I'm in crisis what should I do???????????????

First, آپ could at least tell us whats bothering you. No can help unless آپ tell us.

Pray.
General advice, but when آپ believe it helps, it really does. What also helps is to be in presence of people آپ love, people charging آپ with positive energy. And to give آپ something مزید specific, I'd need too know more.

stay strong, and keep the faith. continue to read the bible. and remember that no matter how bad things get, every بادل has a silver lining.