Chapter 2: Being Watched THE QUEST FOR NOVA

    Have آپ ever felt like your being watched from all sides? Well that’s what i’m felling right now and I don’t like it! Because it makes fell like a freak but there’s no one there but is there?

    Eclipse walked down the سٹریٹ, گلی looking all around her because she had that strange felling that she was being watched like there was someone around every corner and behind every bush. But Eclipse walked on to the little park witch was her پسندیدہ place to go when things like what just happen with her mom....

Hope آپ enjoy. This is advice out for those with this..
I'm in process of making a YouTube channel and put out my songs. When I do... I'll link it out.
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Cheated.

[rap]
Like a wound یا a burn, it's gonna make آپ learn.
I saved and forgave, never forget.
But what I'm about to say is worth the fit,
cause it's ancient art even if it even happened to آپ yesterday یا a whole week to come pass.
'Can't press pause and play back, because the moment is now.
Can't get it back from the grave.'
I think آپ should promote it.
Even if your too late, یا the cause of this blurry eyed fate.
I lived...

--Don't Claim-- But here it is---

Somewhere in some place, was a dream.

No one knew who dreamt it,
And it was so very small.

The little dream thought,
"I don't want to vanish like this."
"How can I make people see me?"

The little dream thought and thought,
and finally came up with an idea.

"I could just let people stray into me,
and they can create their own world"

The first Alice was brave and strong, her eyes were fiery red,
In Wonderland, she had a sword and ideas in her head
She cut down many sorts of things, whatever she could find
To make a path of bright red with the trail of blood behind
Alice was...

Depression is considered to be the most common disability that affects work productivity, family stability and personal happiness. Understanding how depression affects your relationship with your spouse will enable آپ to recognize the signs and get needed medical attention for your loved one.

The following is a فہرست of five common symptoms associated with depression. Each has سوالات to ask that will help آپ determine if there are problems with your spouse in this area. For a comprehensive discussion on the subject, see the website of the American Psychiatric Association.

Emotional numbness...

Game Changer


Her دل beating faster as she got closer and closer to her goal, she couldn't hear anything but the beating of her دل and the ticking of the time left slowly counting down. She ran past آگ کے, آگ trucks and policeman and women, getting closer and closer. Some people tugged at her arms trying to pull her back, but she managed to get away every time. The smell of ash and burnt rubber filled the air and it felt like little knives poking at her lunges with each breath she took. There was a thin layer of ash on her face burning her cuts but all she could think about was, I have to get...

Once again I'm stuck here alone
Surrounded سے طرف کی these four white walls
The thoughts of آپ don't go away easy
I try to shake the pain away but I'm drowning in it

A thousand thoughts are running through my head
I can't explain these thoughts
All I know is that I'm losing my mind
I see the scars on my arm has faded away

The scars told stories that no one would understand
But here I am standing in front of the mirror
Putting on that fake smile just about everyday
I go to sleep some nights crying myself a million tears

And I wake up to the four white walls
I get dressed in all this mess
Trying to be strong and...

*So, setting; there's a house, in the houses living room there's two teenage mirror twins, both girls with blonde hair and green eyes, both very pretty, there names are Venaline and Illeraline. There's an 8 سال old boy with brown hair, he's nerdy, I mean buch teeth and glasses nerdy, named Greg. And finally there's two 13 سال old boys, both are small for there age, one has silvery blue hair and blue eyes. The other one has brown hair, lots of freckles and green eyes. The blue eyed one is named Mo and his brother is Bo*

Venaline: *checks her phone* Omigod, you'll never guess what just happened!...

Sacred Hearts In Kingdom
chapter one: "Home"
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Dear Sister Layla

If only the days could shoot me. i would go down سے طرف کی the اگلے week یا so? I never know what it means when people say,"the grace has arrived! The prize is known!"

I just think that its just some shit pwople love about? Only,again I remember my mother telling us thsat "Grace" was one thing that we needed.

Well,as آپ know; we have a baby brother. Eraz is what mom called him. Dad says that Eraz will have مزید mind then me but actually,the little...

Sacred Hearts In Kingdom
Proluage: Written
note: this is my sonic پرستار character as humans and in Dream Diary way~!
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Dear Sister Layla,

Hi,how's your life in the big apple? I wouldn't bother asking about mine. Mom and dad are still fighting and we're getting a new family member!

Mom doesn't know yet if its a boy یا a girl. I can't wait to never see that new comers face! We have enough kids in this damn hell! How's your little girl? I wouldn't ever bring her here.

I have a سوال my dear sister...and here...

“Foster?” کہا a sweet little voice.
    “Yes Aria?”
    “Can I ask آپ something?”
    “Yeah go ahead?”
    “Do آپ Love me?” Her voice almost sounded weak and worn.
    “I love آپ to the Moon and back and to the star’s above!” He made ساحل to smile when he کہا it to make her fell happy.
    “Can I ask آپ another thing Foster?” She grabbed his head as he sat اگلے to her bed.
    “Shore.”
    “Why do...

May 26th,
I can't make it stop.
The voice WON'T STOP.
Until I'm around her, Sasha. She makes the voices stop. I'm so frightened سے طرف کی the voice, afraid I'll snap, like a twig, and let it overpower me. So I stay with her most of the time, started being with her more. It's so hard though when she's not there, I'll find myself staring at my mother the voice pounding in my head, 'Kill Kill Kill Kill, Kill them' And I'll push it away and run to find Sasha. Please make it stop. Today father came bye, he کہا that the cities are mobbed سے طرف کی murders and gang fights and the government has lost all control,...

May 24th
I haven't been able to write the past 2 days, the voice is driving me crazy, LITERALLY. Somtimes I'll wake up in the middle of the night and will find myself holding another چھری یا gun and padding up the stairs to the bedrooms. After last night when I woke up holding a gun my hand on my mother's bedroom door, I saw Sasha staring at me wide eyed, from her bedroom door and I dropped the gun. She looked terrified and her breathing was hard, I ran over to her where she shied away the fear of me in her eyes made tears well up in mine. "Sasha, baby come here." I held my arms out to her...

Today is supposted to be about thinking about the good in your life and looking back at the great times not the pain یا hurt but some people are treating this دن wrong...

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i just want to get away from food

binge free october was a fail because hi i binged. i do not purge anymore so “cool?” i guess?

i can’t eat food یا else i’ll go ham on it all. only my محفوظ foods i can eat aka a banana, an apple, spinach, diet coke, tea, coffee, and oatmeal.

no مزید wheat bagels

no مزید cereal

no مزید pizza

no مزید nothing.

You know what? I just don’t fucking care anymore. I really don’t. I hate...

"What are آپ crying for weakling?!?!" Dad screams at me and کلب my cheek again The tears that had been tumbling down my face instantly stop. Remeber Darka آپ feel nothing I thought. Dad smiled and stumbled out "Remeber son, only a weakling cries." And he slammed the door. For a سیکنڈ I just stand there and let the blood froim the cut on my eyebrow bleed on to my face, then I remebered Anneri was there. In the corner of the room she curled up and peeked at me. Her grey-green eyes and long black hair was placed perfectly with porclean tan skin. Dad never touched her. Anneri was to fragile....

The way آپ اقدام is like a full-on rainstorm And I'm a house of cards You're the kind of reckless that should send me running But I kinda know that I won't get far And آپ stood there in front of me Just close enough to touch Close enough to hope آپ couldn't see what I was thinking of Drop everything now Meet me in the pouring rain Kiss me on the sidewalk Take away the pain Cause I see sparks fly Whenever آپ smile Get me with those green eyes baby As the lights go down Give me something that'll haunt me when you're not around Cause I see sparks fly Whenever آپ smile

The moon shines brightly...

The Girl Who Remembered Everything
Book One off The Quest For Nova Series

    I fell like I remember things for a reason... but for what reason I don't know? I remember this women and young girls. And dragons and witches. But I don't know why? I'm just a normal girl... Well I used to be. Before all the pain and hurt. I was just like you. Happy. I remember my mom dying and my best friend dying and my pet also dying. Yes my life is filled with death but some say all that pain makes آپ strong.
    My life is...or was a black hole and I felt like I could never...

It was her finally it was her! The ice blue eyes, the long swaying white hair, the pale porclen skin. The face with bloodied hands banging on the window, the face that cradled her and held her close, finally. The picture Dana managed to scrounge apon Was oddly taken, she was running her face peered over her shoulder. her hair flaid but in a wild mess.
"That's it! Thats her!" Izzy tried not to scream, "From my dreams, its her! I know it is!"
"Calm down Izzy, okay its her, nnow what about the other girls that آپ saw? Me and Sasha's mothers?" Dana was ovously trying not to burst also, bu she...

1 Happy Things:)
I Have a stable life, my parents are good to me, they make sure I'm well taken care of and they love me<3 I love them too... My brither is so much better than me at well... just about everything, but that's probably the only thing that keeps me going and even trying

2 Bad Things:(
I'm destroying myself.
I'm not who i'm 'supposed' to be.
I'm hanging out with the wrong دوستوں because all I've ever wanted was him... But he barely even says hi to me anymore,
Soon I'll be nothing but a pile of dust
Unless I change

3 Crying and Crying Over and Over :*(
I read your storys,
all of them...

Ok here is some informantion about some character's

FAIRIES

Name-Eclipse
Power-The power of the درخت of Life
Boyfriend to be-Drake
Helper-Bloom
Pixie-Amphrite the pixie of both sides
Spirit Animal-Tani the Dragon of the Eclipse’s
Character plot-
Eclipse has always been lied to سے طرف کی her mother and she is a very important character in The Quest For Nova.

Name-Viva
Power-The power of visions
Boyfriend to be-Eric
Helper-Flora
Pixie-Peek the pixie of secrets
Spirit Animal-Nidhug the Dragon of Dream’s
Character plot-Viva is a ever powerful fairy. She can tell the future and shape shift. She is sweet سے طرف کی she has...

Chapter 10- Pest Control- The Quest For Nova

    Musa stepped back in shock thinking wild thoughts about what she just saw.
But she didn’t know what to do یا to help she was very confused. Musa kept standing there thinking about what to do when Viva walked out.
    “Oh hi Musa what are آپ doing?” Asked Viva.
    “Oh anything what were آپ doing in there?” Asked Musa.
    “Nothing were are the other girls?” کہا Viva as they both began to walk back down the hall.
    “Oh there all up...