آپ کہا آپ needed me...then why don't آپ want me?
The past few days, you've been feeling much better with Randy. آپ feel like آپ have مزید energy and آپ actually sometimes don't even think about your leukemia at all! آپ kinda have a feeling that it's cuz Randy is too sweet to you. He always makes آپ smile, laugh, and he always gives آپ a warm fuzzy feeling in the deep gut of your feelings. The past few Sundays, you've also been going to church with Angie, Randy, and his family. آپ sing for the choir all the time and after services, آپ two always go to the lake and hang out there...
**Monday**
You, Jessica, and Tanya all sit together in the cafeteria, wondering where Lauren is.
Jessica: I mean I've seen her today. But where is she?
Tanya: Who knows? Maybe she found a new guy to be with.
Jamie: Oh look there she is.
آپ guys see Lauren walking to آپ guys calmly.
All 3: ارے Lauren.
Jessica: Where were-
Lauren: Jamie. Can I talk to آپ real quick?
Jamie: Sure.
آپ and Lauren walk out of the cafeteria together and meanwhile, the guys see this.
Raymond: ارے look your ex just took out your girlfriend right now.
Randy: What?
David: They're walking out. I think they're gonna talk.
***
آپ and Lauren are at the back of the cafeteria and Lauren gives a big gulp of breathe and starts crying. آپ comfort Lauren and she says:
Lauren: I'm so sorry...
Jamie: It's ok. Tell me, what's wrong Lauren?
Lauren: It's...it's Randy.
Jamie: What about him?
Lauren: I can't be without him...I just can't.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: Jamie...I need Randy.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: I know you're going through a rough time but don't be so selfish...I'm going through a rough time too.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: Please...I love Randy.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: I can't live without him Jamie...I...I'm so depressed all the time and I can't stand it! I don't wanna be depressed anymore...what if I get thoughts of suicide?
Jamie: No Lauren...
Lauren: I need him...I need him Jamie...
***
آپ and Randy both go to the lake together and instead of going in the boat, آپ two just stand on the little pier, looking at the lake.
Randy: You...ok?
Jamie: Huh? Yah...
Randy: C'mon Jamie. I know that look already and it's not working.
Jamie: ...have you...have آپ ever needed someone?
Randy: Huh?
Jamie: Needed someone...as in like آپ NEED them...as if آپ were so dependent on them that without them, your life feels like it's slowly draining from the tip of your fingers?
Randy: ...Why do آپ ask?
Jamie: ...*sigh* I think I'm like that right now.
Randy: ...
Jamie: If I think about it, if I never met آپ I probably would've met no one. I would've shunned everyone from me as my time got closer. I would've let no one in me, to get to me. Ever since I knew I had leukemia, I trained myself to be as tough as stone. And everything was going good. I was independent. I didn't need anyone. I was so strong that I even thought I didn't need my grandma. But now...I'm dependent on...on YOU. I need آپ and I'm like a little kid again.
Randy: *smile*
Jamie: But Randy...understand that I have to...I have to be independent.
Randy: ...
Jamie: I need to be on my own.
Randy: Are آپ leaving me?
Jamie: Don't say it like that Randy. I mean we'll still be دوستوں it's just...I don't want this relationship to go any further...
Randy: Why? Why? It was going so good...
Jamie: It's...I just think آپ and I shouldn't be together. I mean there are so many reasons. I think someone else needs آپ مزید than I need you.
Randy: ...don't say it's Lauren.
Jamie: ...
Randy: Oh god...Jamie please. Don't tell me آپ believe what she's telling you...
Jamie: She needs آپ Randy.
Randy: No she doesn't...I don't even want her Jamie. I want YOU. Don't leave me Jamie...
Jamie: I have to...
Randy: I don't believe this...
Jamie: And it's not just cuz of her. I...Shawn wants me again.
Randy: What?
Jamie: Just the way Lauren needs you, Shawn needs me.
Randy: Wait...so آپ want to leave me for HIM again?
Jamie: He's special to me Randy.
Randy: I thought...I thought I was special to you...not HIM.
Jamie: ...
Randy: ...
Jamie: I-I'm sorry.
Before a tear can escape your eye, آپ turn around and آپ run away. آپ leave Randy there, leaning on the wooden rail in the lake, thinking...
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Shawn: آپ wanted to see me Jamie?
Jamie: Hey. So uh...how are you?
Shawn: Good...you?
Jamie: Me too me too.
Shawn: So...how are آپ and Randy?
Jamie: We uh...we broke up.
Shawn: ...what?
Jamie: Yah......
........***
Your at your house and آپ just tucked in Angie to sleep. آپ quickly change into your sweats and wife beater when آپ hear a car pull up in your driveway. آپ look out the window to see Randy's car! آپ sigh and آپ go out to see Randy walking up to آپ with his head down.
Jamie: Randy what are آپ doing here?
Randy: Jamie...please...please don't leave me.
Jamie: Randy stop this. I told you, Lauren needs آپ the way Shawn needs me.
Randy: Then let Lauren and Shawn leech off each other...I...I need to be with you. What about MY needs? Why is always Lauren's needs?
Jamie: ...
Randy: آپ کہا آپ needed me too. Why are آپ putting other people in front of what آپ want? آپ کہا آپ needed me...then why don't آپ want me?
Jamie: Randy I just can't...please just accept this and اقدام on. It'll be better for آپ and me.
Randy: Just this once...I'm going to do this once...
Randy looks at آپ and slowly goes down to his knees.
Randy: Don't leave me.
آپ start crying uncontrollably and your helpless. آپ can't leave Randy now. Look how far he's gone to get آپ to change your mind. But آپ don't want Lauren to commit suicide either...you fall on your butt and آپ cry with your head on your knees. آپ feel Randy's arms over your shoulder, keeping آپ warm and safe. آپ hug him back and آپ just cry in his shoulders. After crying for such a long time, آپ manage to say:
Jamie: This needs to be the last time we're like this...goodbye Randy.
The past few days, you've been feeling much better with Randy. آپ feel like آپ have مزید energy and آپ actually sometimes don't even think about your leukemia at all! آپ kinda have a feeling that it's cuz Randy is too sweet to you. He always makes آپ smile, laugh, and he always gives آپ a warm fuzzy feeling in the deep gut of your feelings. The past few Sundays, you've also been going to church with Angie, Randy, and his family. آپ sing for the choir all the time and after services, آپ two always go to the lake and hang out there...
**Monday**
You, Jessica, and Tanya all sit together in the cafeteria, wondering where Lauren is.
Jessica: I mean I've seen her today. But where is she?
Tanya: Who knows? Maybe she found a new guy to be with.
Jamie: Oh look there she is.
آپ guys see Lauren walking to آپ guys calmly.
All 3: ارے Lauren.
Jessica: Where were-
Lauren: Jamie. Can I talk to آپ real quick?
Jamie: Sure.
آپ and Lauren walk out of the cafeteria together and meanwhile, the guys see this.
Raymond: ارے look your ex just took out your girlfriend right now.
Randy: What?
David: They're walking out. I think they're gonna talk.
***
آپ and Lauren are at the back of the cafeteria and Lauren gives a big gulp of breathe and starts crying. آپ comfort Lauren and she says:
Lauren: I'm so sorry...
Jamie: It's ok. Tell me, what's wrong Lauren?
Lauren: It's...it's Randy.
Jamie: What about him?
Lauren: I can't be without him...I just can't.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: Jamie...I need Randy.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: I know you're going through a rough time but don't be so selfish...I'm going through a rough time too.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: Please...I love Randy.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: I can't live without him Jamie...I...I'm so depressed all the time and I can't stand it! I don't wanna be depressed anymore...what if I get thoughts of suicide?
Jamie: No Lauren...
Lauren: I need him...I need him Jamie...
***
آپ and Randy both go to the lake together and instead of going in the boat, آپ two just stand on the little pier, looking at the lake.
Randy: You...ok?
Jamie: Huh? Yah...
Randy: C'mon Jamie. I know that look already and it's not working.
Jamie: ...have you...have آپ ever needed someone?
Randy: Huh?
Jamie: Needed someone...as in like آپ NEED them...as if آپ were so dependent on them that without them, your life feels like it's slowly draining from the tip of your fingers?
Randy: ...Why do آپ ask?
Jamie: ...*sigh* I think I'm like that right now.
Randy: ...
Jamie: If I think about it, if I never met آپ I probably would've met no one. I would've shunned everyone from me as my time got closer. I would've let no one in me, to get to me. Ever since I knew I had leukemia, I trained myself to be as tough as stone. And everything was going good. I was independent. I didn't need anyone. I was so strong that I even thought I didn't need my grandma. But now...I'm dependent on...on YOU. I need آپ and I'm like a little kid again.
Randy: *smile*
Jamie: But Randy...understand that I have to...I have to be independent.
Randy: ...
Jamie: I need to be on my own.
Randy: Are آپ leaving me?
Jamie: Don't say it like that Randy. I mean we'll still be دوستوں it's just...I don't want this relationship to go any further...
Randy: Why? Why? It was going so good...
Jamie: It's...I just think آپ and I shouldn't be together. I mean there are so many reasons. I think someone else needs آپ مزید than I need you.
Randy: ...don't say it's Lauren.
Jamie: ...
Randy: Oh god...Jamie please. Don't tell me آپ believe what she's telling you...
Jamie: She needs آپ Randy.
Randy: No she doesn't...I don't even want her Jamie. I want YOU. Don't leave me Jamie...
Jamie: I have to...
Randy: I don't believe this...
Jamie: And it's not just cuz of her. I...Shawn wants me again.
Randy: What?
Jamie: Just the way Lauren needs you, Shawn needs me.
Randy: Wait...so آپ want to leave me for HIM again?
Jamie: He's special to me Randy.
Randy: I thought...I thought I was special to you...not HIM.
Jamie: ...
Randy: ...
Jamie: I-I'm sorry.
Before a tear can escape your eye, آپ turn around and آپ run away. آپ leave Randy there, leaning on the wooden rail in the lake, thinking...
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Shawn: آپ wanted to see me Jamie?
Jamie: Hey. So uh...how are you?
Shawn: Good...you?
Jamie: Me too me too.
Shawn: So...how are آپ and Randy?
Jamie: We uh...we broke up.
Shawn: ...what?
Jamie: Yah......
........***
Your at your house and آپ just tucked in Angie to sleep. آپ quickly change into your sweats and wife beater when آپ hear a car pull up in your driveway. آپ look out the window to see Randy's car! آپ sigh and آپ go out to see Randy walking up to آپ with his head down.
Jamie: Randy what are آپ doing here?
Randy: Jamie...please...please don't leave me.
Jamie: Randy stop this. I told you, Lauren needs آپ the way Shawn needs me.
Randy: Then let Lauren and Shawn leech off each other...I...I need to be with you. What about MY needs? Why is always Lauren's needs?
Jamie: ...
Randy: آپ کہا آپ needed me too. Why are آپ putting other people in front of what آپ want? آپ کہا آپ needed me...then why don't آپ want me?
Jamie: Randy I just can't...please just accept this and اقدام on. It'll be better for آپ and me.
Randy: Just this once...I'm going to do this once...
Randy looks at آپ and slowly goes down to his knees.
Randy: Don't leave me.
آپ start crying uncontrollably and your helpless. آپ can't leave Randy now. Look how far he's gone to get آپ to change your mind. But آپ don't want Lauren to commit suicide either...you fall on your butt and آپ cry with your head on your knees. آپ feel Randy's arms over your shoulder, keeping آپ warm and safe. آپ hug him back and آپ just cry in his shoulders. After crying for such a long time, آپ manage to say:
Jamie: This needs to be the last time we're like this...goodbye Randy.
