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I was thinking about the way thing were going on around here. I know I’d been with Alice and the Cullen’s for a long time now. But the way they live isn’t the way I would like to live my life. Having to protect Bella for Edward was hard considering there were werewolves around. I would like her to be a vampire, it’s hard trying to resist her blood every time she’s here, when she is here everyone acts as if I’m going to kill her so they’re always ready to stop me. I don’t like people thinking of me as the killer, I know I’m new to the whole drinking animal blood thing but I don’t plan to kill anybody. So I decided I would leave and go live my life the way I would like to live it. I wasn’t sure when the right time to tell Alice was. But she would be coming ہوم soon from shopping with Rosalie, I would get us alone and I would tell her. “Jasper I see that آپ want to speak to me” She کہا as soon as she walked through the door. “Yes I would like to speak to you”
“Ok what do آپ want to say?” Everyone in the room was staring at us. “I would rather we spoke about this alone”
“Ok” She held my hand taking me up to our room. “Ok what do آپ want to say” She asked again shutting the door behind her. “I’m leaving Alice”
“No why?”
“It’s just this life, I’m not particularly enjoying it”
“You don’t love me?”
“No Alice of course I love you”
“Then why are آپ leaving”
“I don’t know how to explain it to آپ Alice”
“Take me with آپ if آپ still love me”
“No Alice I want to go alone”
“Will I ever see آپ again?”
“Well I’m sure you’ll see”
“Don’t go I love you” She کہا grabbing onto my arm as I walked out the room. “I’m sorry Alice” I walked away. “NO!” She shouted, I turned around and watched her fall to her knees. I wanted to turn around and hold her in my arms. But I couldn’t I had to leave. I ran down the stairs and out the front door so nobody could stop me. I got into my car, kicking it into reverse. I didn’t look back to see their faces, I just drove on not stopping.
I was thinking about the way thing were going on around here. I know I’d been with Alice and the Cullen’s for a long time now. But the way they live isn’t the way I would like to live my life. Having to protect Bella for Edward was hard considering there were werewolves around. I would like her to be a vampire, it’s hard trying to resist her blood every time she’s here, when she is here everyone acts as if I’m going to kill her so they’re always ready to stop me. I don’t like people thinking of me as the killer, I know I’m new to the whole drinking animal blood thing but I don’t plan to kill anybody. So I decided I would leave and go live my life the way I would like to live it. I wasn’t sure when the right time to tell Alice was. But she would be coming ہوم soon from shopping with Rosalie, I would get us alone and I would tell her. “Jasper I see that آپ want to speak to me” She کہا as soon as she walked through the door. “Yes I would like to speak to you”
“Ok what do آپ want to say?” Everyone in the room was staring at us. “I would rather we spoke about this alone”
“Ok” She held my hand taking me up to our room. “Ok what do آپ want to say” She asked again shutting the door behind her. “I’m leaving Alice”
“No why?”
“It’s just this life, I’m not particularly enjoying it”
“You don’t love me?”
“No Alice of course I love you”
“Then why are آپ leaving”
“I don’t know how to explain it to آپ Alice”
“Take me with آپ if آپ still love me”
“No Alice I want to go alone”
“Will I ever see آپ again?”
“Well I’m sure you’ll see”
“Don’t go I love you” She کہا grabbing onto my arm as I walked out the room. “I’m sorry Alice” I walked away. “NO!” She shouted, I turned around and watched her fall to her knees. I wanted to turn around and hold her in my arms. But I couldn’t I had to leave. I ran down the stairs and out the front door so nobody could stop me. I got into my car, kicking it into reverse. I didn’t look back to see their faces, I just drove on not stopping.
