bella slept all that night she looked so fragile if it wernt for the fact that her breathing was so heavy i would be sure she was dead. that thought hurt مزید then the thought of her leaving me and that was really bad.
but life it seams was allways going to be like this me putting bella in danger she on the verg of dieing.
but this was سے طرف کی far the worst.

i heard jacob comming in "jocobs outside he is just resting.
`ill go meet him i could use some air آپ say with bella edward i am getting a little worried` carlisle sighed.
"im just going to meet jacob and talk to him for a while" he sighed again as he left the room
"what was all that about?" esme asked i just shook my head unable to keep my eyes of bella and her condition.

i just sat stroking her hair thinking about life without her. what would that do? no i couldnt think that not now not with her nearly dieing as i think under my hand i dont wont to cause her مزید pain then what she is allready going threw.
because of me.
sigh.
i listerned to what jacob and carlisle was talking about.

`now it was sucking the life out of bella` what? i stopped he was right it was sucking the life out of her and i hadnt realised this before this thought. it was lcoser to our kind not hers. it wanted the only thing that we ever want. blood.
"rosalie? " her head snapped up. "would آپ acompany me outside i need to tell carlise something and i wish if آپ would listern in." i didnt care if she wished it i would dragg her out anyway.
she stared for a long time just looking into my eyes. i held still. the anoying thing about being together for this amount of years was that آپ knew if the other was destracting you.
"fine but i dont want anyone near bella آپ hear that?" i sighed of corse i heard her but i wasnt listerning to her.
"what about if we meet half way hmm? someone can stay with her while im i mean were gone and then آپ can choose who will stay with her.?" even if she didnt like it i was still doing it either with یا without her promision bella was my wife after all
"fine ill come but esme?" she called only a whisper but of corse esme heared. "can آپ be a dear and watch after bella while im gone" i snarled "what?"
" first dont comand esme like that and سیکنڈ while WERE gone thats all there is too it i am with آپ and were going to talk to carlisle
"edward its fine of corse ill watch over bella while ... your both gone" she tried to setal the argument but i didnt care i was still going to tear her apart. but firsts thing first.
i had to tell carlise what jacob thought and that i thought it was a good idea.
i had to tell him that thing wanted blood. human blood. then telling bella was the hardest thing.

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