Ch 8 My Sick Days
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Sorry to keep آپ waiting so long. There's a bunch of excuses and I know آپ don't want to hear them!
Bella POV
Finally, I woke up. It was 3:00 AM. I wondered how I had slept so late.
I wrote Charlie a note. Explaining I was sick and would not go to school the اگلے day, or, technically, today. I felt really crappy. And, my head hurt! At least I had something to distract me from my heart.
Anytime I even thought of them, the little edges around the hole would tear and burn. Sometimes, I even regretted ever finding out who they were. I mean, on a دن to دن basis for the rest of my existence, I would wonder if they really were real. Well, I know they were real, but, what they were, was that real? Was I crazy? I never really knew. I mean, I had memories, but who even knew if those were real? They could be from my subconscious یا imaginations.
I went back to بستر and fell asleep, thinking deeply made my head hurt even worse. Then I had a nightmare.
I was in the forest. Just walking. Then I realized, I wasn't walking, I was searching. Then I realized that there might not be anything to تلاش for. That I might be overly obsessed with finding nothing.
I screamed.
"Bella! Bella! What is it?" Charlie asked, worried.
"Nothing," I assured him, "Just a bad dream. No damage done. Now go to work. It's almost 6:30!" I told him. I didn't want the Chief to be late on my behalf.
"Okay. See ya later, Bells. And, I got your note. I already called in sick for آپ at school."
"Thanks, Dad." Then, Charlie left. I was glad when I heard the کروزر pull out, I was already hyperventilating in fear. I don't know what it was about the nightmare that scared me. I ended up fainting.
TUESDAY
WEDNESDAY
THURSDAY
FRIDAY
SATURDAY
Everyday after that, I was "sick." I went to بستر early, actually, not even leaving my bed, excpet to go to the bathroom. I ignored my دوستوں calls. I was lifeless, Charlie had to fend for himself in the باورچی خانے, باورچی خانہ یا order in. I even ate in bed.
I didn't really care, I mean, what did I have to live for anymore. I didn't even know if my truest of true loves exsisted. How crappy would that be. Yes, people remember them, but, how did I know he was the true love, my Romeo, if he was no vampire.
That was mostly why he was my true love. And, now, in the condition I was in, true love made me sick, since, what I had been informed, I had lost it.
Sunday was the دن Charlie was tried of my "sickness."
"Bella? Can آپ come down here?"
"Sure......Dad." I wasn't sure why he wanted to.
When I got downstairs, I saw irritation in Charlie's eyes.
"Bella, are آپ still sick?" Charlie asked, I wondered why he was wondering.
"Yes," I replied, I tried to make my voice raspy.
"I think maybe I should take آپ to the doctor maybe. If you've been sick this long." NO! I couldn't go to a doctor. I wasn't sick!
"No, I'm actually going to school tomorrow." I anwsered. "I feel alot better."
"Good, I was starting to get worried." I wasn't paying attention to what he was saying after that. I was thinking heavily, having a heated debat with my own mind on whether I should find out if he was real یا not, why it would matter to me, how it could help me. The pro's and con's, as آپ could call it. I was wondering how I would be tomorrow, I didn't feel like I wanted to sit and chit-chat with everyone. I figured out what I was going to do on Monday.
I would be anti-social. That would help me uncover the mystery of my fictional past, I wouldn't have to worry about talking to everyone while figuring things from my memory.
Perfect, I thought. I never thought I would want to be, but, I had to, it was them یا friends, and right now, to prove, to myself, I wasn't crazy, they won.
A/N: Did آپ like it? Sorry I've kept آپ waiting! I've been busy. Plz R&R and Tell me what should happen next!!
A/N: I own no characters.
Plz R&R!
Sorry to keep آپ waiting so long. There's a bunch of excuses and I know آپ don't want to hear them!
Bella POV
Finally, I woke up. It was 3:00 AM. I wondered how I had slept so late.
I wrote Charlie a note. Explaining I was sick and would not go to school the اگلے day, or, technically, today. I felt really crappy. And, my head hurt! At least I had something to distract me from my heart.
Anytime I even thought of them, the little edges around the hole would tear and burn. Sometimes, I even regretted ever finding out who they were. I mean, on a دن to دن basis for the rest of my existence, I would wonder if they really were real. Well, I know they were real, but, what they were, was that real? Was I crazy? I never really knew. I mean, I had memories, but who even knew if those were real? They could be from my subconscious یا imaginations.
I went back to بستر and fell asleep, thinking deeply made my head hurt even worse. Then I had a nightmare.
I was in the forest. Just walking. Then I realized, I wasn't walking, I was searching. Then I realized that there might not be anything to تلاش for. That I might be overly obsessed with finding nothing.
I screamed.
"Bella! Bella! What is it?" Charlie asked, worried.
"Nothing," I assured him, "Just a bad dream. No damage done. Now go to work. It's almost 6:30!" I told him. I didn't want the Chief to be late on my behalf.
"Okay. See ya later, Bells. And, I got your note. I already called in sick for آپ at school."
"Thanks, Dad." Then, Charlie left. I was glad when I heard the کروزر pull out, I was already hyperventilating in fear. I don't know what it was about the nightmare that scared me. I ended up fainting.
TUESDAY
WEDNESDAY
THURSDAY
FRIDAY
SATURDAY
Everyday after that, I was "sick." I went to بستر early, actually, not even leaving my bed, excpet to go to the bathroom. I ignored my دوستوں calls. I was lifeless, Charlie had to fend for himself in the باورچی خانے, باورچی خانہ یا order in. I even ate in bed.
I didn't really care, I mean, what did I have to live for anymore. I didn't even know if my truest of true loves exsisted. How crappy would that be. Yes, people remember them, but, how did I know he was the true love, my Romeo, if he was no vampire.
That was mostly why he was my true love. And, now, in the condition I was in, true love made me sick, since, what I had been informed, I had lost it.
Sunday was the دن Charlie was tried of my "sickness."
"Bella? Can آپ come down here?"
"Sure......Dad." I wasn't sure why he wanted to.
When I got downstairs, I saw irritation in Charlie's eyes.
"Bella, are آپ still sick?" Charlie asked, I wondered why he was wondering.
"Yes," I replied, I tried to make my voice raspy.
"I think maybe I should take آپ to the doctor maybe. If you've been sick this long." NO! I couldn't go to a doctor. I wasn't sick!
"No, I'm actually going to school tomorrow." I anwsered. "I feel alot better."
"Good, I was starting to get worried." I wasn't paying attention to what he was saying after that. I was thinking heavily, having a heated debat with my own mind on whether I should find out if he was real یا not, why it would matter to me, how it could help me. The pro's and con's, as آپ could call it. I was wondering how I would be tomorrow, I didn't feel like I wanted to sit and chit-chat with everyone. I figured out what I was going to do on Monday.
I would be anti-social. That would help me uncover the mystery of my fictional past, I wouldn't have to worry about talking to everyone while figuring things from my memory.
Perfect, I thought. I never thought I would want to be, but, I had to, it was them یا friends, and right now, to prove, to myself, I wasn't crazy, they won.
A/N: Did آپ like it? Sorry I've kept آپ waiting! I've been busy. Plz R&R and Tell me what should happen next!!
To the Readers of my پرستار Fictions:
Alright listen...I know I promised I will post but I can't post anything right now...I just got ہوم from the ساحل سمندر, بیچ and I have to go to the hospital for my sister and myself...she got really hurt and I hit my head on the ساحل سمندر, بیچ floor and on a boogie board so now I am really dizzy! Plus I am worn out from almost drowning!! Sorry I will try to post tomorrow and I will try to make it long! Hope I am feeling better سے طرف کی tomorrow...And I pray to God I don't have a concussion
-Kayla
Alright listen...I know I promised I will post but I can't post anything right now...I just got ہوم from the ساحل سمندر, بیچ and I have to go to the hospital for my sister and myself...she got really hurt and I hit my head on the ساحل سمندر, بیچ floor and on a boogie board so now I am really dizzy! Plus I am worn out from almost drowning!! Sorry I will try to post tomorrow and I will try to make it long! Hope I am feeling better سے طرف کی tomorrow...And I pray to God I don't have a concussion
-Kayla
This is the dress Bella wore(don't worry-it'll be the same dare-she won't be wearing this for long)
After the little scare we had, it has been confirmed Kellan and Ashley will be in Breaking Dawn.
The actors have reached an agreement with producers and will get an increase of $1.6 million. Both Ashley and Kellan had asked for a whole lot more, but they decided to take a lower amount and be in the فلمیں than refuse and not finish out the saga.
All Twilight شائقین out there can breathe a sigh of relief because these two important actors will be staying on board. It is hard to lose یا change a character so far into the saga, because those who follow Twilight develop a relationship with the actors, especially Alice.
So, with all these money matters settled, the two actors will be ready to promote Eclipse and start filming the rest of the saga later this year.
The actors have reached an agreement with producers and will get an increase of $1.6 million. Both Ashley and Kellan had asked for a whole lot more, but they decided to take a lower amount and be in the فلمیں than refuse and not finish out the saga.
All Twilight شائقین out there can breathe a sigh of relief because these two important actors will be staying on board. It is hard to lose یا change a character so far into the saga, because those who follow Twilight develop a relationship with the actors, especially Alice.
So, with all these money matters settled, the two actors will be ready to promote Eclipse and start filming the rest of the saga later this year.
People.com has دیا us a sneak peek at the Most Beautiful فہرست for this سال and everyone’s پسندیدہ vampire has made the list. Here is what they had to say about Rob:
ROBERT PATTINSON
His pale, otherworldly complexion may make girls swoon, but the British heartthrob, 23, says looking the part of a lovesick vampire in the Twilight series isn’t quite as thrilling: “Having that makeup put on every single day, as soon as آپ get it taken off it’s like, ‘Oh, آپ do look normal. آپ look healthy now
