Michael, I do understand your sleeping disorder was a debilitating problem. For many many years. But please آپ had to have known یا at least tried to seek out real, professional sound medical treatment to help آپ deal with it, یا at least make it somewhat managable. Murray surely was not the answer obviously. I have thought of this سوال many times. I really do wish I could have asked him this. But as thy say hindsight is 20/20. Of course if Michael could have known his fate he would have done something far different. He would have never, if knowing his fate, not found a better alternate. He would have never left his children.