Oh crap! If I didn’t come barging like that آپ would have asked her to marry آپ that night.
She paused and stared thoughtfully at me.
What made آپ change your mind? If آپ wanted to marry her, why did آپ break up with her?
Can’t آپ see, Leah? She would say yes in an instant.
So? Shouldn’t آپ be jumping in happiness?
I sighed.
I felt like I never gave her a choice like I forced myself on her. If everything was normal between us, if we were both just plain simple humans, could she have noticed me? Would she love me back?
Leah didn’t answer.
I just wanted her to be sure. I wanted her to know there’s so much مزید she could have than the simple life I could offer her. I wanted her to enjoy life, see the world. If she has seen and experienced everything and still decides she wants to be with me then I would truly know.
Don’t آپ think there’s a possibility that she would choose to live without you? How would آپ deal with it? What if she found some weird vampiric way out of this imprinting stuff? Can آپ live with that?
I didn’t have an answer to the very worst fears that bugged me these past few months.
You hoped that she would come back to آپ in the end, don't you?
There was never a night that I didn’t get down on my knees and prayed that she will.
* * *
Seth barged into my room, panting.
“What is it with you, Clearwaters? Can’t آپ leave me alone?” I groaned.
“She’s back, Jake! Nessie’s back!”
I bolted upright from my bed.
“What are آپ talking about?”
“I saw her over at Charlie’s. It’s her sem-break.” He looked like he would explode with happiness any منٹ now.
My own دل pulsated with joy. I couldn’t help the huge grin from spreading on my face.
“Did he tell آپ the whole news?” Leah drawled from the doorway. “Guess what? My little brother imprinted on Nessie’s college friend.” She made an annoyed face.
“That left آپ and Embry….”
Leah smacked the back of his brother’s head before he could continue.
“Aw Leah. Can’t آپ just be happy for me?” Seth complained as he rubbed the back of his head.
“I only pity the girl. آپ almost licked her entire face.”
Seth rolled his eyes and turned to me. “You should meet her, Jake. She’s absolutely amazing. Nessie’s happy her secrets are all out the window. Jenny became really close to her in Dartmouth.”
“How long has Nessie been back?” I frowned it seemed I have missed on a lot of things.
“Just a دن یا two but آپ couldn’t stop this blabbermouth from spilling all the juicy details.” Lead said.
Nessie’s here for a دن یا two and they only tell me now? What’s wrong with these people?!
“We don’t have to keep secrets from one other. We love each other.” Seth said, all gooey-eyed.
“Get out.” Leah and I growled at the same time.
“Okay, okay. Geez! People could be so envious sometimes.” He ducked his head as Leah was about to ذائقہ, مارنا it, this time with my night lamp.
He was out the door in a flash. “I’ll be over at the Cullens. Nessie کہا it’s alright for me to visit.” He called out from outside the house.
Lucky him.
Leah shook his head. Then she grinned hugely.
“Jennifer Rivers is a piece of work.” She laughed. “She would drive my brother crazy sooner یا later.
Then her expression became serious. “So, when are آپ going to see her?”
I knew who she was referring to so I shook my head.
“What?! Do آپ need my assistance? Do آپ need me to drag آپ over there?”
“Nope, Leah.”
She rolled her eyes in exasperation.
“She asked Seth about you.”
I leaned towards her.
“I think she missed آپ a lot.”
I leaned closer, holding my breath.
“Interested, aren't we? Well, that’s all I’m telling.” With that she sauntered out of the room.
I collapsed on the بستر and groaned.
She paused and stared thoughtfully at me.
What made آپ change your mind? If آپ wanted to marry her, why did آپ break up with her?
Can’t آپ see, Leah? She would say yes in an instant.
So? Shouldn’t آپ be jumping in happiness?
I sighed.
I felt like I never gave her a choice like I forced myself on her. If everything was normal between us, if we were both just plain simple humans, could she have noticed me? Would she love me back?
Leah didn’t answer.
I just wanted her to be sure. I wanted her to know there’s so much مزید she could have than the simple life I could offer her. I wanted her to enjoy life, see the world. If she has seen and experienced everything and still decides she wants to be with me then I would truly know.
Don’t آپ think there’s a possibility that she would choose to live without you? How would آپ deal with it? What if she found some weird vampiric way out of this imprinting stuff? Can آپ live with that?
I didn’t have an answer to the very worst fears that bugged me these past few months.
You hoped that she would come back to آپ in the end, don't you?
There was never a night that I didn’t get down on my knees and prayed that she will.
* * *
Seth barged into my room, panting.
“What is it with you, Clearwaters? Can’t آپ leave me alone?” I groaned.
“She’s back, Jake! Nessie’s back!”
I bolted upright from my bed.
“What are آپ talking about?”
“I saw her over at Charlie’s. It’s her sem-break.” He looked like he would explode with happiness any منٹ now.
My own دل pulsated with joy. I couldn’t help the huge grin from spreading on my face.
“Did he tell آپ the whole news?” Leah drawled from the doorway. “Guess what? My little brother imprinted on Nessie’s college friend.” She made an annoyed face.
“That left آپ and Embry….”
Leah smacked the back of his brother’s head before he could continue.
“Aw Leah. Can’t آپ just be happy for me?” Seth complained as he rubbed the back of his head.
“I only pity the girl. آپ almost licked her entire face.”
Seth rolled his eyes and turned to me. “You should meet her, Jake. She’s absolutely amazing. Nessie’s happy her secrets are all out the window. Jenny became really close to her in Dartmouth.”
“How long has Nessie been back?” I frowned it seemed I have missed on a lot of things.
“Just a دن یا two but آپ couldn’t stop this blabbermouth from spilling all the juicy details.” Lead said.
Nessie’s here for a دن یا two and they only tell me now? What’s wrong with these people?!
“We don’t have to keep secrets from one other. We love each other.” Seth said, all gooey-eyed.
“Get out.” Leah and I growled at the same time.
“Okay, okay. Geez! People could be so envious sometimes.” He ducked his head as Leah was about to ذائقہ, مارنا it, this time with my night lamp.
He was out the door in a flash. “I’ll be over at the Cullens. Nessie کہا it’s alright for me to visit.” He called out from outside the house.
Lucky him.
Leah shook his head. Then she grinned hugely.
“Jennifer Rivers is a piece of work.” She laughed. “She would drive my brother crazy sooner یا later.
Then her expression became serious. “So, when are آپ going to see her?”
I knew who she was referring to so I shook my head.
“What?! Do آپ need my assistance? Do آپ need me to drag آپ over there?”
“Nope, Leah.”
She rolled her eyes in exasperation.
“She asked Seth about you.”
I leaned towards her.
“I think she missed آپ a lot.”
I leaned closer, holding my breath.
“Interested, aren't we? Well, that’s all I’m telling.” With that she sauntered out of the room.
I collapsed on the بستر and groaned.
one eager look from آپ and سے طرف کی دل starts to soar.
i dont know how it could be. that i would love آپ more
a taste of time right here in my hands words cant describe
what my eyes can.
side سے طرف کی side.i want all of آپ forever.no less time will ever do
آپ say how can آپ ask me to take your life.oh edward that was long پہلے when
i looked into your eyes.
its apart of آپ and always will be.without you.i am incomplete
so take me سے طرف کی the hand and lead me anywhere.with آپ my time is yours to share. i love you
bella
i dont know how it could be. that i would love آپ more
a taste of time right here in my hands words cant describe
what my eyes can.
side سے طرف کی side.i want all of آپ forever.no less time will ever do
آپ say how can آپ ask me to take your life.oh edward that was long پہلے when
i looked into your eyes.
its apart of آپ and always will be.without you.i am incomplete
so take me سے طرف کی the hand and lead me anywhere.with آپ my time is yours to share. i love you
bella
I am sure آپ already read Stephenie's message on her website about Midnight Sun being halted indefinately.
Some petitions have already been started on link to دکھائیں Stephenie our support and to agree to not violate her right to privacy سے طرف کی reading the illegal material.
I know it takes some time, but be sure to sign all of them, دکھائیں your love! Here are a few لنکس to the petitions:
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I know we can make a difference!
xoxo
Some petitions have already been started on link to دکھائیں Stephenie our support and to agree to not violate her right to privacy سے طرف کی reading the illegal material.
I know it takes some time, but be sure to sign all of them, دکھائیں your love! Here are a few لنکس to the petitions:
link
link
link
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I know we can make a difference!
xoxo