poem

i Hate How آپ
Make My دل Beat
Uncontrolably

i Hate How You
Make Me Blush When
i See You

i Hate How You
Make Me Say The Stupidest Things When
i Talk To You

i Hate How You
Make Me Jealous When
i See آپ With Another Girl

i Hate How آپ
Make Me Care
About You

it's To Bad
i Do...

... Other Wise
i Would Tell This
To Your Face.

i'd Tell You
"i Hate You.
i HAte آپ So Much,
That i Love You."

But You'd Probably
Laugh At My Face
ANd i'd
Never see You...

...Again.

Another one to آپ guys:D





A sky without stars,
A house without people,
A night never forgotten,
A peace, a light...


A stolen life,
An unmasked lie,
A love uncovered,
Two people never,
Again, separeted...


A moon without
Her brightness,
Without life,
Empty of all feelings...


















































































































Love to all:D

Mirror
سے طرف کی Alyssa Rivers

Every morning I look in a mirror
I don’t see anyone I know
I just see
Fear
Blackness
Coldness beginning to take over that person body
Forever

Their scared
They can’t found themselves anymore
I can feel the person slipping away
One سے طرف کی one
Then all of sudden
Their gone forever and never coming back

All I can hear is the thoughts of that person
Saying
I cried every night with my eyeliner running down my face
From the tears of sadness.
And I kept on saying ‘I wish this would end ‘
Over and over again
But no one answered my call یا pled
Until now

She starts to sit there
And says “I’m alone”
No cares about me at all
Because if they did they wouldn’t
Walk out on me
And leave me here alone
To die

Every morning I look in the mirror
I don’t see anyone I know
Until now
That girl
Was me.

I still cry.
Why did آپ leave me like this?
Why did آپ have to die?
Now my life is a crisis

آپ knew آپ would rot
There was no god to you.
I would have fought
To keep آپ from being blue

But آپ resorted to a gun
Which left me in hell
Now I run
Trapped inside my shell

I make myself bleed, like آپ did
I starve myself, like آپ did
I hid my feelings like آپ did
Now, Will I die like آپ did?

Maybe if آپ would have stayed
I wouldn't wish for death
I could've been saved
But now, I let out my last breath



So I know this is depressing but it means a lot to me, no rude تبصرے please...
~OfmiceandDes

In the end
By: Alyssa Rivers

Every time I close my eyes
I go back in time
Thought damaged memories and dreams
Of unfinished جوابات of why it happened

I go though seeing all the
Tears of morrow
To blackness and darkness of my life
To never knowing when it will end
All over again

Until now
I can’t feel
My دل beat slowly down
My breathing stopping one سے طرف کی one
My hands and body grow cold and numb

Do آپ know what this means?
I do
My memories and dreams
My tears of morrow
My not knowing when it will end

As finally
Come to an end
I’m gone
Forever

We hung out almost
Anywhere,
With one another.
We were always
Together,
آپ کہا forever.

When we came to
High school,
I tried to hold
On to you.

آپ come to talk,
once in a while,
But I only give,
آپ a smile.

I always listen to the
Same melody,
And آپ keep appearing
In my memory.

I think of آپ every
single day,
But your face seem to
quickly fade away.

I give out hopes and wishes
Just to see آپ one last
time,
But I can only see آپ in my
Mind.

آپ will always live in my
Heart,
And nothing will ever tear
us apart.

I'm trying not,
To cry,
All I wanted to do
Was say goodbye.

Trying to forget the pain,but everywhere I go,it follows me
It hurts knowing that you're not here anymore
If I think back it hurts even more,cause then I remember again what I've lost
All I have left from آپ are the fun and beautiful memories,but they're not so real like آپ were
My thoughts wander,trying to find yours,but you're to far away for me to reach
I try to think how it would've been if آپ wre still alive but you're resting now
My tears are sad,but also happy because I'm lucky to have known you
A great person in life one who loved to have a great time
Now you're flying with the angels,but one دن we'll fly together and have those great times again

To give it all away
To be loved one day
Never liking what i saw
Never seen a face this raw

Believing this silly lie
To see this pathetic life
My pain grows stronger
My life go longer

Pain fills my soul
Never able to make my life Whole
To die would be a pleasure
Hateing my life just a measure

The thoughts of suicide
I just want someone to be سے طرف کی my side
Hanging myself infront on mum
My neck soon turns num

Please آپ cry
It was my choice to die
Never able to breath
Mother would never leave

Pain fills me
Getting hit سے طرف کی the bully
Hated it all
Hang myself in the mall

Screams fill my head
Never tucked into my bed
My life was hell
All they ever say is oh well

I call for you
But all آپ do is screw
Falling into water to drown
With and brick to keep me down

All i ever do is pray
That maybe i can stay
But im left to die
All to do is cry

They never shared
They never cared
Lift my up into the light
I know my future stands bright

when i wake my eyes start to water
my father has not been around for years
my tears are not to shed for i try
to be brave for my brothers and sisters

we live in a house with mrs and mr camln
they are nice but still not family
we all have a story to tell
we cant hide in a shell when some one
some wear is going threw pain
some one some wear is in the rain wanting to get out
my دل fill's up with worry
i say sorry but what is the use
we all need to step up and be a friend
to some one cuz we all have a story so do u

This poem is all about the beauty of nature that I feel...
This poem is totally opposite to the last poem I wrote"I don't belong to the world"

Look what I see there
those roses are very dear to me
Hear what I am hearing now
those singing birds are very dear to me..

This green گھاس freshens up my mood
that blue sky , gives me a hope
that shiny sun brightens up my smile
These winds are calming my heart

See what I see there
a قوس قزح after a very heavy rain
those colors can be seen in my eyes
I can feel the magic of this nature

I am flying with the butterflies
even though I am on land
I am singing with the birds
even though I don't have a nest.

a man can feel all this nature
when he own the treasure
the treasure isn't the gold
that treasure is just the happiness.

When آپ hope,
آپ expect and wish,
آپ have a feeling for wanting,
Your desires to be filled,
آپ don’t want them killed,
Hope makes آپ stronger,

We live to hope,
Hope is what keeps us going,

Keep it sealed,
Let it be healed,
Like it’s your shield,
Sometimes it’s your battle field,

Keep hope close to آپ in life,
Sometimes آپ need to rethink twice,
For hope is unstable,
It comes and goes,

Hope is a special gift,
Not everyone knows,
If they do, they don’t bother to show,


Some of us want to lose hope,
Some of us want to regain hope,

Some think it’s a useless tool,
Yet they’re the ones blind,
Who won’t come to mind?

آپ and I, we all need hope,
No matter how far we seem from it,
It will find us one day,
For hope will come to us,

Wish and desire آپ دل out,
Keep in mind,
Don’t back away;
آپ know what آپ want,


Keep hoping till the END……