I was stuck in between what fate wanted and what i wanted.The future was in my hands,i just couldnt لپیٹ, لفاف کریں my head around why my destiny was so poor.
I sat on the سوفی, لٹانا questioning myself about it.
Should I let it happen?And if I did would i ever forgive myself?I was always telling others,bad things happen for a reason,but was just another excuse?
There were no anwsers,simply because life has no anwser,just سوالات and sometimes آپ have to take a risk and leap with no fear.
"Daddy,look what drew."Kenna کہا with a smile.
She wobbled in the living room,holding a picture.
She gave it to me,it had a house on it with 4 stick people on it.The 1st one had a سکرٹ, گھیرنا drawn on and the 2nd one had pants on.
"Whose that?'i pointed to the 1st one.
"Thats mommy."she said.
"Whose that?'i pointed to the سیکنڈ one.
"Thats Drew."
Pain struck my heart,i tried to be strong,but i got choked up.The other two were sperate.
"Those two are me and ronnie."
"Wheres Daddy and Alex?"
"Well,it doesnt matter.Ronnie says your going to leave again with Alex and mommy loves Drew."
"Look here.''i کہا to her,"I'm not leaving ever,and dont آپ forget that.now come here,i love you."
I grabbed her and put her on my lap and hugged her,tears slowly fell from my face.
"Ronnie.'i called out.
"What?'' she walked down stairs.
"Come here beautiful."
"whats wrong daddy?"
"nothing i just love آپ guys so much."I got up and hugged her."Im not leaving."
She smiled,it reminded me of why i live.For my kids.
"Okay آپ can let go now'' she giggled.
"But I dont want to."I smiled.
"I gotta get ready,im going out to the فلمیں with Derek."
"Your still dating that punk?''i asked.
"Yes,remember آپ said.."
"i know what i said,just how is jameson and Angel?''
"They came here earlier when آپ were asleep.''
"Really?''
"Yes now can آپ let go?Kennas getting jealous"
"Oh no she didnt!'kenna sassed.
I let go of Ronnie and picked up Kenna.
"You need to stop hanging out with your uncle Harry."
"But he gives me cookies"
"What are those?Some type of child biscuit?'
"Dad آپ know آپ like your child biscuits."ronnie said.
''Quit eatin my cookies!''
The door گھنٹی, بیل rang.
"That must be Derek."
Ronnie went to anwser the door.
shortly she came back.
"Dad,Some man is here...?''
"Huh?''
On our porch stood with a cane, a familar elderly old man.He had gray white hair and sharp blue eyes.Looking in to his eyes i could see his soul.Such fierce eyes covered with anger but love.Immedatelity recongized him,courtneys father.
"Ronnie take Kenna and go in your room."i ordered her.
"but Dad.."
"Its yes sir,now go."
she left for her room.I stepped on the porch.
"Why are آپ here?"i asked.
"Why wouldnt I?''
"Your at my house,i ask the questions."
:"Is that your children?Shes very beautiful."
I pulled out a gun,and pressed it under his chin.
"You will not lay a finger on my children,I sware to god if آپ dont tell me why آپ are here?''
"What are آپ doing??"Derek walk on the porch.
"Please dont shoot!I mean no harm,ive changed"
I had to think about it...I had a gun pressed against an sick elderly mans head....it probablly made me look bad.
"James!"i shouted.
"Woah,Mr.malik..put the gun down...''
i slowly released him.
"James come back another time."
"Give me the gun."he said.
i gave him it.
The old man fell to his knees.
''I have came to make things,right,my time is short.Please understand,i was young and stupid.I was wrong,but آپ are gifted.You were the man.For God's sake have mercy on me"he begged.He was bowwing down to me,begging me.I didnt know what to do,but only thing to do.
i knelt down with him and touched his shoulder.
He look at me.We were eye to eye,I could see his sorrows and regret.i got up held out a hand.
He reached for it and i helped him up.
I sat on the سوفی, لٹانا questioning myself about it.
Should I let it happen?And if I did would i ever forgive myself?I was always telling others,bad things happen for a reason,but was just another excuse?
There were no anwsers,simply because life has no anwser,just سوالات and sometimes آپ have to take a risk and leap with no fear.
"Daddy,look what drew."Kenna کہا with a smile.
She wobbled in the living room,holding a picture.
She gave it to me,it had a house on it with 4 stick people on it.The 1st one had a سکرٹ, گھیرنا drawn on and the 2nd one had pants on.
"Whose that?'i pointed to the 1st one.
"Thats mommy."she said.
"Whose that?'i pointed to the سیکنڈ one.
"Thats Drew."
Pain struck my heart,i tried to be strong,but i got choked up.The other two were sperate.
"Those two are me and ronnie."
"Wheres Daddy and Alex?"
"Well,it doesnt matter.Ronnie says your going to leave again with Alex and mommy loves Drew."
"Look here.''i کہا to her,"I'm not leaving ever,and dont آپ forget that.now come here,i love you."
I grabbed her and put her on my lap and hugged her,tears slowly fell from my face.
"Ronnie.'i called out.
"What?'' she walked down stairs.
"Come here beautiful."
"whats wrong daddy?"
"nothing i just love آپ guys so much."I got up and hugged her."Im not leaving."
She smiled,it reminded me of why i live.For my kids.
"Okay آپ can let go now'' she giggled.
"But I dont want to."I smiled.
"I gotta get ready,im going out to the فلمیں with Derek."
"Your still dating that punk?''i asked.
"Yes,remember آپ said.."
"i know what i said,just how is jameson and Angel?''
"They came here earlier when آپ were asleep.''
"Really?''
"Yes now can آپ let go?Kennas getting jealous"
"Oh no she didnt!'kenna sassed.
I let go of Ronnie and picked up Kenna.
"You need to stop hanging out with your uncle Harry."
"But he gives me cookies"
"What are those?Some type of child biscuit?'
"Dad آپ know آپ like your child biscuits."ronnie said.
''Quit eatin my cookies!''
The door گھنٹی, بیل rang.
"That must be Derek."
Ronnie went to anwser the door.
shortly she came back.
"Dad,Some man is here...?''
"Huh?''
On our porch stood with a cane, a familar elderly old man.He had gray white hair and sharp blue eyes.Looking in to his eyes i could see his soul.Such fierce eyes covered with anger but love.Immedatelity recongized him,courtneys father.
"Ronnie take Kenna and go in your room."i ordered her.
"but Dad.."
"Its yes sir,now go."
she left for her room.I stepped on the porch.
"Why are آپ here?"i asked.
"Why wouldnt I?''
"Your at my house,i ask the questions."
:"Is that your children?Shes very beautiful."
I pulled out a gun,and pressed it under his chin.
"You will not lay a finger on my children,I sware to god if آپ dont tell me why آپ are here?''
"What are آپ doing??"Derek walk on the porch.
"Please dont shoot!I mean no harm,ive changed"
I had to think about it...I had a gun pressed against an sick elderly mans head....it probablly made me look bad.
"James!"i shouted.
"Woah,Mr.malik..put the gun down...''
i slowly released him.
"James come back another time."
"Give me the gun."he said.
i gave him it.
The old man fell to his knees.
''I have came to make things,right,my time is short.Please understand,i was young and stupid.I was wrong,but آپ are gifted.You were the man.For God's sake have mercy on me"he begged.He was bowwing down to me,begging me.I didnt know what to do,but only thing to do.
i knelt down with him and touched his shoulder.
He look at me.We were eye to eye,I could see his sorrows and regret.i got up held out a hand.
He reached for it and i helped him up.
Madisions P.O.V
When we leave like a thousand شائقین surround us. i scream at first but then alot of شائقین hug me and miley. i look at niall and he laughs and continues signing. miley stares at harry and harry winks ans signs and takes مزید pics. like 5 یا 6 hours later we head home. we head back ہوم and i carry alot of prizes i fall in the middle of the drive way cushioned سے طرف کی my HUGE teddy برداشت, ریچھ niall won for me. niall carryes me and the teddy برداشت, ریچھ and we head back in. when we do i plop on the سوفی, لٹانا exausted with me and niall cuddled close.
_____________Tommorow___________________
When i get up everything is spining and i fall to the ground. when i wake up i wake up on the سوفی, لٹانا with a cool towel i meant cold towle over my head.
i get up but niall lays me back down. great a great دن ends up to be one where i am sick.
When we leave like a thousand شائقین surround us. i scream at first but then alot of شائقین hug me and miley. i look at niall and he laughs and continues signing. miley stares at harry and harry winks ans signs and takes مزید pics. like 5 یا 6 hours later we head home. we head back ہوم and i carry alot of prizes i fall in the middle of the drive way cushioned سے طرف کی my HUGE teddy برداشت, ریچھ niall won for me. niall carryes me and the teddy برداشت, ریچھ and we head back in. when we do i plop on the سوفی, لٹانا exausted with me and niall cuddled close.
_____________Tommorow___________________
When i get up everything is spining and i fall to the ground. when i wake up i wake up on the سوفی, لٹانا with a cool towel i meant cold towle over my head.
i get up but niall lays me back down. great a great دن ends up to be one where i am sick.
Ally's P.O.V
their was something fishy going on he sounded just like him. but i shook it off i got up and went inside. i checked my Twitter and saw somebody followed me i check and see @Harry_Styles I smile and follow back. when somebody knocks on the door i check and see Harry "hey whats up" i say smiling. "nothing i just wondered if آپ wanted to take a walk?" i nod and head out. "so tell me about youreself" says Harry looking at me with those beaming green eyes. i told him every-thing he looked straight at my eyes when i was talking. i liked that cause i knew he was listening.
Harry's P.O.V
"so tell me about youreself" she says with that smile that i adored. i told her everything execpt that i was in One Direction. i sang her a few songs. so did she she had the most beutiful voice. i was already 9:30 at night we both head ہوم tonight was the best night.
authors note: sorry if it was boring
their was something fishy going on he sounded just like him. but i shook it off i got up and went inside. i checked my Twitter and saw somebody followed me i check and see @Harry_Styles I smile and follow back. when somebody knocks on the door i check and see Harry "hey whats up" i say smiling. "nothing i just wondered if آپ wanted to take a walk?" i nod and head out. "so tell me about youreself" says Harry looking at me with those beaming green eyes. i told him every-thing he looked straight at my eyes when i was talking. i liked that cause i knew he was listening.
Harry's P.O.V
"so tell me about youreself" she says with that smile that i adored. i told her everything execpt that i was in One Direction. i sang her a few songs. so did she she had the most beutiful voice. i was already 9:30 at night we both head ہوم tonight was the best night.
authors note: sorry if it was boring
Harry's P.O.V
i was out-side jogging when i saw her she was soo beutiful. she had brown wavy hair blue green eyesshe was سے طرف کی the lake singing some songs and tanning. i smiled and continued to jog. when i was done i decided to go sit with her. "hey do آپ remember me ?".
Ally's P.O.V
i turned around to see a boy with curly bronw hair green eyes and the best smile. "umm air-port right sorry i hit my head earlier dont remember that much" i say removing my ear-phones. "what song were آپ listenig to'' asks harry. my memory came back the other day. "this song called up all night?" when she کہا that i froze. "may i listen to it?' asked Harry. "umm sure" i hand him my ear-phones he listend to it with his eyes closed he was smiling. "hey آپ sound like one one of them" i ask. ''you are probably thinking of somebody else good song though" says harry getting up he then continues to jog. author's note: sorry its short.
i was out-side jogging when i saw her she was soo beutiful. she had brown wavy hair blue green eyesshe was سے طرف کی the lake singing some songs and tanning. i smiled and continued to jog. when i was done i decided to go sit with her. "hey do آپ remember me ?".
Ally's P.O.V
i turned around to see a boy with curly bronw hair green eyes and the best smile. "umm air-port right sorry i hit my head earlier dont remember that much" i say removing my ear-phones. "what song were آپ listenig to'' asks harry. my memory came back the other day. "this song called up all night?" when she کہا that i froze. "may i listen to it?' asked Harry. "umm sure" i hand him my ear-phones he listend to it with his eyes closed he was smiling. "hey آپ sound like one one of them" i ask. ''you are probably thinking of somebody else good song though" says harry getting up he then continues to jog. author's note: sorry its short.
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