Landon Carter

I lie awake driving myself crazy thinking of you. I made a mistake when I let آپ go. I drive myself crazy, wanting آپ the way that I do.

You've still been avoiding Randy as much as possible, yet yearning for him مزید as days pass by. It's been a ماہ since آپ and Randy haven't کہا a single word to each other.

**Randy's POV**

I'm such a mess! Look at me! Tossing and turning in my bed. It's been 5 hours since I've tried to go to sleep. **gets up and goes to the living room, watching TV** Ugh all these stupid soap operas. Isn't there anything good on? ...man...I was such a fool. How good was...

After a few weeks pass, you've been getting much sicker. آپ can feel it and آپ can see it. Whenever آپ look in the mirror, آپ see a pale face, small dark circles, and white lips. Your rosy cheeks have turned to paleness and nothing but paleness. You've been feeling much weaker and you've been sucking at باسکٹ, باسکٹ بال lately. Your coach notices and he talks with آپ about it.

Coach: So Jamie. How is it?
Jamie: ...you should know coach...I'm losing it.
Coach: What can آپ do Jamie? آپ need to rest. آپ can't play.
Jamie: What? But...but I love playing. I can't just stop.
Coach: Then at least you...