back home. My parents remarried. I'm just glad to be ہوم again, and grateful to not have to live in a suitcase anymore. =w= Thank آپ for helping me stay sane throughout that horrible nightmare. I own آپ one. پہلے زیادہ سے سال ایک
sarabeara دیا سہارا لئے میرے my answers
Lmao I even tried to get tickets for Harry's دکھائیں the سیکنڈ time around (he's visiting near me AGAIN on his 2018 tour) and got a presale code, was there right at 10, and couldn't get any tickets. I was/am so mad. I'm glad he's popular, but I also hate that he's so popular.
Are آپ gonna see Dunkirk when it comes out? I'm taking my dad since he's a history fanboy. haha.
Oh, and what do آپ think of Strip That Down? I forgot to ask last time. گیا کیا پوسٹ پہلے زیادہ سے سال ایک
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I don't get how Taylor has stans either. Her personality is so fake and she's always playing the victim. Plus she can barely sing. I'd much prefer her to just be a songwriter for someone with a better voice. Does that sound mean? Oh well, don't care. The Townes thing is a mess btw. Wasn't she underage when she and Harry hooked up? That's...not a good look. It's no secret that Harry banged groupies, but banging underage ones is sketch. پہلے زیادہ سے سال ایک
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I loooove Harry's friendship with James! James should let Harry host a whole episode یا something xD And yeah, I'm sad Kiwi isn't the سیکنڈ single. He looks like he has so much fun performing it, and I really wanted a موسیقی video of him just hardcore rocking out lol. And yes agreed about Luke needing a haircut. He looks like a damn hobo. I'mma need him to go back to the She's Kinda Hot haircut and get the lip re-pierced, because his current look is doing nothing for me. But the wicked witch is gone, so, like آپ said, at least we can enjoy him again. Michael also seems really, really happy so I'm happy for him:') Depression is a bitch, and it's good he has someone there to help with the loneliness. پہلے زیادہ سے سال ایک
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It's the same two دوستوں I came out to :/ I did resell the tickets, but as expected I lost about $500 on them. I'm still mad as hell. Cece I've forgiven for it, because she seems very sorry and offered to pay, but Hershey hasn't کہا a damn word of an apology. In fact, the only time she's texted me since all this happened was last Wednesday saying "what are آپ doing Friday night?" I told her nothing, and was hoping it would be a رات کے کھانے, شام کا کھانا یا bowling یا some other place to meet up to talk things out so I could air my grievances. Was it? Nope. She goes, "then we're going سوئنگ, جھول dancing! it's only $10 and it's gonna be so much fun." Now, I have social anxiety and am a horrible, uncoordinated dancer who might as well have two left feet. So big groups of strangers fucking سوئنگ, جھول dancing is my worst nightmare. پہلے زیادہ سے سال ایک
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I only come on here to talk to people too tbh. It's so dead on all the spots now. RIP Fanpop.
Living with him is going okay. I hardly see him anymore though because he's always out with his gf (I'm assuming that's where he is because where the hell else would he be). Work is okay too, but again it's not something I'm passionate about, so all the days sort of blur together :/ I spend literally every weekday wishing for the weekend lol. گیا کیا پوسٹ پہلے زیادہ سے سال ایک
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Daaaaamn. Your sister is manipulative! If she can trick even professionals, that's crazy. I wonder if she has some sort of personality disorder. Those who are great at lying usually do. Well, there's nothing I can say to make it better, but I hope a psychiatrist sees through her lies one of these days. I think people in the mental health field are very caring and always want to see the best in people, to point that it's difficult for them to comprehend that there are people who are great at pretending to feel things they don't actually feel (like remorse). Like how many times does your sister have to do this shit for a professional to notice there's a recurring problem? It's sad no one has noticed yet. پہلے زیادہ سے سال ایک
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My fanfic idea is for an office AU, where one is a writer and the other is the IT guy, and the writer is pretending to not understand computers so he can spend مزید time with the IT guy. lol. I also have another idea for one that's a 5+1 fic about lying (because the group has a song called "Caught In A Lie"). And I would have it be 5 times one lied to the other and one time he told the truth, یا something like that. They'd be cute lies tho. Like pretending to not be afraid of heights but then freaking out on a ferris wheel so the other has to comfort him. I have them all mapped out in my head, but actually sitting down and typing takes so much effort. ugh. پہلے زیادہ سے سال ایک
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I never realized how much Caspar used Joe for گیا پڑھا مرتبہ until they moved out. Now I enjoy Caspar's content a lot less. It's just not as fun anymore. Yaaaas at Joe being کتیا, کتيا during the prank! He was so cold to him and I was LIVING. Suck it, Caspar! آپ totally deserve it! Speaking of suck it, UM DAN'S NEW VIDEO!!!?! I know he hates labels, but this pretty much confirmed he's bi/pan. AAAAH!!! <333 And I love that it's so casual too. That he's never officially declared his sexuality. Instead he's just like let me message some cute boys on Tinder and لوڈ اپ it. I love that. God I love Dan. He'll always be my fav youtuber <3 پہلے زیادہ سے سال ایک
sarabeara دیا سہارا لئے میرے my answers
Girl. GIRL. I need to rant right now. I'm *this* close to disowning my 2 "friends."
Know how I was supposed to go to that kpop کنسرٹ in NYC that I chose was مزید important than a Harry concert? Well, both of my دوستوں are bailing. And I'm the asshole who paid for the tickets with my debit card. $1,200 total. Why are they bailing? Because my دوستوں have had a sudden revelation that the trip is too expensive. گیا کیا پوسٹ پہلے زیادہ سے سال ایک
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Which, I get. The tickets themselves are expensive, a hotel/hostel/airbnb is expensive, and transportation there and back is expensive. But come on now. They both wanted to go to this کنسرٹ and agreed to the ticket price. WHY DIDN'T THEY REALIZE ALL THIS BEFORE I BOUGHT THE FUCKING TICKETS? My one friend, Cece, I can forgive for this. She's very apologetic and is very concerned about me selling the tickets (said we should meet up this weekend and research places to sell the tickets). My other friend, Hershey, I want to stab in the eye ball. I've been دوستوں with Hershey for 9 years now and she's a repeat offender for this. پہلے زیادہ سے سال ایک
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Over the years she's agreed to plans and canceled last-minute on them constantly. On everything from a movie hangout to مزید serious stuff, she does this. In 12th grade my dad bought us $120 tickets to a soccer game (as a birthday bift b/c he knew I loved soccer) and Hershey bailed like 20 منٹ beforehand. So we didn't even have time to find someone else to take her spot. So my dad paid $120 for a ticket we didn't even fucking use. And did she apologize to my dad? Nope. Did she ever pay him back? Nope. And she pulled similar shit with Cece last year. Long story short, we were supposed to go to NYC but she bailed last منٹ and never paid Cece the $150 she owed her in airbnb costs. Like, just because آپ bail doesn't mean you're automatically free to not fucking pay anymore. آپ committed to the plans, asshole. پہلے زیادہ سے سال ایک
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So yeah, rant over. No idea what I'm gonna do about this mess. پہلے زیادہ سے سال ایک
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ارے Viv. How are you? گیا کیا پوسٹ پہلے زیادہ سے سال ایک
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Oh gosh, my 1D seats were not good. For UAN tour, I got floor tickets in row N I think, but tbh floor tickets suck and I could hardly see the stage over tall people in front of me with their arms up and phones in their hands. For OTRA I got 1st level seating about halfway back, so the boys were specks on the stage. And even then those tickets cost an arm and a leg. گیا کیا پوسٹ پہلے زیادہ سے سال ایک
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Nah, I live in Baltimore. I went to uni in NY, but am back in the old BMore. So Harry coming to DC an گھنٹہ away is frustrating lol. Awwwwwwww at your mom wanting to see him. I hope he tours again soon and visits somewhere nearer to آپ so آپ can take your mom! That would be adorable! :D Despite the Georgia Rose line, I still like BSE. It's not my fav, but I still enjoy it [I'm a hypocrite, I acknowledge this haha]. I think since I was around for UAN, I enjoy it. I don't think if I would've discovered 1D this سال and listened to UAN that I would've enjoyed it. The songs are far too bubblegum pop now and really haven't aged all that well lol. پہلے زیادہ سے سال ایک
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Haylor was INFURIATING. It especially pissed me off that she wrote IKYWT about fucking Jake Gyllenhaal, but then tried to pass the song off like it was about Harry. Bitch, BYE. She wrote it before she had ever even met Harry. So damn annoying and fame-hungry. I love Taylor's music, but as a person I despise her. Harry must be a saint for putting up with her. And he's definitely a saint for never trashing her in public. Because I would've been petty for sure and shit-talked her after all her stunts. پہلے زیادہ سے سال ایک
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Overall, I like Harry's album. It's not quite my style of موسیقی I usually listen to, but I like that he's making me appreciate something out of my comfort zone (if that makes sense). Fav songs are Kiwi, Woman, Carolina, and Only Angel. I also decided SOTT was my least fav song off the album. The مزید I listened to it, the less I liked it [I'm SORRY. Don't hate me! I just can't handle sad/political موسیقی with Trump around. I need escapism]. What were آپ favs? And which is your least fav? Also, how adorable was Harry on Corden's دکھائیں all week? I love him so much <3 پہلے زیادہ سے سال ایک
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LARZAYLEA BROKE UP??? ohmygod. I genuinely hadn't heard because I fall out of the 5SOS fandom when they're not touring/promoting. THANK آپ FOR TELLING ME. REJOICE! I'm not even surprised she cheated. Dumbass Luke should've been expecting this since he first banged her when she still had a bf. What a dummy. If she'll cheat with you, she'll cheat on آپ my dude. Hopefully this is final and he doesn't take her back in 2 months. پہلے زیادہ سے سال ایک
sarabeara دیا سہارا لئے میرے my answers
My dad punching me was a one time thing, but only because my mom stepped in and threatened to divorce him and take sole custody of me if he ever did that shit again. He definitely still has a temper though. One time when I was like 10 I saw him مککا, عجیب الخلقت our dog. Not hit (which still isn't okay). Punch. I told my mom immediately, and again she had a conversation with him where she threatened him. He left our dog alone after that as far as I know. گیا کیا پوسٹ پہلے زیادہ سے سال ایک
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It's funny, despite doing that and believing in gender roles, he never once told me I couldn't do something because I was female. Like he encouraged me when I went through my skateboarding phase (lol) and I had never even heard that "girls are bad at math" stereotype until 10th grade. And سے طرف کی then I was already سب, سب سے اوپر of my class in math and outscoring all the boys. So my dad heavily believed in gender roles/stereotypes but never wanted me to be a housewife lol. I guess his desire to have a daughter who's smart and career-driven trumped his sexist beliefs. But now that my mom's gone he's still a giant manbaby who wants a cook and a maid, and I guess that torch gets passed to me. ugh. پہلے زیادہ سے سال ایک
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OH MY GOD. I'm so sorry, bb :( I wish there was مزید I could say other than sorry, but there's not. I genuinely hope your sister gets help, because clearly everyone involved would benefit from it. The fact that mental illness is still so stigmatized is heartbreaking. The fact that you're suffering (and your sister and mom) just because your mom doesn't want to admit your sister has a problem is awful. I truly hope your sister gets help before she does something worse than before, because it's scary to think that her actions might keep worsening with time. پہلے زیادہ سے سال ایک
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Idk how Joe is still single tbh. Though, we don't see his whole life so maybe he had a few gfs in the middle? He's very private, so I could see him dating a girl for a ماہ یا two (nothing serious ofc). "Caspar needs to stop thirsting over every blonde he finds and bringing them on his channel." –> Trueeee. He never fucking learns. Every time it's "hey here's my new [skinny, blonde, tall, pretty, basic] girlfriend!!! we're gonna be together 4evs!!!!" Then they break up and he does it again a week later. It's so annoying how hard he falls so quickly. Speaking of annoying, I never thought I'd see the دن where Joe started doing مزید collabs with Josh than he did with Caspar. wtf. This truly is the end of times! The prank was cute tho, so I can't wait for Joe to get Caspar back. Also the Caspar/Liam interview was cute, but wtf happened to Liam's accent??? I swear he never used to sound like that. پہلے زیادہ سے سال ایک
RainSoul دیا سہارا لئے میرے my comments
Thank آپ very much for the birthday wishes. It's ironic that on this دن my family has broken on and is no longer together. I'm with my dad right now, but honestly I don't feel happy یا safe. Everything is moving to fast, and I can't handle and support my family and me on my own. I feel numb, lost, and like I'm going insane. I'm trying to be strong and act like an adult, but I'm still just a teen and am still growing. I need a mother. I love آپ too, cheers. I passed my STAAR, btw. گیا کیا پوسٹ پہلے زیادہ سے سال ایک
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News flash I'm not at my grandparent's house at the moment. I did something stupid and broke down, and then my dad broke, and everything's falling apart, so here I am currently still having to be the sponge and is دیا the shatttered pieces and بتھ, مرغابی tape. They're all like fix it, but I can't. I'm just trying to calm down so I don't end up feeling a whirlwind of emotions, and end up killing someone out of frustration, grief, anger, loss, and a thousand other negitive feelings. پہلے زیادہ سے سال ایک
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Correction. I am at my grandparent's house, and not my dad's. It's hard to type on a IPad... پہلے زیادہ سے سال ایک
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I did manage to eat some brownies for my b-day, so that's good at least... پہلے زیادہ سے سال ایک
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Oh same here -_- گیا کیا پوسٹ پہلے زیادہ سے سال ایک