TEASHA (TETE) Club
شامل میں
Fanpop
New Post
Explore Fanpop
posted by teashaC
Runaway love
Runaway love

Now nyte is only 18 years old
She's trying to figure out why the world is so cold
Why she's all alone and ain't never met her family
daddys always ہوم and she never met her mama Part of her is missing and nobody will listen
daddy is on drugs getting high up in the kitchen
Bringing ہوم girls at different hours of the night
Starting with some laughs -- usually ending in a fight
Sneaking in her room while the girls is knocked out
Trying to have his way and nyte says 'ouch'
She tries to resist but then all he does is beat her
Tries to tell her mom but her mama don't believe her
nyte is stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothing else to do but get some clothes and pack
She says she's 'bout to run away and never come back.

Runaway love
چیری, آلو بالو is only 16 years old
She's steady trying to figure why the world is so cold
Why she's not pretty and nobody seems to like her
Alcoholic step-dad always wanna strike her
Yells and abuses, leaves her with some bruises
Teachers ask سوالات she making up excuses
Bleeding on the inside, crying on the out
It's only one girl really knows what she about
Her name is nyte and they become friends
Promise that they always be tight 'til the end
Until one دن nyte gets shot
A drive سے طرف کی bullet went stray up on her block
Now چیری, آلو بالو stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothing else to do but get her clothes and pack
She says she's 'bout to run away and never come back.

Runaway love teasha is 16 old
She's steady trying to figure why the world is so cold
So she pops pills to get rid of all the pain
Plus she's having sex with a boy who's 19 Emotions run deep and she thinks she's in love
So there's no protection he's using no glove
Never thinking 'bout the consequences of her actions
Living for today and not tomorrow's satisfaction
The days go سے طرف کی and her belly gets big
The father bails out he ain't ready for a kid
Knowing her mama will blow it all outta proportion
Plus she lives poor so no money for abortion
teasha is stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothing else to do but get her clothes and pack
She say she's about to run away and never come back.


Runaway love
Don't keep on runnin'
Runnin' Don't keep on running I know how آپ feel, I've been there
I was runnin' away too

I will run away with آپ
Runaway Runaway Love
Don't keep running away
I'll run away with you, if آپ want me too

[Yea, I can only image what you're going through ladies,
Sometimes I feel like running away myself,
So do me a favor right now and close your eyes,
And picture us running away together,
when we come back everything is gonna be okay,
Open your eyes.......
posted by teashaC
I remembered black skies, the lightning all around me
I remembered each flash as time began to blur
Like a startling sign that fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods پار, صلیب the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divide

There was nothing in sight but memories left abandoned
There was nowhere to hide, the ashes fell like snow
And the ground caved in between where we were standing...
continue reading...
posted by teashaC
SITS OUTSIDE ON SOME CHURCH STEPS PRAYS TO GOD SAYING I LOVE U SO MUCH PROTECT MY دل PROTECT MY SOUL.ITS STARTS TO RAIN HARD AS I WALK ہوم WALKING DOWN EVERY سٹریٹ, گلی EVERY CORNER I FEEL SOEMTHIN COMING OUT OF ME I DONT NO WHAT IT IS THOUGH SO I KEEP WALKING.
BURNS
CRIES
STARTS TO DIE
I SIT ON THE GROUND AND SCREMA FOR HELP ITS RAINING SO HARD OUTSIDE THE WIND IS PICKING UP AND ITS COLD MY BODY TURINING PURLPE MY LIPS ARE TURING BLUE I ONLY HAVE A TANKTOP ON AND I HAVE SHOES ON AND SHORTS ON AS I SIT DOWN HAVING A HARD TIME BREATHING I CUT DEP INTO MY WRIST I SCREAM LOUD AND I HEAR MYSELF.
BURNS...
continue reading...
posted by teashaC
Wow its like been 5 years since ive been gone..i miss my.family on here..im srry I lefy but I.just needed time I guess I needed 5 years..im happy now..i have changed sa lot.i am now 17 years old im turning 18 this year..my past is behind me..welcome to my bright future with my family and friends..i hope that my old دوستوں come back on because I miss them tones..hope ur all not mad at me cause I love u.all very much

Ok so I کہا I would never leave u guys but life wad rough for me I have had.ups and my.downs..im growing from my mistakes everyday..im.healthy I have a.healthy life..and im so happy that some of u that r on my fb helped me through so much shit these 5 years gone..my life is on here and I will never ever let anyone go..im here for now.dont know for how long but im here.
is sad and happy the same time, in love...not alone... but at the same time.. so lonely... missing the one person who can put a smile on my face rite about now miss her saying i love u shes not here i miss her im crying im shaking i need protection shes needs protection she cant get it becasue i cant help but i want to help so and im afraid to help her what if i get hurt what if its a trap to get me and kill me im jsut afraid i love ally so much shes my life i want her سے طرف کی me.


When آپ look into my eyes, what do آپ honestly see. Do they sparkle like they used to? Cus it seems like they drifted...
continue reading...
posted by teashaC
Wake up to a Sunny Day
Not a بادل up in the sky
And then it starts to rain
My defenses hit the ground
And they shatter all around
So open and exposed
But I found strength in the struggle
Face to face with my troubles

When you're broken
In a Million little pieces
And your tryin'
But آپ can't hold on any more
Every tear falls down for a reason
Don't آپ stop believin' in your self
When you're broken

Little girl don't be so blue
I know what you're going through
Don't let it beat آپ up
Hittin' walls and gettin' scars
Only makes آپ who آپ are
No matter how much your دل is aching
There is beauty in the breaking
Yeah

When you're broken
In a Million little pieces
And your tryin'
But آپ can't hold on any more
Every tear falls down for a reason
Don't آپ stop believin' in your self
When you're broken

Better days are gonna find آپ once again
Every piece will find it's place
When you're broken
posted by teashaC
Everything in my life is falling to pieces and I'm too broken to pick them up how do u pick up something when its been on the ground for so long getting stepped on.

wants to be remembered as the girl who always smiles even tho her دل is broken and the 1 who always brightens your دن even tho she couldn't brighten her own i dont care about my days i care about my دوستوں days and how there doing fuck my life and my days they dont matter anyway counting the days donw as i go.

I'm gonna sit alone in a quiet room and cry until I cant cry no more. I am tired of all the pain inside and I am tired of all the tears falling from my eyes.im tired of bleeding im tired of life im tired of living im tired of fakers im tired of crying lonely with no one



is having one of those nights where she just wants someone to hold her close and tell her it's gonna be alright want someone to tell me how much they love me and how much they need me and how much they want me
He drops her suitcase سے طرف کی the door
She knows her mommy won't be back anymore
She drags her feet across the floor
Tryin' to hold back time, to keep her holdin' on

And she says, "mommy, mommy, don't leave
I'll do anything to keep you
Right here with me
Can't آپ see how much I need you??

?mommy, mommy, don't leave
daddys sayin' things he don't mean
he don't know what he's talkin' about
Somebody hear me out?

"Father, listen
Tell her that shes got a home
And she don't have to go
Father, save her I would do anything in return?

?I'll clean my room, try hard in school
I'll be good, I promise You
Father, Father, I pray...
continue reading...
posted by teashaC
SHE SAYS GO GET RAPED AND GO DIE WHAT DO U DO? DO U LISTEN TO HER یا DO U JUST IGNORE IT? WHEN SHE TELLS U TO GO DIE WHAT DO U DO? GO KILL URSLEF یا IGNORE IT?ME AND HER STARTED TO FIGHT OVER DATING SOMEONE BECAUSE I LOVE SOMEONE AND SHE THINKS SHE KNOWS HER LIFE WHEN SHE REALLY DOESNT AND SHE LIKES THE SAME GIRL I LOVE WELL SHE KNOWS SHIT ABOUT THIS GIRL I NO A LOT OF SHIT ABOUT THIS GIRL I LOVE I NO WERE SHE LIVES I LIVE WERE SHE LIVES I NO THINGS SHE DOESNT EVEN NO ABOUT HERSELF.ASH DO U RLLY TRULLY LOVE NYTE یا IS IT JSUT TO GET BACK AT ME DO U RLLY WANT TO SEE HER یا JUST WANT TO HURT...
continue reading...
posted by teashaC
"AS I LOOK IN THE WATER AND SEE MY MOM IN HEAVEN WANTING HER BACK IN MY ARMS LOVING ME AND HOLDING ME TELLING ME IM محفوظ BUT THAT WONT EVER HAPPEN SO I SIT OUTSIDE GETTING AIR TELLING PPL NOT TO TOUCH ME یا I WILL SNAP.AS I LOOK UP IN THE SKY I SEE MY MOM AND I SEE HER TEARS RUNNING DOWN HER FACE ACTING LIKE SHES MAD AT ME.I SEE HER BEATIFUL FACE JUST LIKE MINE HER BEATIFUL BLACK HAIR COVERING HER EYES WITH HER GREEN EYES AS THE.I START TO CRY AS I CRY I GRAB THE چھری AND CUT MY WRIST SAYING ARE U HAPPY MOM I WILL KILL MYSELF SINCE I KILLIED U.SHE COVERS HER FACE AND AS I SCREAM I PUT MY KNIFE...
continue reading...
posted by teashaC
*STEPPED INTO THE BATHROOM TODAY LOOKED IN THE MIRROR SAW SOMETHIN I DIDNT WANT TO SEE
SCREAMED
CRIED
STARTED TO GIVE UP
AS I STARED INTO THE GLASS WITH THE LIGHT ON I NEW THAT I WAS IN TROUBLE NEW THAT MY LIFE WAS OVER FORVER NO TURNING BACK
SCREAMED
CRIED
STARTED TO GIVE UP
AS I LOOKED DOWN AT THE WATER DRIPPING FROM THE TUB AND AS I LOOKED BACK AT MY HAND I SAW A چھری ON THE COUNTER SO I PICKED IT UP AND IT WAS RLLY SHARP I WASNT AFRAID TO USE TO IT
SCREAMED
CRIED
STARTED TO GIVE UP
AS I GOT UNDRESSED I PUNCHED THE MIRROR SO I COULDNT SEE MYSELF THE DEMON IN ME THE DEVIL I BROKE THR GLASS HAND WAS...
continue reading...
posted by teashaC
Where are آپ now
When I need آپ the most
Why don't آپ take my hand
I want to be close

Help me when I am down
Lift me up off the ground
Teach me right from wrong
Help me to stay strong

So,take my hand and walk with me,
دکھائیں me what to be
I need آپ to set me free

Where are آپ now...

Where are آپ now
Now that I'm half grown
Why are we far apart
I feel all alone

Where are آپ now
When nothing is going right
Where are آپ now
I can't see the light

So take my hand and walk with me
دکھائیں me what to be
I need آپ to set me free, yeah yeah

I need you, to need me
Can't آپ see me,
How could آپ leave me
My دل is half empty
Im not whole when your not with me
I want آپ here with me
To guide me, hold me, and love me now

Where are آپ now
Where are آپ nowSo take my hand and walk with me
دکھائیں me what to be
I need آپ to set me free,
posted by teashaC
I shouldn't have walked away
I would've stayed if آپ said
We could've made everything OK
But we just
Threw the blame back and forth
We treated love like a sport
The final blow hit so low
I'm still on the ground

I couldn't have prepared myself for this fall
Shattered in pieces curled on the floor
Super natural love conquers all
'Member we used to touch the sky
And

Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When آپ and I کہا goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
We let it drift
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry

C'mon babe can't our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm...
continue reading...
LOVE IS LIKE SNOW یا LIKE A BUTTERFLY.
WHEN IT SNOWS ITS BEATIFUL, AND COLD AND UR HAPPY AND ITS LIKE A BIG BLANKET ALL SOFT, WHEN U TOUCH IT BUT COLD SO WHEN U TOUCH IT UR دل IS COLD INSIDE.LOVE IS ALSO LIKE A BUTTTERLFY IT FLIES AROUND U DURING THE SUMMER TIME THEN ITS GONE SO WHAT IS LOVE?WHEN U GET TO SEE IT ONCE A سال یا NEVER AGAIN.IT MAKES ME UPSET WHEN PPL SAY THERE IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE AND THERE RLLY NOT IN LOVE THERE JUST SAYING THEY LOVE U.I HAVE BEEN دل BROKEN FOR YEARS,WEEKS,DAYS,MONTHS BUT NOT ANYMORE BECAUSE I FIGURED OUT HOW TO BE STRONG WHEN MY دل GETS BROKEN INSIDE.I...
continue reading...
sitting سے طرف کی myself today waiting to be saved
waiting
breathing
fighting
crying
screaming
shaking
as i get up and look outside i see nothin its all black no one walking یا talking i see nothin its like im alone in the world
waiting
breathing
fighting
crying
screaming
shaking
as i lean on the window i hear somethin in the distance outside so i go outside and walk slow because im a little nerves of what i might see یا feel
waiting
breathing
fighting
crying
screaming
shaking
as i got closer to the sound i feel a breeze through my blond hair my blue eyes get big and they sparkle the light is so bright i fall on the...
continue reading...
posted by teashaC
WHAT IS LOVE IS IT A DREAM یا REAL WHO KNOWS NO ONE REALLY TRULLY KNOWS WHAT IT IS AT ALL BUT LET ME TELL U MY STORY ABOUT MY DREAMS KNOWING THAT THERE REAL BUT SOME ARNT REAL.I WAKE UP AND SIT UP AND SEE MY LOVED ONE SITTING سے طرف کی ME I FEEL HER EVERY TOUCH IN MY HAIR I FEEL HER HAND RUN UP MY BACK I LAY BACK DOWN LAUGHING AND GIGGLING. AS I CLOSE MY EYES I SEE HER IN THE DISTANCE BUT I CANT OTUCH HER SHES LIKE NOT THERE BUT SHE IS AS I WAKE UP I SEE NOTHIN SHES NOT THERE SHES GONE SHE WAS NOT REAL BUT WHY DO PPL CALL IT LOVE WHEN LOVE IS NOTHIN ITS JUST ANOTHER WORD FOR DRAMA,FIGHTING,DYING THATS WHAT I THINK ANYWAY BUT AS I SIT HERE I FEEL THINGS RUN THROUGH ME AND IT FEELS GREAT BUT I FEEL STUFF LIKE HATE AND THAT HURTS SO MUCH WHEN UR دل STOPS AND U THINKING UR DYING
posted by teashaC
Loves thunderstorms. I can relate to them. The thunder is my anger. The rain is my tears. Just think of what آپ did to me when the اگلے storm comes by...because when the اگلے storms come سے طرف کی i will be gone forever never goin to see me again at least when the storm comes i will be dead already knowing that u hated me.

i miss you. not the whiny i miss you, the kind of miss that hits آپ in the pit of your stomach, the kind that makes آپ crawl in a ball and cry,and wish that u were alone and dead with no one near u because when i got into that ball i never got out of it.don't worry ill put a smile on my face and act like everything is alright...when its not but i wont tell u why im not ok but just no im ok when im not ok because rlly no one gives a fuck how i feel its all about them no one eles.
posted by teashaC
I hate my life.
I can't sit still
for one مزید single day,
I've been here waiting,
for something to live and die for
Let's run and hide.

Out of touch
out of time,
Just get lost without a sign.
As long as آپ stay سے طرف کی my side

In your shadow I can shine..
In your shadow I can shine..
In your shadow I can shine..
Shine...

آپ see my soul,
I'm a nightmare,
out of control I'm crashin'

into the dark,
Into the room,
into the world,
of our cocoon.

آپ are the sun and
I am the moon.

In your shadow I can shine..
In your shadow I can shine..
In your shadow I can shine..
Shine..

Dont let go!
Oh, no oh.
Don't آپ know


In your shadow I can shine
In your shadow I can shine

Shine, shine, shine

In your shadow I can shine..
posted by teashaC
Lately I've been thinking
About the things that we've been through
And I don't know if I'd be here,
If not for you

I had to take a little time
To try to work things out
And آپ should know that
I have never meant
To let آپ down

Cause I, I
Wannna tell آپ that I'm sorry
And I, I
Even when I'm not giving enough
And I'm taking too much
You're still there for me
Even when I got nothing at all
And I'm ready to fall
You're still there for me
There for me
There for me

Even when I can't be there for you
You're always there for me

Sometimes I know I can be
So hard to understand (It's ok)
Even when I'm lost
You دکھائیں me who...
continue reading...
posted by teashaC
It's funny when آپ find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought آپ were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard آپ singing
And when آپ smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then آپ went and changed the words
Now my دل is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's...
continue reading...