آپ always helped me with all my troubles
and i'd do the same for you
when i کہا no one cared about me
you'd say آپ do

آپ stopped me from hurting myself
and ending my life
آپ came to my rescue
and put down the knife

آپ told me آپ would be nothing
if I wasn't there
those words showed me
آپ really cared

but there's another secret
that killing my soul
one that made me realize
آپ made me whole

it's that i love you
and even though were friends
i would always love آپ
until the end

I hope that one day
maybe you'll love me too
and I'll be waiting for that دن to come
and you'll say I love you

I used to be in love with my best friend (if آپ read my privious مضامین youd understand this better) but now i cant look at him with out feeling sick. See he was dating this one girl and I accdently walked in on them doing "somthing" (hint hint) and now ya. I cant even talk to him anymore ethier. It was DISGUSTING. Lucky for me my other bff (he's a guy) was there and is really sweet to. I dont think i like him like dat but he's good at helping me over my prevous guy. Way to much drama lately. I dont know what im gonna do. :/

Sometimes I wonder who invented hand holding
Just like i used to wonder why we were born with spaces in between our hands آپ know what i mean??
Holding my hand up to the sunlight...
Seeing how small it looks ...
Thinking how good it would look in a bigger hand :D
Especially if that hand was yours...
Yeah I have held many hands in my lifetime...
But i wanna hold THE hand... I want your hand entwined in mine
آپ know what i mean??
As long as آپ hold my hand...
I could care less about the person who invented hand holding....
For all i know it could have been you


XOXO~~~BEE~~~~XOXO

Once upon a time, I was falling in love. We were a happy couple, blind to the troubles of the world around us. He was perfectly shaped for me, and I for him. He was the sun for my darkest night. I only felt complete when I was with him. The times we had together were the some of the best memories I ever had. We laughed, we hugged, we kissed. We spent hours in his room یا mine, playing our secret lover games. We talked on the phone into the early hours about anything and everything. There were no secrets between us. I knew what made him happy, what made him sad, what kept him running when it seemed impossible. Once upon a time, I was falling in love. Now I'm only falling apart.

I'm an amateur poet, and I just wrote this last week. Tell me what آپ think. :) Gracious!


An unspoken promise passed through our eyes.
A message so true, and undisguised.
Your arms fit perfectly around my waist, and I inhaled your breath's sweet taste.
My head fit just right in the crook of آپ neck, and my thoughts were a rather crazy wreck.
I tilted my face to look at yours, greatly anticipating what was in store.
I puckered my lips just like I was taught,
and آپ bent your head down before we were caught.
Fireworks exploded at the touch of our lips, indeed it was a very magical first kiss. ^-^

Even in the worst of storms i’ll see your face that always keeps me warm
I’ll never be alone
Remember when we first me? I do
That was when i knew you’d be the one to keep me محفوظ from harm

If i had to live my life without آپ i’d die this second
But now your here i’ll live forever
Life without آپ it’d be hard i know, but would I be smiling like I am today?
And I will wait for the دن when آپ come and take me سے طرف کی the hand

When the دن comes when my دل will never leave your hands
Because from then on آپ will always have the key to the lock
My دل is forever yours
No man یا god shall ever tear us apart, a promise that’ll last forever

The roots of my love runs deep for آپ like the roots of a درخت for mother nature
Are yours as deep?
The دن when we meet, our roots shall intertwine for eternity
Always together, never leaving, never dieing