Probably 5 compared to most people. I dunno آپ that well but my mind isn't a pretty place to go into so سے طرف کی what I have seen of you. آپ are a -10 compared to me.
I mean alot of people are obsessed with horror فلمیں and things killing other things. That isn't unique یا special and probably the state of my mind isn't unique as well but trust me when I say this: آپ are not that screwed up.