Courtney's Prov.
Once I saw all those pills, I soon began to think about my life and my future. But at the same time, I had this awful urge to try it. I didn't understand it. I remember when my mother used to talk about drugs to me, and stress all the time about because my sister got bad into drugs and ended up going to rehab, then jail. I thought of my sister, but at the same time, I pushed all those thoughts aside because of that urge.
I snapped out of my thoughts when I saw جے hand Duncan the plate with crushed pills on it in a line, and a straw.
I looked at Duncan as he took the straw put one end in his nose and the other to the line, and snorted the line.
"What kind of pill is that?", I asked.
"Methadone.", Duncan کہا as he whipped his nose and curled his nose up.
He handed the plate to me. I looked at him for a moment and grabbed the plate and the straw. I sat it on my lap and just looked at it.
Then اگلے thing I knew, I had one end of the straw in my nose and the other on the line, then I snorted it. And right away I shot my head up and curled my nose up and my eyes were wide.
"Shit, that fucking burns!", I کہا feeling the need to sneeze.
Duncan Laughed,"Yeah, it will do that", He کہا as he took the plate away from me.
Did I really just do that? All I knew was that I wanted more..
After awhile we all laid down and watched the movie.
I was so tired, yet I couldn't sleep. My body was almost numb. I couldn't move. My mouth was slightly open but I just couldn't close it. My brain was noticing all these things but my body did not respond. I was so fucked up on pills and weed. I just laid there and I felt Duncan's arm around me but my eyes stayed focused on the movie.
It was around 2 in the morning and we were all still up. Watching movie after movie.
جے stood up, "Hey, me and Ashlyn are going to بستر dude. آپ guys can sleep on the سوفی, لٹانا if you're too fucked up to drive", جے کہا laughing.
"Alright man", Duncan کہا laughing.
I just laid there watching the movie. We were now watching Kick Ass.
After awhile Duncan ended up holding me the way he was before Ashlyn and جے got back from ٹیکو Bell.
We laid there for some time. Then he rolled me over to where I was facing him, then we just stared into each others eyes for awhile. I don't know what it was about this guy. I've known him for like 5 days and already, he was my first kiss, and I've done so many things I thought I would never do. But with him, it's like I'll do anything he wants.
It's hard to explain. His eyes. Damn his eyes. It's like I can't stand him, but at the time. I'd do anything to make him stay in my life.
As I was lost in my thoughts. I was also lost in his eyes. I know that sound awful cheesy but it's true.
Then Duncan kissed me. He put one hand behind my head and grabbed on to my hair and kissed me deeply. And I gladly responded. Our legs were tangled up together. One of his hands was behind my head. The other laid dangerously close to my ass. He began moving his hand up and down the سب, سب سے اوپر of my leg getting closer to my پچھواڑے, گدا each time.
Duncan began biting my lip which caused a small moan to escape my mouth, and Duncan responded to that moan سے طرف کی moving his hand to my thigh and slowly rubbed it. One of his legs were on سب, سب سے اوپر of mine, and my leg was under his.
He slowly started rubbing his man ڈاکو, ہڈ against my still clothed private area. Along with his still being clothed. Of coursed this caused me to moan slightly. Then Duncan took his hand and began rubbing my clothed woman hood. Which caused me to quickly open my eyes and I shot my body up.
"What?", Duncan کہا a little out of breath.
"Okay don't fucking touch me like that. Okay?", I کہا a little pissed off.
"Alright damn. Calm down miss prissy", Duncan کہا leaning up.
"Excuse me?", I کہا standing up with my hands on my hips.
"What, I just کہا miss prissy. No need to get your panties in wade babe.", Duncan said.
"Don't call me babe." I کہا firmly.
"What the hell has got into you?", Duncan کہا a little pissed.
"Okay first off, آپ fucking touched my crotch, second, آپ called me miss prissy. And now you're just being rude." I کہا as I crossed my arms.
"Okay look, I'm sorry, Now come here", Duncan کہا as he grabbed my arm trying to pull me back down.
But I pulled my arm back,"No, Take me back to Julie's.", I کہا to him.
"What the fuck, Why?", Duncan کہا standing up, now towering over me.
"Because, I want to go. Take me. NOW.", I کہا slightly raising my voice.
"You know what, Alright fine.", Duncan کہا as he brushed passed me grabbed his keys and grabbed my arm and pulled me outside.
"Let go of me!", I کہا as I removed his hand.
"My bad", Duncan کہا in a mocking voice waving his hands.
I just rolled my eyes and got in the car. I had my arms crossed. Then Duncan got in the car. He started it and backed out of the drive way and took off driving.
He turned on the موسیقی really loud, just to have me turn it way down. To have Duncan turn it right back up again, and I turned it back down. We continued to do that for some time. Until Duncan pulled over. He put the car in park. Then he got straight in my face.
"Look, My car, my rules. If آپ don't like it آپ can walk!", He کہا really pissed off.
"Ha, Okay. I'm not walking". I کہا looking out the window.
"Look at me.", he said. But I kept facing the other way with my arms crossed. "Look at me," He کہا again. "Look at me!", he کہا as he grabbed my chin and whipped my face the other way to look at him.
We just sat there and looked at each other. No words said.
It's like everything around us went away. And it was just me and Duncan in his car. Nothing around us matter. Just me and him.
Then he leaned in and kissed me softly. To have me respond back. He began a full on make out session. Then Duncan slightly moved his lips away from mine. "It seems like it always ends up like this", He said.
"Ha, yeah.", I کہا as I leaned my head down. He did the same and our foreheads were touching.
"I don't know what we are,", Duncan کہا looking into my eyes."But we are one hell of a pair." He finished.
I slightly giggled,"Oh yeah."
We smiled at each other and began to kiss each other once again.
Once I saw all those pills, I soon began to think about my life and my future. But at the same time, I had this awful urge to try it. I didn't understand it. I remember when my mother used to talk about drugs to me, and stress all the time about because my sister got bad into drugs and ended up going to rehab, then jail. I thought of my sister, but at the same time, I pushed all those thoughts aside because of that urge.
I snapped out of my thoughts when I saw جے hand Duncan the plate with crushed pills on it in a line, and a straw.
I looked at Duncan as he took the straw put one end in his nose and the other to the line, and snorted the line.
"What kind of pill is that?", I asked.
"Methadone.", Duncan کہا as he whipped his nose and curled his nose up.
He handed the plate to me. I looked at him for a moment and grabbed the plate and the straw. I sat it on my lap and just looked at it.
Then اگلے thing I knew, I had one end of the straw in my nose and the other on the line, then I snorted it. And right away I shot my head up and curled my nose up and my eyes were wide.
"Shit, that fucking burns!", I کہا feeling the need to sneeze.
Duncan Laughed,"Yeah, it will do that", He کہا as he took the plate away from me.
Did I really just do that? All I knew was that I wanted more..
After awhile we all laid down and watched the movie.
I was so tired, yet I couldn't sleep. My body was almost numb. I couldn't move. My mouth was slightly open but I just couldn't close it. My brain was noticing all these things but my body did not respond. I was so fucked up on pills and weed. I just laid there and I felt Duncan's arm around me but my eyes stayed focused on the movie.
It was around 2 in the morning and we were all still up. Watching movie after movie.
جے stood up, "Hey, me and Ashlyn are going to بستر dude. آپ guys can sleep on the سوفی, لٹانا if you're too fucked up to drive", جے کہا laughing.
"Alright man", Duncan کہا laughing.
I just laid there watching the movie. We were now watching Kick Ass.
After awhile Duncan ended up holding me the way he was before Ashlyn and جے got back from ٹیکو Bell.
We laid there for some time. Then he rolled me over to where I was facing him, then we just stared into each others eyes for awhile. I don't know what it was about this guy. I've known him for like 5 days and already, he was my first kiss, and I've done so many things I thought I would never do. But with him, it's like I'll do anything he wants.
It's hard to explain. His eyes. Damn his eyes. It's like I can't stand him, but at the time. I'd do anything to make him stay in my life.
As I was lost in my thoughts. I was also lost in his eyes. I know that sound awful cheesy but it's true.
Then Duncan kissed me. He put one hand behind my head and grabbed on to my hair and kissed me deeply. And I gladly responded. Our legs were tangled up together. One of his hands was behind my head. The other laid dangerously close to my ass. He began moving his hand up and down the سب, سب سے اوپر of my leg getting closer to my پچھواڑے, گدا each time.
Duncan began biting my lip which caused a small moan to escape my mouth, and Duncan responded to that moan سے طرف کی moving his hand to my thigh and slowly rubbed it. One of his legs were on سب, سب سے اوپر of mine, and my leg was under his.
He slowly started rubbing his man ڈاکو, ہڈ against my still clothed private area. Along with his still being clothed. Of coursed this caused me to moan slightly. Then Duncan took his hand and began rubbing my clothed woman hood. Which caused me to quickly open my eyes and I shot my body up.
"What?", Duncan کہا a little out of breath.
"Okay don't fucking touch me like that. Okay?", I کہا a little pissed off.
"Alright damn. Calm down miss prissy", Duncan کہا leaning up.
"Excuse me?", I کہا standing up with my hands on my hips.
"What, I just کہا miss prissy. No need to get your panties in wade babe.", Duncan said.
"Don't call me babe." I کہا firmly.
"What the hell has got into you?", Duncan کہا a little pissed.
"Okay first off, آپ fucking touched my crotch, second, آپ called me miss prissy. And now you're just being rude." I کہا as I crossed my arms.
"Okay look, I'm sorry, Now come here", Duncan کہا as he grabbed my arm trying to pull me back down.
But I pulled my arm back,"No, Take me back to Julie's.", I کہا to him.
"What the fuck, Why?", Duncan کہا standing up, now towering over me.
"Because, I want to go. Take me. NOW.", I کہا slightly raising my voice.
"You know what, Alright fine.", Duncan کہا as he brushed passed me grabbed his keys and grabbed my arm and pulled me outside.
"Let go of me!", I کہا as I removed his hand.
"My bad", Duncan کہا in a mocking voice waving his hands.
I just rolled my eyes and got in the car. I had my arms crossed. Then Duncan got in the car. He started it and backed out of the drive way and took off driving.
He turned on the موسیقی really loud, just to have me turn it way down. To have Duncan turn it right back up again, and I turned it back down. We continued to do that for some time. Until Duncan pulled over. He put the car in park. Then he got straight in my face.
"Look, My car, my rules. If آپ don't like it آپ can walk!", He کہا really pissed off.
"Ha, Okay. I'm not walking". I کہا looking out the window.
"Look at me.", he said. But I kept facing the other way with my arms crossed. "Look at me," He کہا again. "Look at me!", he کہا as he grabbed my chin and whipped my face the other way to look at him.
We just sat there and looked at each other. No words said.
It's like everything around us went away. And it was just me and Duncan in his car. Nothing around us matter. Just me and him.
Then he leaned in and kissed me softly. To have me respond back. He began a full on make out session. Then Duncan slightly moved his lips away from mine. "It seems like it always ends up like this", He said.
"Ha, yeah.", I کہا as I leaned my head down. He did the same and our foreheads were touching.
"I don't know what we are,", Duncan کہا looking into my eyes."But we are one hell of a pair." He finished.
I slightly giggled,"Oh yeah."
We smiled at each other and began to kiss each other once again.
Sun Rise in New York.
