bella slept all that night she looked so fragile if it wernt for the fact that her breathing was so heavy i would be sure she was dead. that thought hurt مزید then the thought of her leaving me and that was really bad.
but life it seams was allways going to be like this me putting bella in danger she on the verg of dieing.
but this was سے طرف کی far the worst.
i heard jacob comming in "jocobs outside he is just resting.
`ill go meet him i could use some air آپ say with bella edward i am getting a little worried` carlisle sighed.
"im just going to meet jacob and talk to him for a while" he sighed again as he left the room
"what was all that about?" esme asked i just shook my head unable to keep my eyes of bella and her condition.
i just sat stroking her hair thinking about life without her. what would that do? no i couldnt think that not now not with her nearly dieing as i think under my hand i dont wont to cause her مزید pain then what she is allready going threw.
because of me.
sigh.
i listerned to what jacob and carlisle was talking about.
`now it was sucking the life out of bella` what? i stopped he was right it was sucking the life out of her and i hadnt realised this before this thought. it was lcoser to our kind not hers. it wanted the only thing that we ever want. blood.
"rosalie? " her head snapped up. "would آپ acompany me outside i need to tell carlise something and i wish if آپ would listern in." i didnt care if she wished it i would dragg her out anyway.
she stared for a long time just looking into my eyes. i held still. the anoying thing about being together for this amount of years was that آپ knew if the other was destracting you.
"fine but i dont want anyone near bella آپ hear that?" i sighed of corse i heard her but i wasnt listerning to her.
"what about if we meet half way hmm? someone can stay with her while im i mean were gone and then آپ can choose who will stay with her.?" even if she didnt like it i was still doing it either with یا without her promision bella was my wife after all
"fine ill come but esme?" she called only a whisper but of corse esme heared. "can آپ be a dear and watch after bella while im gone" i snarled "what?"
" first dont comand esme like that and سیکنڈ while WERE gone thats all there is too it i am with آپ and were going to talk to carlisle
"edward its fine of corse ill watch over bella while ... your both gone" she tried to setal the argument but i didnt care i was still going to tear her apart. but firsts thing first.
i had to tell carlise what jacob thought and that i thought it was a good idea.
i had to tell him that thing wanted blood. human blood. then telling bella was the hardest thing.
sorry it took so long to post lol sorry about the spelling hope آپ like it please تبصرہ :)
but life it seams was allways going to be like this me putting bella in danger she on the verg of dieing.
but this was سے طرف کی far the worst.
i heard jacob comming in "jocobs outside he is just resting.
`ill go meet him i could use some air آپ say with bella edward i am getting a little worried` carlisle sighed.
"im just going to meet jacob and talk to him for a while" he sighed again as he left the room
"what was all that about?" esme asked i just shook my head unable to keep my eyes of bella and her condition.
i just sat stroking her hair thinking about life without her. what would that do? no i couldnt think that not now not with her nearly dieing as i think under my hand i dont wont to cause her مزید pain then what she is allready going threw.
because of me.
sigh.
i listerned to what jacob and carlisle was talking about.
`now it was sucking the life out of bella` what? i stopped he was right it was sucking the life out of her and i hadnt realised this before this thought. it was lcoser to our kind not hers. it wanted the only thing that we ever want. blood.
"rosalie? " her head snapped up. "would آپ acompany me outside i need to tell carlise something and i wish if آپ would listern in." i didnt care if she wished it i would dragg her out anyway.
she stared for a long time just looking into my eyes. i held still. the anoying thing about being together for this amount of years was that آپ knew if the other was destracting you.
"fine but i dont want anyone near bella آپ hear that?" i sighed of corse i heard her but i wasnt listerning to her.
"what about if we meet half way hmm? someone can stay with her while im i mean were gone and then آپ can choose who will stay with her.?" even if she didnt like it i was still doing it either with یا without her promision bella was my wife after all
"fine ill come but esme?" she called only a whisper but of corse esme heared. "can آپ be a dear and watch after bella while im gone" i snarled "what?"
" first dont comand esme like that and سیکنڈ while WERE gone thats all there is too it i am with آپ and were going to talk to carlisle
"edward its fine of corse ill watch over bella while ... your both gone" she tried to setal the argument but i didnt care i was still going to tear her apart. but firsts thing first.
i had to tell carlise what jacob thought and that i thought it was a good idea.
i had to tell him that thing wanted blood. human blood. then telling bella was the hardest thing.
sorry it took so long to post lol sorry about the spelling hope آپ like it please تبصرہ :)
one of them is you,
because we're تقسیم, الگ کریں in two,
all of my life,
I dreamed to be your wife,
it isn't real,
آپ don't know how I feel,
it took me so long,
to figure out you're wrong,
I drive down the road,
not knowing where to go,
might as well jump off a cliff,
I have no idea if I'll live,
so now I'm at the bottom of the ocean,
my mind going through all of this confusion,
I have no مزید air,
I still don't see آپ anywhere,
but you're trying to save me,
I thought آپ still hated me,
as my fingers slip through yours,
I now touch the sea floor,
knowing that I won't exsist anymore.
I promise to remember Bella Each time I trip for no reason.
And I promise to remember Edward Whenever I covet something.
I promise to obey traffic laws For Charlies sake of course
And I promise to remember Jacob When I see a smile that lights up my whole day
I promise to remember Carlisle
Whenever I am in the Emergency Room
And I promise to remember Emmett Every time there's a huge boom
I promise to to remember Rose Whenever I see something that holds pure beauty
And I promise to remember Alice When I'm at a mall and a cute outfit spots me
I promise to remember Nessie When I see my child for the first time and tell it i love it
And I promise to remember Esme When someone tells me they care
I promise to remember Jasper Whenever I see someone constantly in pain =)
And I promise to remember the Volturi When someone speaks of dominating the world
I swear i will love Twilight everyday of my life for the rest of my life
And I promise to remember Edward Whenever I covet something.
I promise to obey traffic laws For Charlies sake of course
And I promise to remember Jacob When I see a smile that lights up my whole day
I promise to remember Carlisle
Whenever I am in the Emergency Room
And I promise to remember Emmett Every time there's a huge boom
I promise to to remember Rose Whenever I see something that holds pure beauty
And I promise to remember Alice When I'm at a mall and a cute outfit spots me
I promise to remember Nessie When I see my child for the first time and tell it i love it
And I promise to remember Esme When someone tells me they care
I promise to remember Jasper Whenever I see someone constantly in pain =)
And I promise to remember the Volturi When someone speaks of dominating the world
I swear i will love Twilight everyday of my life for the rest of my life
On her website, Stephenie Meyer کہا that this is the موسیقی playlist that she envisioned for Twilight. She also کہا that she would always listen to these songs WHILE writing Twilight!=
1. "Why Does it Always Rain on Me?" — Travis
2. "I'm Not Okay (I Promise)" [video edit] — My Chemical Romance
3. "Creep" [radio edit] — Radiohead
4. "In My Place" — Coldplay
5. "By Myself" — Linkin Park
6. "Dreaming" — OMD
7. "Please Forgive Me" — David Gray
8. "Here With Me" — Dido
9. "With You" [reanimation remix] — Linkin Park
10. "Time is Running Out" — Muse
11. "Dreams" — The Cranberries
12. "Tremble for My Beloved" — Collective Soul
13. "Lullaby (Goodnight, My Angel)" — Billy Joel
There آپ have it! :D
1. "Why Does it Always Rain on Me?" — Travis
2. "I'm Not Okay (I Promise)" [video edit] — My Chemical Romance
3. "Creep" [radio edit] — Radiohead
4. "In My Place" — Coldplay
5. "By Myself" — Linkin Park
6. "Dreaming" — OMD
7. "Please Forgive Me" — David Gray
8. "Here With Me" — Dido
9. "With You" [reanimation remix] — Linkin Park
10. "Time is Running Out" — Muse
11. "Dreams" — The Cranberries
12. "Tremble for My Beloved" — Collective Soul
13. "Lullaby (Goodnight, My Angel)" — Billy Joel
There آپ have it! :D