Kristen, what was it like to kiss Taylor so passionately? Kristen: It was very weird kissing someone else, because Bella loves Edwardso I don’t know what the hell she was thinking. Plus, it was weird to me because Taylor is like my little brother.
I mean, all writers have their inspiration, their muse. If they aren't compelled than the writing feels forced and unnatural. But, I would think the شائقین would be the inspiration? The شائقین that have gotten آپ to this point? That's just my take.