so i know nobody comes on here anymore but i figured i'd do what jacob suggested (kind of bc this مضمون is only about me lol)
so i'm gonna be a junior in high school this سال (pretty rough) and i'm already looking into colleges (not so fun)
i've made some pretty amazing دوستوں and i wouldn't trade them for the world (although i want to kill them sometimes bc ALL THEY DO IS SING)
i really, really love one direction. please don't judge me omg it's not just their موسیقی that made me love them i mean i'm really in love with them as people as well. they're amazing guys. i also love 5 سیکنڈ of summer, an australian pop punk band that opened for one direction's tour. i saw them both in کنسرٹ on july 6, 2013 and i loved every moment.
i saw darren criss in کنسرٹ on june 27, 2013 with two of my best دوستوں and it was one of the most amazing nights of my life!
i've grown up a lot since i left fanpop. like, a LOT. i've been looking back on my تبصرے on here and oh my GOD my typing was so horrendous i used the xD face every other word!
i'm totally in love with jeremy shada, the voice actor for finn on adventure time! he's adorable and he's my age ;)
i went to england and france this past spring for two weeks with school, and it was so amazing! i loved every سیکنڈ of it! i finally got to see london and paris :D
i don't know if any of آپ remember, but i am a dancer and i switched to a professional-ish school (i guess?? it's not like american ballet theater level but it's up there!) and i've gotten really serious about ballet.
of course, i'm still head over heels in love with queen. and obviously harry potter is still a huge huge part of my life. it always will be :)
so, the real reason i گیا کیا پوسٹ this مضمون is because i have a confession. i have to rant.
the past few months, i have been struggling a lot with body image. i see myself as too fat, too awkward, too tall, and altogether too ugly. i hate the way i look so much and i can't take how miserable it's made me. i hate my personality, my voice, my face, my body, and my everything.
and i haven't ever even admitted this out loud yet, but i'm anorexic, and i am m i s e r a b l e. i'm always tired, crabby, and cold because of ana. i just don't know what to do anymore. days have become so long and repetitive and i'm just tired of life. i have self-harmed before, but don't worry about it. i don't do it much and haven't in a couple of months.
آپ are the first people to know this (if anyone even comes on and sees this). nobody knows how unhappy i am and nobody knows about ana so i guess i hide it pretty okay. i really needed to get this out somewhere. i just don't want to be seen as attention-seeking so i'm sorry if i sound like an attention whore.
and pretty much darren criss and one direction have saved my life multiple times.
so..i miss آپ guys. like a lot. i was so much happier when we were all together, but i think it's a good thing we went our separate ways. we all grew up. half of us are in college یا uni یا whatever. i'm not the same person i used to be, and i know the rest of آپ probably aren't either. but i honestly hope you're all doing well. i love آپ guys always :)
so i'm gonna be a junior in high school this سال (pretty rough) and i'm already looking into colleges (not so fun)
i've made some pretty amazing دوستوں and i wouldn't trade them for the world (although i want to kill them sometimes bc ALL THEY DO IS SING)
i really, really love one direction. please don't judge me omg it's not just their موسیقی that made me love them i mean i'm really in love with them as people as well. they're amazing guys. i also love 5 سیکنڈ of summer, an australian pop punk band that opened for one direction's tour. i saw them both in کنسرٹ on july 6, 2013 and i loved every moment.
i saw darren criss in کنسرٹ on june 27, 2013 with two of my best دوستوں and it was one of the most amazing nights of my life!
i've grown up a lot since i left fanpop. like, a LOT. i've been looking back on my تبصرے on here and oh my GOD my typing was so horrendous i used the xD face every other word!
i'm totally in love with jeremy shada, the voice actor for finn on adventure time! he's adorable and he's my age ;)
i went to england and france this past spring for two weeks with school, and it was so amazing! i loved every سیکنڈ of it! i finally got to see london and paris :D
i don't know if any of آپ remember, but i am a dancer and i switched to a professional-ish school (i guess?? it's not like american ballet theater level but it's up there!) and i've gotten really serious about ballet.
of course, i'm still head over heels in love with queen. and obviously harry potter is still a huge huge part of my life. it always will be :)
so, the real reason i گیا کیا پوسٹ this مضمون is because i have a confession. i have to rant.
the past few months, i have been struggling a lot with body image. i see myself as too fat, too awkward, too tall, and altogether too ugly. i hate the way i look so much and i can't take how miserable it's made me. i hate my personality, my voice, my face, my body, and my everything.
and i haven't ever even admitted this out loud yet, but i'm anorexic, and i am m i s e r a b l e. i'm always tired, crabby, and cold because of ana. i just don't know what to do anymore. days have become so long and repetitive and i'm just tired of life. i have self-harmed before, but don't worry about it. i don't do it much and haven't in a couple of months.
آپ are the first people to know this (if anyone even comes on and sees this). nobody knows how unhappy i am and nobody knows about ana so i guess i hide it pretty okay. i really needed to get this out somewhere. i just don't want to be seen as attention-seeking so i'm sorry if i sound like an attention whore.
and pretty much darren criss and one direction have saved my life multiple times.
so..i miss آپ guys. like a lot. i was so much happier when we were all together, but i think it's a good thing we went our separate ways. we all grew up. half of us are in college یا uni یا whatever. i'm not the same person i used to be, and i know the rest of آپ probably aren't either. but i honestly hope you're all doing well. i love آپ guys always :)