I think آپ mean "Do آپ worry too much what someone close to آپ thinks"..? Cause the سوال is a bit hard to understand XD
Although Im right, then no. Cause I expect that if I was causing them problems یا I did something that bothers them then they should come to me and tell me to see if I can fix it.
And if its in general, then they can run off if they dont like who I am. I dont need anyone who wont like me for who I am in my life as someone close to me.
I couldn't hide my weirdness if I tried, so I generally don't worry about what anyone thinks about me because they're just going to think I'm weird anyway. If I cared what they thought, I'd just be disappointed.