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I was thinking about the way thing were going on around here. I know I’d been with Alice and the Cullen’s for a long time now. But the way they live isn’t the way I would like to live my life. Having to protect Bella for Edward was hard considering there were werewolves around. I would like her to be a vampire, it’s hard trying to resist her blood every time she’s here, when she is here everyone acts as if I’m going to kill her so they’re always ready to stop me. I don’t like people thinking of me as the killer, I know I’m new to the whole drinking animal blood thing but I don’t plan to kill anybody. So I decided I would leave and go live my life the way I would like to live it. I wasn’t sure when the right time to tell Alice was. But she would be coming ہوم soon from shopping with Rosalie, I would get us alone and I would tell her. “Jasper I see that آپ want to speak to me” She کہا as soon as she walked through the door. “Yes I would like to speak to you”
“Ok what do آپ want to say?” Everyone in the room was staring at us. “I would rather we spoke about this alone”
“Ok” She held my hand taking me up to our room. “Ok what do آپ want to say” She asked again shutting the door behind her. “I’m leaving Alice”
“No why?”
“It’s just this life, I’m not particularly enjoying it”
“You don’t love me?”
“No Alice of course I love you”
“Then why are آپ leaving”
“I don’t know how to explain it to آپ Alice”
“Take me with آپ if آپ still love me”
“No Alice I want to go alone”
“Will I ever see آپ again?”
“Well I’m sure you’ll see”
“Don’t go I love you” She کہا grabbing onto my arm as I walked out the room. “I’m sorry Alice” I walked away. “NO!” She shouted, I turned around and watched her fall to her knees. I wanted to turn around and hold her in my arms. But I couldn’t I had to leave. I ran down the stairs and out the front door so nobody could stop me. I got into my car, kicking it into reverse. I didn’t look back to see their faces, I just drove on not stopping.
I was thinking about the way thing were going on around here. I know I’d been with Alice and the Cullen’s for a long time now. But the way they live isn’t the way I would like to live my life. Having to protect Bella for Edward was hard considering there were werewolves around. I would like her to be a vampire, it’s hard trying to resist her blood every time she’s here, when she is here everyone acts as if I’m going to kill her so they’re always ready to stop me. I don’t like people thinking of me as the killer, I know I’m new to the whole drinking animal blood thing but I don’t plan to kill anybody. So I decided I would leave and go live my life the way I would like to live it. I wasn’t sure when the right time to tell Alice was. But she would be coming ہوم soon from shopping with Rosalie, I would get us alone and I would tell her. “Jasper I see that آپ want to speak to me” She کہا as soon as she walked through the door. “Yes I would like to speak to you”
“Ok what do آپ want to say?” Everyone in the room was staring at us. “I would rather we spoke about this alone”
“Ok” She held my hand taking me up to our room. “Ok what do آپ want to say” She asked again shutting the door behind her. “I’m leaving Alice”
“No why?”
“It’s just this life, I’m not particularly enjoying it”
“You don’t love me?”
“No Alice of course I love you”
“Then why are آپ leaving”
“I don’t know how to explain it to آپ Alice”
“Take me with آپ if آپ still love me”
“No Alice I want to go alone”
“Will I ever see آپ again?”
“Well I’m sure you’ll see”
“Don’t go I love you” She کہا grabbing onto my arm as I walked out the room. “I’m sorry Alice” I walked away. “NO!” She shouted, I turned around and watched her fall to her knees. I wanted to turn around and hold her in my arms. But I couldn’t I had to leave. I ran down the stairs and out the front door so nobody could stop me. I got into my car, kicking it into reverse. I didn’t look back to see their faces, I just drove on not stopping.
9. “I’m so full I’m about to puke, but I think I can force it down. I won’t enjoy it at all though.” (Page 239)
8. “I’m useless these days, no wonder Billy’s always gone. I’m so boring.” (Page 326)
7. “I run at a toasty one-oh-eight point nine these days. I’ll have آپ sweating in no time.” (Page 490)
6. “Of course, you’d warm up faster if آپ took your clothes off.” (Page 491)
5. “Does my being half-naked bother you?” (Page 216)
4. “Go fetch a space heater. I’m not a St. Bernard!” (Page 289)
3. “It’s enough of a pain to carry the shorts around with me, let alone a complete outfit. What do I look like, a pack mule?” (Page 216)
2. “Did آپ seriously just stamp your foot? I thought girls only did that on TV.” (Page 119)
1. “Next time آپ want to hit me, use a baseball bat یا a crowbar, okay?” (Page 335)
1. آپ wake up in the middle of the night to find him climbing through your window to watch آپ sleep.
2. He hates your dog, and all dogs for that matter.
3. He looks at آپ like you're somethig to eat.
4. He frequently tells آپ how nice آپ smell.
5. His parents mysteriously let him ditch school on sunny days just to go CAMPING!
6. He stops a وین from almost crushing آپ to death with his برداشت, ریچھ hands.
7. He can bounce fruit from his feet like a soccer ball (apples are his specialty).
8. He calls آپ مکڑی monkey and runs around with آپ on his back.
9. He seems to know what everyone is thinking.
10. He claims the reason his eyes change color is because of "the fluorescence".
2. He hates your dog, and all dogs for that matter.
3. He looks at آپ like you're somethig to eat.
4. He frequently tells آپ how nice آپ smell.
5. His parents mysteriously let him ditch school on sunny days just to go CAMPING!
6. He stops a وین from almost crushing آپ to death with his برداشت, ریچھ hands.
7. He can bounce fruit from his feet like a soccer ball (apples are his specialty).
8. He calls آپ مکڑی monkey and runs around with آپ on his back.
9. He seems to know what everyone is thinking.
10. He claims the reason his eyes change color is because of "the fluorescence".
one of them is you,
because we're تقسیم, الگ کریں in two,
all of my life,
I dreamed to be your wife,
it isn't real,
آپ don't know how I feel,
it took me so long,
to figure out you're wrong,
I drive down the road,
not knowing where to go,
might as well jump off a cliff,
I have no idea if I'll live,
so now I'm at the bottom of the ocean,
my mind going through all of this confusion,
I have no مزید air,
I still don't see آپ anywhere,
but you're trying to save me,
I thought آپ still hated me,
as my fingers slip through yours,
I now touch the sea floor,
knowing that I won't exsist anymore.