You've done this. You've done this to me. You've made me this way. Were آپ not thinking? Were آپ not in the right mind? How could آپ have made me this? How could آپ do that to a child who would grow up to become what I am today? I had no clue. I didn't know any better. I was so young. This was آپ who did this. I try so hard. To undo your wrongs. But it is so hard. I fear I will never recover. I love آپ with all my دل but you've done this to me. You've give this to me. It holds me back. It kills my dreams. I want to do some many things and now I fear that I can not because of what آپ have done. I don't want to be like you. I don't want to have what آپ do. It holds آپ back. It's killing you. It's hurting me. I don't want that for my life. I want to be my own person. Not who you've made me. Why? Why did آپ do this? آپ didn't think to what this might lead to in the future. I will not stand for this. I'm not going to be like you. I won't. I'll make it. Watch me. Just watch me.

آپ left everything آپ had. آپ came to my family. آپ made me. Then آپ left. آپ left us. آپ left us all alone. آپ went back to where آپ came from. Was I not good enough? How could آپ just leave us? Have آپ no heart. Have آپ no soul. Have آپ no sense of decency. آپ may have helped to bring me into this world but آپ didn't help raise me to become a part of it. If I met آپ I would ignore you. If I met آپ I would hate you. I never want to see you. آپ don't really care. And آپ don't love me.

Im walking home.. ur gone. i start to walk مزید and then rain pours down on me. I never felt like this u promised me that u wouldnt leave me. I may stay the night with ally but shes with her bf.. Im just gonna go to a hotel and sleep there. I walk and cry im just gonna go home. when i do go ہوم i climb the درخت and go in the window and look in the mirror was i to ugly 4 u?!? I take out some scissors and cut my hair and arms and i pretty now?.. I go to the بستر room and let the blood drip on the floor let me hair lay down its ugly. Ur werent gonna leave me u promised me!! i stare at the blank دیوار my world is gone. i cant take the pain any مزید i get a call.. it from my mom and dad their gonna b ہوم soon great.. i sit up and look at what ive done to myself no مزید me im done being the bright girl im done. I start screaming why u leave me!!! I Tried to explain to u! but no! U LEFT ME I LAUGHED AT THE THE UGLY GIRL IN THE MIRROR. well guys thats it till part 2 hoped u liked it!!