Ch 8 My Sick Days
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Bella POV
Finally, I woke up. It was 3:00 AM. I wondered how I had slept so late.
I wrote Charlie a note. Explaining I was sick and would not go to school the اگلے day, or, technically, today. I felt really crappy. And, my head hurt! At least I had something to distract me from my heart.
Anytime I even thought of them, the little edges around the hole would tear and burn. Sometimes, I even regretted ever finding out who they were. I mean, on a دن to دن basis for the rest of my existence, I would wonder if they really were real. Well, I know they were real, but, what they were, was that real? Was I crazy? I never really knew. I mean, I had memories, but who even knew if those were real? They could be from my subconscious یا imaginations.
I went back to بستر and fell asleep, thinking deeply made my head hurt even worse. Then I had a nightmare.
I was in the forest. Just walking. Then I realized, I wasn't walking, I was searching. Then I realized that there might not be anything to تلاش for. That I might be overly obsessed with finding nothing.
I screamed.
"Bella! Bella! What is it?" Charlie asked, worried.
"Nothing," I assured him, "Just a bad dream. No damage done. Now go to work. It's almost 6:30!" I told him. I didn't want the Chief to be late on my behalf.
"Okay. See ya later, Bells. And, I got your note. I already called in sick for آپ at school."
"Thanks, Dad." Then, Charlie left. I was glad when I heard the کروزر pull out, I was already hyperventilating in fear. I don't know what it was about the nightmare that scared me. I ended up fainting.
TUESDAY
WEDNESDAY
THURSDAY
FRIDAY
SATURDAY
Everyday after that, I was "sick." I went to بستر early, actually, not even leaving my bed, excpet to go to the bathroom. I ignored my دوستوں calls. I was lifeless, Charlie had to fend for himself in the باورچی خانے, باورچی خانہ یا order in. I even ate in bed.
I didn't really care, I mean, what did I have to live for anymore. I didn't even know if my truest of true loves exsisted. How crappy would that be. Yes, people remember them, but, how did I know he was the true love, my Romeo, if he was no vampire.
That was mostly why he was my true love. And, now, in the condition I was in, true love made me sick, since, what I had been informed, I had lost it.
Sunday was the دن Charlie was tried of my "sickness."
"Bella? Can آپ come down here?"
"Sure......Dad." I wasn't sure why he wanted to.
When I got downstairs, I saw irritation in Charlie's eyes.
"Bella, are آپ still sick?" Charlie asked, I wondered why he was wondering.
"Yes," I replied, I tried to make my voice raspy.
"I think maybe I should take آپ to the doctor maybe. If you've been sick this long." NO! I couldn't go to a doctor. I wasn't sick!
"No, I'm actually going to school tomorrow." I anwsered. "I feel alot better."
"Good, I was starting to get worried." I wasn't paying attention to what he was saying after that. I was thinking heavily, having a heated debat with my own mind on whether I should find out if he was real یا not, why it would matter to me, how it could help me. The pro's and con's, as آپ could call it. I was wondering how I would be tomorrow, I didn't feel like I wanted to sit and chit-chat with everyone. I figured out what I was going to do on Monday.
I would be anti-social. That would help me uncover the mystery of my fictional past, I wouldn't have to worry about talking to everyone while figuring things from my memory.
Perfect, I thought. I never thought I would want to be, but, I had to, it was them یا friends, and right now, to prove, to myself, I wasn't crazy, they won.
A/N: Did آپ like it? Sorry I've kept آپ waiting! I've been busy. Plz R&R and Tell me what should happen next!!
A/N: I own no characters.
Plz R&R!
Sorry to keep آپ waiting so long. There's a bunch of excuses and I know آپ don't want to hear them!
Bella POV
Finally, I woke up. It was 3:00 AM. I wondered how I had slept so late.
I wrote Charlie a note. Explaining I was sick and would not go to school the اگلے day, or, technically, today. I felt really crappy. And, my head hurt! At least I had something to distract me from my heart.
Anytime I even thought of them, the little edges around the hole would tear and burn. Sometimes, I even regretted ever finding out who they were. I mean, on a دن to دن basis for the rest of my existence, I would wonder if they really were real. Well, I know they were real, but, what they were, was that real? Was I crazy? I never really knew. I mean, I had memories, but who even knew if those were real? They could be from my subconscious یا imaginations.
I went back to بستر and fell asleep, thinking deeply made my head hurt even worse. Then I had a nightmare.
I was in the forest. Just walking. Then I realized, I wasn't walking, I was searching. Then I realized that there might not be anything to تلاش for. That I might be overly obsessed with finding nothing.
I screamed.
"Bella! Bella! What is it?" Charlie asked, worried.
"Nothing," I assured him, "Just a bad dream. No damage done. Now go to work. It's almost 6:30!" I told him. I didn't want the Chief to be late on my behalf.
"Okay. See ya later, Bells. And, I got your note. I already called in sick for آپ at school."
"Thanks, Dad." Then, Charlie left. I was glad when I heard the کروزر pull out, I was already hyperventilating in fear. I don't know what it was about the nightmare that scared me. I ended up fainting.
TUESDAY
WEDNESDAY
THURSDAY
FRIDAY
SATURDAY
Everyday after that, I was "sick." I went to بستر early, actually, not even leaving my bed, excpet to go to the bathroom. I ignored my دوستوں calls. I was lifeless, Charlie had to fend for himself in the باورچی خانے, باورچی خانہ یا order in. I even ate in bed.
I didn't really care, I mean, what did I have to live for anymore. I didn't even know if my truest of true loves exsisted. How crappy would that be. Yes, people remember them, but, how did I know he was the true love, my Romeo, if he was no vampire.
That was mostly why he was my true love. And, now, in the condition I was in, true love made me sick, since, what I had been informed, I had lost it.
Sunday was the دن Charlie was tried of my "sickness."
"Bella? Can آپ come down here?"
"Sure......Dad." I wasn't sure why he wanted to.
When I got downstairs, I saw irritation in Charlie's eyes.
"Bella, are آپ still sick?" Charlie asked, I wondered why he was wondering.
"Yes," I replied, I tried to make my voice raspy.
"I think maybe I should take آپ to the doctor maybe. If you've been sick this long." NO! I couldn't go to a doctor. I wasn't sick!
"No, I'm actually going to school tomorrow." I anwsered. "I feel alot better."
"Good, I was starting to get worried." I wasn't paying attention to what he was saying after that. I was thinking heavily, having a heated debat with my own mind on whether I should find out if he was real یا not, why it would matter to me, how it could help me. The pro's and con's, as آپ could call it. I was wondering how I would be tomorrow, I didn't feel like I wanted to sit and chit-chat with everyone. I figured out what I was going to do on Monday.
I would be anti-social. That would help me uncover the mystery of my fictional past, I wouldn't have to worry about talking to everyone while figuring things from my memory.
Perfect, I thought. I never thought I would want to be, but, I had to, it was them یا friends, and right now, to prove, to myself, I wasn't crazy, they won.
A/N: Did آپ like it? Sorry I've kept آپ waiting! I've been busy. Plz R&R and Tell me what should happen next!!
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Edward is hot i have to admit but he even admits he's a killer in New moon and he is TOO much of a gentalmen! Bella need some one better than that who wont be tempted to kill her whenever they touch.
Jacob on the othe hand can let loose and have fun, Bella has know him her WHOLE life, hes just better for her. plus who doesnt love a shirtless werewolf with a SIX pack?
Jacob is kind of young for bella but if bella chooses Jake she wont have to completely FREEZE her life before she hits 20!
Edward is Bellas age but to be with him she has to go through TONS and TONS of pain when Edward bites her and freeze her life in its tracks to live for ETERNITY!
Bella always seems soo much mor conferable around jacob, but with edward shes always so stiff and seems so nervous.
Iv'e read every book and seen every movie at least 5 times so far and i started out team Edward then i realized JACOB is SO much better for Bella.
Jacob on the othe hand can let loose and have fun, Bella has know him her WHOLE life, hes just better for her. plus who doesnt love a shirtless werewolf with a SIX pack?
Jacob is kind of young for bella but if bella chooses Jake she wont have to completely FREEZE her life before she hits 20!
Edward is Bellas age but to be with him she has to go through TONS and TONS of pain when Edward bites her and freeze her life in its tracks to live for ETERNITY!
Bella always seems soo much mor conferable around jacob, but with edward shes always so stiff and seems so nervous.
Iv'e read every book and seen every movie at least 5 times so far and i started out team Edward then i realized JACOB is SO much better for Bella.
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