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Sevaiza said:
Yes.My دوستوں know my fixation about Severus Snape.And when one of my best دوستوں came to know about it,she reacted violently,she کہا that I'm no longer the kind of person she knew and she asked me if I know what I'm talking about,if I'm aware of what I'm saying,and when I کہا yes,and that I'm not joking,she asked me if I'm drunk!Of course she's my friend and I understand her concern for me but I was hurt.I want to cry at that moment but I resist,I forced myself not to because i want to know the reason why she hated the idea of me,being attracted to Snape.So I asked her why,and she کہا that Snape is a bad guy,he's a villain,he's evil,dark and not good for me.Well,after I heared her reason,I sighed in relief because it's just a misunderstanding,she thought that Snape was evil,and sha's obviously wrong so,i told her all about Snape's past,about him,being a double spy,his love for Lily and everything....And fortunately,she now understand.She's now supporting me and I'm glad for it.You know,me and my دوستوں have a lot in common,we have crushes on fictional characters like me,of course,in Snape,one of them has a crush on Draco,and the other one for Jacob Black in Twilight.But in my case,it's different,it's مزید serious,it's not just crush,and it's not an infatuation,I'm obsessed with him and I'm not sure if it's love but for now,I think love is the most appropriate word to use,my feelings for him is very different compared to my گزشتہ crushes crushes.I'm not really an expressive person but because of him,I turned to be.And how many times do I have to tell آپ guys,that he's مزید than twice my age?There are many guys there that's in my age,young,cute,teenagers like me.But I was gripped سے طرف کی him,it's only him and no one else and oh,I'm so sorry,I'm talking nonstop so,where was I again? Yes,my دوستوں know about it but there's still some parts of it that they won't understand.and my family,they know that I'm obsessed in Harry Potter and my father supports me with this and they just recently know that I have a crush on Snape but all they know is that it's just a crush,nothing serious and maybe they were thinking that I'm only half joking,well I was,at first,when I was just somewhere between 12 to 14...So,that's it.
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