poem

Looking back on everything,
I still remember his smile.
I wish things didn't end so soon,
And turn back time for awhile.

No matter how much it hurts,
I still love him so.
A part of me needs him so much,
Can't seem to let him go.

Knowing I won't be able to see him,
Makes my دل cry out in pain.
I can't believe we won't talk anymore,
The thought makes me wanna go insane.

He was my reason for waking up,
For the smile آپ see on my face.
Going a single دن without him,
Makes me feel so out of place.

I was afraid of opening up,
Now I'm afraid of the اگلے day.
Whenever I see him one last time,
I'm terrified of what he may say.

I know tomorrow will hurt,
But the tears will fade away.
Life is too short for regrets,
There will be a brighter day.

But when I see him one last time,
I won't know what to do...
When he tells me that last goodbye,
I'll whisper,"I already miss you.."

Oh Payton why did آپ go,
I miss you,
آپ never knew i was
alive,
I would do any thing for you

I was always in the dark,
آپ were the sun and I was the shade,
آپ never even looked at me,
I always thought of you

Without آپ I could die,
I was so sad when آپ moved,
آپ didn't care when آپ moved,
But I will never ever forget you,
I wish آپ had met me

Every night I can't go to بستر cause
of you,
And each night i wish آپ will
اقدام back where آپ belong,
Also wish آپ loved me back
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Hi this is my small poem
Hope آپ like it its for
my love Payton. He was sweet
to everybody. When I meet him
all he کہا hi. I looked into his
big brown eyes and I fell in
love with him. Thats the only time
he ever look at me. And the time
he کہا hi he just wanted to
go out with my friend. But she
knew I liked him so she کہا no for me
And he never ever کہا anything else
to us.

The pain it hurts, It rips and tears.
Unstoppable, But I don't care.
All the lies about me, all the tears that have come.
They're all from آپ and the things you've become.
Don't آپ remember, when we were young and small?
All the secrets we shared, do آپ remember at all?
Now my hatred for آپ is growing strong.
Every insult آپ throw, why must it be so wrong?
That face makes me shake.
How much مزید can I take?
Now do آپ see what you've done?
This happened to me.
Congratulations, you've won.
Now are آپ glad that آپ killed me inside?
because now I wish I had really died.
Of course آپ don't, you'll never know.
All the pain and suffering i'll never show.
My دل isn't mending.
Because all you're bending back.
Only now it's black


So I'm new to this site, I was wondering maybe some دوستوں یا something? I'm still figuring out this site. So yeah.. First poem posted? Yay? D:

-OfmiceandDes

This is my first poem. I don't even know if آپ would call this a poem, it's just what I was feeling right this moment. تبصرہ tell me what آپ think.

What is he thinking? Sometimes I wonder what goes on in a guys mind. I mean when آپ look directly into his eyes for the first time یا just that morning when آپ pass him in the hallway. What does he think about آپ when he sees you. When آپ say hi as آپ walk سے طرف کی him and look him in the eyes,what is he thinking. Is it, why is she looking at me that way یا something else. Some people might think I'm crazy for thinking this but it crosses every girls mind sometime یا another. I pass him in the hall and smile, is it just curiousity یا just me wondering, what does he think about me.

آپ Hear My دل Beat,
I lift Your Head- Our Eyes Meet
I Stare Into Those Auburn Eyes,
The Auburn Eyes Know What Comes Next...
And That Is The Long Awaited Good Bye

But With My Hands Shaking,
Anxious Auburn Eyes Awaiting
Every Part Of This Is What I've Been Dreading,
Yet Everything Up To This Moment Is Where We've Been Heading,

I Want To Tell آپ These Things,
I Wish To Sing To آپ About These Things!
These Things I Feel When آپ Are Near,
And Then Right Then- Right There I Realize My Greatest Fear...

That Is If Those Auburn Eyes Leave,
Leave Me Here.

You've got some real demons,
آپ know that right?

Love and hate,
Black a white.
آپ don't know which is which,
Darkness یا light

I'm trying to save you,
Believe me, I am.
But something makes me believe
آپ don't want to understand

آپ want to live in your world,
Created just for you
And hide in the blindness
Without a clue

The world is turning,
Nothing will last.
Promise me that when I'm gone,
آپ won't stay locked in the past

You've got some real demons,
آپ know that right?
Don't let your demons define you,
You're both darkness and light

For you, hon!!!! Because آپ asked me:D


A wild rose,
A white dove,
A peace long promised.


Death doesn't seem
So scary anymore.
I go towards the light!


I'm so close,
I hear it calling me,
I start running,
I'm almost there.

A few مزید steps,
And I would, forever, have
Eternal peace...
I came back to the world
It wasn't my time yet!




















































Hope آپ like it:D

one دن آپ will sink
and i will hear your crys so loud,they vibrate the house in town,and when آپ fall ill hear the sounds of ppl laughing except for meee
because even though آپ did me wrong and even though آپ shut me down and even changed me and threw me around like your toy and even though آپ کہا آپ cared even though آپ werent really there and آپ made me into a monster i never kneww and took away the hope of love...but...
im not you.So i say to you.... change your life because it will not get any better with آپ tearing down the walls of everything and everyone آپ ever finally get that chance to break them...
pls just stop because the only one whos going to break the most is only you.

shadows in the night
every one keeps telling me i'll be alright
I tell myself i'll never be the same
as long as i know his name
he made me fall in love
we never have to fight
he makes me fell alright
he is a کبوتر the sign of love
to feel the love
it fits like a دستانے, دستانہ
love send from above
shadows in the night
we never fight
people tell me i'll be alright
i no i won't untell he comes back to me
that will set me free
we can be
the showdows in the night
he came back to me

The darkness in my eyes
fill with tears as children cry
the sound of thunder
rings in my ears
leaving while my earth starts to flood
soaking wet and crying never seems to bother me
flying into darkness as mother yells in her sleep
blood on the white بستر sheets on the curtains
never feel complete with sorrow and despair
to the graveyard i run and visit my father
where sunlight never hits
breath in smoke of sisters ciggeret
ashes fall to the floor
as i fall also never open my eyes
never breath again
my hollow soul finds its way nor to heaven یا hell
its lost for ever and ever
haunting earth brings me the most joy i ever had
dead nor alive i breath in darkness
but never forget me living souls
for i may have left the physical world
i have not yet left the mental world of memory
i never yet again feel the beating دل of living
i live like no other
breath like no other
love like no other
but yet i burrow into the light of the world again

do آپ truely know who i am
maybe things i write seem happy, depressing, sad?
but am i any of those things?
am i really seen سے طرف کی my personality یا سے طرف کی my body

the truth is i hate life
my mother is a bossy rude horrible person
my dad is never home
my sister is a lowlife girl thinking she'll fine a job

i only have TWO friends
most people i know have at least ten
Kenzie parks, Brandon Rector
there is no more

do آپ really think i eat یا sleep
do آپ think i go to school
i haven't slept in like a ماہ the avoid one nightmare
that never seems to want to leave

i skip school my mom just drops me off then i run
i try to hide from my family
until they find me and hit me یا kick me
do آپ really think im happy?

the last time i was happy when a friend died
i stood سے طرف کی her grave smiling
saying "Jess i'll be there soon"
think if suicide worked for her it would work for me

so اگلے time آپ see me
ask yourself
am i like her?
do i truely know..canal?