I was very confused on what I just did. Why would I leave Louis? Why would I leave my friends? Why did I care so much that Zayn quit? Did I have feelings for Zayn that I didn't realize until now?
I was so lost in my own mental interrogation that I had walked directly into someone. "Oh I'm so... Zayn!" I exclaimed, feeling mixed emotions as I see him smile lightly. "Hey babe." I get lost in those beautiful eyes until I remember, Zayn abandoned his friends. I took a step back.
"Zayn, we need to talk." He gestured to a nearby bench and we sat.
"Well... what do we need to talk about?" he asks. "Us." I spit out. "I mean... uh..." Zayn raises an eyebrow. "One Direction. That's what." He let out a sigh. "I quit. So what?" I stare at him. "So what? You're just going to abandon your friends. Leave them completely. With everything you've gone through together?" He looks at the ground, kicking it with his red and white hightops. "You make it seem worse than it is..." I look at him and gently reach over to him.
"Zayn Malik... آپ left people who have been there for آپ through EVERYTHING. آپ can't leave because... well whatever reason آپ left for. One Direction isn't One Direction without you. آپ have to go back."
"Back to what?!" he exclaimed, standing up. "Back to Louis rubbing it in my face that he has you? Back to him being pudgy whenever I ask to spend time with you? Him being so conceited about me loving آپ when he just wants آپ because Eleanor broke up with him? I don't want to go back to that!"
He just wants آپ because Eleanor broke up with him.
Tears. I fight to keep them in. I can't. "H-he's using me?" I feel Zayn's grip on my shoulders. "Yes. That's why I should have done this a while ago."
Before I could put together what he meant, he kisses me. Swiftly and softly. I felt myself kissing him back. Could I have been in love with him and been with the wrong person? So much inner turmoil. But... I'd think about that later... I was a little busy.
I was so lost in my own mental interrogation that I had walked directly into someone. "Oh I'm so... Zayn!" I exclaimed, feeling mixed emotions as I see him smile lightly. "Hey babe." I get lost in those beautiful eyes until I remember, Zayn abandoned his friends. I took a step back.
"Zayn, we need to talk." He gestured to a nearby bench and we sat.
"Well... what do we need to talk about?" he asks. "Us." I spit out. "I mean... uh..." Zayn raises an eyebrow. "One Direction. That's what." He let out a sigh. "I quit. So what?" I stare at him. "So what? You're just going to abandon your friends. Leave them completely. With everything you've gone through together?" He looks at the ground, kicking it with his red and white hightops. "You make it seem worse than it is..." I look at him and gently reach over to him.
"Zayn Malik... آپ left people who have been there for آپ through EVERYTHING. آپ can't leave because... well whatever reason آپ left for. One Direction isn't One Direction without you. آپ have to go back."
"Back to what?!" he exclaimed, standing up. "Back to Louis rubbing it in my face that he has you? Back to him being pudgy whenever I ask to spend time with you? Him being so conceited about me loving آپ when he just wants آپ because Eleanor broke up with him? I don't want to go back to that!"
He just wants آپ because Eleanor broke up with him.
Tears. I fight to keep them in. I can't. "H-he's using me?" I feel Zayn's grip on my shoulders. "Yes. That's why I should have done this a while ago."
Before I could put together what he meant, he kisses me. Swiftly and softly. I felt myself kissing him back. Could I have been in love with him and been with the wrong person? So much inner turmoil. But... I'd think about that later... I was a little busy.
One Direction has been nominated in 4 categories in the People Choice Awards!
Help them stay in these 4 categories سے طرف کی voting for them everyday
And on November 15 , They will announce the سب, سب سے اوپر nominees (Top 5). Hopefully One Direction will still be nominated :D
They have been nominated at :
FAVORITE BREAKOUT ARTIST
FAVORITE SONG : What Makes آپ Beautiful
FAVORITE ALBUM : Up All Night
FAVORITE موسیقی پرستار FOLLOWING : Directioners ♥
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here is the link for voting :
link
The People Choice Awards will take place in January 2013
Help them stay in these 4 categories سے طرف کی voting for them everyday
And on November 15 , They will announce the سب, سب سے اوپر nominees (Top 5). Hopefully One Direction will still be nominated :D
They have been nominated at :
FAVORITE BREAKOUT ARTIST
FAVORITE SONG : What Makes آپ Beautiful
FAVORITE ALBUM : Up All Night
FAVORITE موسیقی پرستار FOLLOWING : Directioners ♥
__________________________________
here is the link for voting :
link
The People Choice Awards will take place in January 2013
Madisions P.O.V
When we leave like a thousand شائقین surround us. i scream at first but then alot of شائقین hug me and miley. i look at niall and he laughs and continues signing. miley stares at harry and harry winks ans signs and takes مزید pics. like 5 یا 6 hours later we head home. we head back ہوم and i carry alot of prizes i fall in the middle of the drive way cushioned سے طرف کی my HUGE teddy برداشت, ریچھ niall won for me. niall carryes me and the teddy برداشت, ریچھ and we head back in. when we do i plop on the سوفی, لٹانا exausted with me and niall cuddled close.
_____________Tommorow___________________
When i get up everything is spining and i fall to the ground. when i wake up i wake up on the سوفی, لٹانا with a cool towel i meant cold towle over my head.
i get up but niall lays me back down. great a great دن ends up to be one where i am sick.
When we leave like a thousand شائقین surround us. i scream at first but then alot of شائقین hug me and miley. i look at niall and he laughs and continues signing. miley stares at harry and harry winks ans signs and takes مزید pics. like 5 یا 6 hours later we head home. we head back ہوم and i carry alot of prizes i fall in the middle of the drive way cushioned سے طرف کی my HUGE teddy برداشت, ریچھ niall won for me. niall carryes me and the teddy برداشت, ریچھ and we head back in. when we do i plop on the سوفی, لٹانا exausted with me and niall cuddled close.
_____________Tommorow___________________
When i get up everything is spining and i fall to the ground. when i wake up i wake up on the سوفی, لٹانا with a cool towel i meant cold towle over my head.
i get up but niall lays me back down. great a great دن ends up to be one where i am sick.