LOST(tumblr)

This really happened!
Last year,I had probably 2 friends,but the best one,Shada.
It was last year,We were learning about math when,KNOCK KNOCK!!My teacher opened the door.I turned around.And saw a girl with short black hair,A گلابی shirt,Blue eyes.My teacher and Shada's Mom talked a minute,Shada looked around the room,She looked embarrassed,And shy."Everyone,This is Our new student,Shada!"My teacher said.Later at lunch,I sat alone,Outside,I talked to Shada."Hi."I said."Hi.I'm Shada!"She said."I'm Abby,So...how ya liking it here?"I asked."It's awesome!"She answered.

The اگلے day.....
At lunch,I sat...

I'm lying in my bed
As tears roll over my face
I'm staring at the ceiling
Wondering if anyone up there can hear my prayers

Even though we could never be I still want no one else
Guess it's gonna be a lifetime with no one but myself
Unless I

Take a chance and take a trip to the UK
Tell آپ face to face
That you're the only one for me
It would take a lot of courage
But nothing's asked too much
If it bring me to the one I need
'Cause آپ belong with me

But as I think it over
You might turn me down and tell me to look elsewhere
And my دل will break
But of that آپ won't be aware

Tears leave my eyes but you...

Daddy thinks I’m afraid
I’m afraid of never finding a love that fits me
Well, he’s right in a way
Because everyday I fear مزید that we will never be

I’m zoning out on آپ and I can’t breathe
You’re haunting my thoughts so I can’t sleep
And even though I know we could never be
I don’t wanna lose this fantasy

Can I just close my eyes
And imagine آپ are اگلے to me
Can I just pretend my life
to be so much مزید than it seems
Can I just ignore the pain
Can I please پار, صلیب your way
It’s so hard to keep it inside
I just wanna love you, can I

Mommy mocks the fact I once
I once loved آپ but doesn’t...

I don’t want to look into your eyes
I don’t want to hear your name
I don’t want to talk about you
If we can’t be endgame
I’ve tried to forget about you
I fell in love quite some times
But آپ are the only one
Who always stayed in the back of my mind

But I know
It’s impossible, this fantasy
I should let go if I know what’s good for me
I could try to pretend آپ don’t exist
But I doubt that’s gonna change things one bit
It doesn’t matter if this is true love
Because sometimes that is just not enough

I don’t want to cry each time
I come to realize
That this dream of آپ and I
Will never come...