God,
please kill me.
Send me to hell,
where i truly belong.
What purpose have I
to even be walking on this earth?
I do not deserve
such a privelage
to even be alive.
God,
please hate me.
Tell the devil
I'll be coming home soon.
I have no right
to be here
and make everyone miserable.
God,
I have nothing more to say,
except that I beg You
to please just kill me.
Kill me now.

Amen...