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posted by eclipise
This pain deep inside of me I don’t know why but it won’t get out of me
I just want to end my life, it seems if I take this razor over my wrist that I finally exit
Nobody cares if I live یا die so I am saying goodbye
Now its time to die, I slit my wrist, I can feel it all over again
The pain is deeper but this time it feels like a creeper coming back to haunt me
Only this time I greet him saying hello, is this the time when I die?
Please let me know because I want to go somewhere but here so I can feel existence
Someone to think I am beautiful but no one جوابات me
SOMEONE PLEASE ANSWER ME but it looks like I’m fully alive
I don’t want to be alive so now I’m taking this razor across my throat
Wait am I suppose to see these dark circles?
I can hear آپ screaming as I say goodbye, NO I LOVE YOU
My last words for آپ are don’t cry I need to die!!!!!!<3
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posted by eclipise
The tears fall hard..
people send her happy cards..
noone is playing the happy violin...
see all her fake grins....
and attempts to learn Christ within....
but nothing satisfies her selfish sins....
everything is turning black....
she feels another anxiety attack.....
feels like people kick her back...
her blood is turning black...
the مزید she cries ....
the مزید she dies...
the مزید she fades away....
nothing pays ....
she is mentally hurt...
finally hit the dirt....
of crying tears...
and دیا in all her fears...
what will bring back...?
as she is bleeding black....
posted by eclipise
Deep and dark and solemn her stare,
Bleeding crimson tears of dispair,
Shrouded سے طرف کی the mists of time,
A shadow watches from behind,
Her soul floats away on the breeze,
Leaving her cold and empty.

A bleeding دل and a bleeding mind,
All around her, ravens fly,
To scavenge self inflicted wounds,
A festering longing for death to come,
To end it all and bring release,
From her cold, morbid reality.

Amid the trees and fallen leaves,
Long shadows embrace her misery,
As she looks on autumn's mausoleum,
And winter brings death to the year,
The angels bow their heads in sin,
So cold, so cold their hearts of stone....
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posted by eclipise
Go to sleep and close your eyes,
And dream of broken butterflies
That tore their wings against a thorn.
آپ know the pain that they have endured
Silver metal shine so bright
Scarlet blood that feels so right.
Dream of that blood trickling down,
And wake up just before آپ drown.
The moonlight shining off your tears
As آپ bleed out your worst fears.
So tonight when آپ start to cry
Whisper the cutters lullaby:
Hushabye baby, you’re almost dead
آپ don’t have a pulse and your تکیا is red.
Your family hates آپ
Your دوستوں let آپ bleed
Sleep tight with a knife,
Cause its all that آپ need.
Rockabye baby, Broken and scarred,
آپ didn’t know life would be this hard.
Time to end the pain آپ hid so well
And down you’ll come baby,
Straight back to hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
posted by eclipise
A boy and a girl,
the best of friends.
From elementary to high school
from beginning to end.

Through all those years
their friendship grew.
They both felt the same,
but neither knew.

Each waking moment
since the دن they met.
They both loved each other
sunrise to sunset.

He was all she had
in her terrible life.
He was the one
who kept her from her knife.

She was his angel,
she made him smile.
Though life threw him curves,
she made it all worth while.

Then one day
things went terribly wrong.
The اگلے few weeks
were like a very sad song.

He made her jealous
on purpose he tried.
When the girl asked, "Do آپ love her?"
on...
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