Can آپ believe that, that monster?
I sacrificed my freedom for papa but he didn't even let me say goodbye, I'll never see him again!
I now سوال myself this: is this home? Is this where I should learn to be happy?
I never dreamed that a ہوم could be dark and cold.
Papa told me everyday in my childhood, ہوم will be where the heart-never were words so true.
My heart's far, far away- ہوم is too.
I just can't find something good, in this tragic place.
What I'd give to return to the life that I knew, to think I complained about that dull and provincial town.
Am I here for a دن یا forever?
Shut away from the ہوم until who knows when.
I lost my freedom but didn't deserve to lose it in this way!
If my life has been altered once, it can change again!
Build higher walls around me, change every lock and key.
Nothing lasts nothing holds all of me.
Yours sincerely,
Belle
