When it comes to falling for somebody آپ know آپ can never be with because
a) it's forbidden
b) potentially destructive یا even fatal
c) completely hopeless,
there are only three things آپ can do. Deny, deny and then deny some more. آپ avoid contact with him as much as possible, which isn't easy in a small town. آپ refrain from uttering his name out-loud to anyone, not even in passing. Not even to yourself. آپ keep any feelings آپ have for him locked up tight, and آپ throw away the key. In the daytime, آپ can hide. Don't think, don't think, don't think about him. آپ can lie, deny, ignore,...
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