dear Alice.
i don't know why i say alice anymore, i think now i write these emails to myself, to secure me that آپ were real, that آپ all were , that he was.
There is evidence that آپ were here. and was my best friend. But sometimes i dont know wheither i was dreaming یا not, But i stop that thought to think again, if it was a dream and آپ diddnt exist,then how did i know your name, یا did i make آپ up, along with every one else. Maybe i'm going crazy, from without آپ i dont know. But i want to find out. Do آپ think a crazy person can be the one to digiosed themselves?? Lets hope for...