“I…I … I cant tell you,” آپ say softly.
“Yes آپ can,” she says with a smile as آپ walk towards home. آپ sigh then look down at the ground.
“Fine,” آپ say. “I’ll tell you, but not here, lets go over there!” آپ say and point towards the woods, آپ grab her arm and start to quickly walk towards the woods.
“Ahh, دکھائیں down!! What could be so secret that آپ have to drag me to the woods to tell me,” she says as آپ get to the woods and she gets away.
“Cause,” آپ say. “I’ll tell you, but آپ got to swear that آپ wont tell, my mom, یا anybody, nobody at all!” آپ almost yell using odd hand gestures.
“Ok! I wont!” she yells.
“Ok, promise?” آپ ask. She nods… “Ok,” آپ say then take a breath. “While I was in Detroit, and going out with Marshall something happened, and we ended up having sex,” آپ say. She looks at آپ shocked. “Im not done, and I got pregnant,” آپ say.
“What!” she yells. آپ sigh and nod. “Your only 13,” she says.
“Well, I’ll be 14 when the baby’s born, and shit happens,” آپ say looking down at the ground.
“Are آپ gonna keep it?” she asks as آپ start to walk out of the woods and back towards home.
“Yeah, I wanna keep it, it’s a part of Marshall and I cant let that go,” آپ say playing your hand on آپ stomach. Annie smiles.
“Well, I can help آپ when the baby is born,” she says. آپ smile.
“Thanks Annie,” آپ say and hug her.
“What آپ gonna name it?” she asks.
“I don’t know yet, I don’t know if its boy یا a girl,” آپ say. “I cant really go to the doctor to find out because I’d have to tell my parents, and if they found out they would flip out and make me get an abortion یا something,” آپ say. “They already had a enough crap dealing with Nick,” آپ add.
“Probably,” she says. “But you’re gonna have to tell them sometime,” she says.
“Yeah but that can wait,” آپ say stopping in front of Annie’s house.
“Ok, well good luck with that, and I’ll see آپ tomorrow,” Annie says.
“Yep,” آپ say with a smile then walk home. Once ہوم آپ go strait to your room, آپ lay down on the bed, آپ grab the picture of Marshall off the میز, جدول اگلے to آپ and stare at it. “We’re gonna have a beautiful baby,” آپ whisper as if he can hear you.
A few hours later Mya comes running into your room. “Abby!” she yells and jumps on your bed.
“Hey,” آپ say picking her up.
“Mommy say رات کے کھانے, شام کا کھانا done,” she says cutely.
“Ok, well lets go then,” آپ say getting of the bed, آپ pick up Mya and carry her out with you. “This one کہا رات کے کھانے, شام کا کھانا was done,” آپ say and laugh slightly.
“Yeah,” your Father says taking your sister away from you, آپ go sit down in a chair اگلے to Mya. Your Dad hands آپ a plate of steak, baked beans and wild rice.
FFW >> About 2 months later…..
You’re three months pregnant now, the throwing up has stopped, and آپ sort of feel a little better. (Bruce is playing odd music… its like Halloween crap and its no lol) آپ still haven’t told your parents that your pregnant, آپ don’t wanna but you’re going to tonight. You’re going to see if they will let آپ go to one of them pregnant schools, آپ know theres one located not to far from your original school.
Its after رات کے کھانے, شام کا کھانا and آپ just sat آپ parents down and you’re going to tell them, and watch them freak the fuck out….
“Ok, why are آپ making us sit here?” your Mom asks. آپ take a deep breath.
“Well آپ know how… I uh… yeah, uhh,” آپ say, آپ don’t know how to say what آپ wanna say. “Had sex,” آپ say quickly, not expecting it to just fly out of your mouth like that. The both look angry for a سیکنڈ then they just stare at آپ like they know what you’re going to say.
“Let me guess, you’re pregnant,” آپ Father says trying to hold back the anger. آپ nod with a very scared look on your face. He sakes his head.
“Im sorry!” آپ say starting to cry as your Dad sits there steaming.
“How could آپ let that happen!” your Dad yells standing up, آپ back away a bit.
“It just happened!” آپ cry.
“Let me talk to your Mother in private, آپ go wait in your room,” your Dad says, آپ slowly walk upstairs to your room.
MOMS POV>>>
“What are we going to do?” Dane asks آپ pacing back and forth.
“Well, first we gotta take it easy on her, shes just a kid,” آپ say.
“Exactly!” he yells. “And shes going to have a child and 14 years old, that’s not right, what are people going to think!” he yells at you. “She should have an abortion,” he adds.
“No, we cant do that, I don’t wanna kill a baby,” آپ say. He sighs angrily.
“Fine, then she’ll have it and give it up for adoption,” he says.
“Ok fine,” آپ say. “That’s good, she couldn’t raise this child سے طرف کی herself and I don’t wanna do it,” آپ say…. آپ head to your daughter room and tell her what آپ came up with, she don’t agree with it but, too bad for her. آپ also when over the whole pregnant school thing and آپ decided to let her go there so she don’t have to be laughed at, at her other school and go though all the bullshit, but after she has the baby she’d go back to regular school. آپ leave the room angry, Dane and Lily are both angry also but after awhile you’ll all get over it….
BACK TO YOUR POV>> FIRST دن AT THE PREGNANT SCHOOLNESS…. (LOL)
آپ walk into the building and walk up to the front desk. The lady smiles at you. “Hi, my name is Lily, uh yeah,” آپ say آپ have no idea what to do یا where to go, the school is very small, and apparently theres only one classroom, the other rooms are helping آپ though teen pregnancy.
“Ok, go down this hall, room 8,” she says pointing down the hall with a smile. آپ walk down the hall, and look in the door window, there’s a bunch of girls sitting there watching the teacher, آپ feel very nervous. آپ knock on the door, everyone stops and looks, the teacher motions آپ in.
“Hello, آپ must be Lily,” the teacher says. آپ nod, she miles. “Have a نشست right there,” she says pointing to a نشست in the سیکنڈ row سے طرف کی the window.
“Thanks,” آپ say quietly. Its obvious that you’re the youngest there, but the other girls don’t seem to mind, a black girl اگلے to آپ turns to آپ and smiles. “Uhh hello?” آپ ask as she stares at you. “Can I help آپ with something?” آپ ask annoyed with her.
“We should be friends,” she says with a smile.
“Im Natalie,” she says. “But آپ can call me Nat,” she says.
“Ok, Hi, Im Lily,” آپ say.
“So some loser knocked آپ up too huh?” she asks, آپ give her a dirty look. “Oh… still with him?” she asks. آپ sigh sort of mad.
“No, we had to اقدام so yeah, he lives in Detroit,” آپ say.
“Oh a bad nigga huh?” she asks.
“No. He’s white, and uh… hes not ‘bad’,” آپ say like what the fuck is with this chick.
“Oh, ok I get ya girl,” she says. آپ stare at her, she is a very weird girl, but in a strange way آپ sort of like her, and maybe آپ two can help each other out. “So how old are you?” she asks.
“13 almost 14,” آپ say.
“Dang girl,” she says.
“How old are you?” آپ ask as if you’re getting back at her in a way.
“16,” she says.
“Oh,” آپ say then look back at the teacher who just keep blabbing, آپ and Nat don’t even pay attention the whole time, آپ just talk…. آپ exchange numbers with Nat before….
Class is over and your outside of the school hanging with Nat… “So who your baby Daddy?” she asks.
“Uh, Marshall,” آپ say.
“He sexy?” she asks.
“…………uhh…… sure?” آپ say.
“Oh so he ugly then?” she asks.
“No,” آپ say.
“Ok so he sexy,” she says as آپ walk down the street.
“Yeah,” آپ say. She shakes her head.
“You need to loosen up,” she says.
“I am loose…I mean… yeah…. آپ know what I mean, loose sounds bad,” آپ say then laugh, Nat laughs too….
“I know…. See now آپ been cool,” she says.
“I just never had someone ask me so many questions,” آپ laugh.
“Wait till آپ apply for a job,” she says.
“Great,” آپ say….
“So آپ live near by?” she asks.
“Yeah over there,” آپ say pointing to your neighborhood.
“Same,” she says.
“Sweet,” آپ say with a smile. As آپ to walk home, Annie catches up with you.
“Hey, Lily!” she says. “Missed آپ at school,” she says.
“Yeah,” آپ say.
“Who’s this?” Annie asks pointing to Nat.
“Im Natalie,” she say. “Call me Nat,” she add.
“K, Nat,” Annie says. “Cool, آپ know its Friday, we all should see a movie یا something,” Annie suggests.
“Sure, Im in,” آپ say. “You in Nat?” آپ ask.
“Yeah, I gotta get money first, hold up,” she says.
“Nice house,” آپ say as آپ watch her walk into the house.\
“Thanks!” she yells back…. She comes back a few منٹ later, آپ and Annie drop of your things then آپ go see a movie…..
آپ arrive at the theater…. “What we seein?” Nat asks.
“Oh! Friday the 13th!” آپ say.
“If they let us in,” Annie adds in.
“I got a cousin who works here, he’ll let us in,” Nat says, آپ walk in the theater….
“Hey Nat, what up?” the guy who آپ assume is Nat’s cousin asks.
“Hey Denaun, we need tickets,” Nat says.
“For what?” Denaun asks.
“Friday the 13th nigga,” she says.
“Ok, wheres my money?” he says like hes jokin.
“Nigga, where’s my discount?” Nat asks.
“Fine, nigga,” he says.
“Here,” she says handing him 10,” he gives her 3 tickets, آپ buy popcorn, pop, and candy then go into the movie….
“Damn, Nat آپ cousin is fine,” Annie says.
“He too old for you, he has a girlfriend anyway,” Nat says as آپ sit in the back row.
“Damn,” she says and grabs some popcorn. آپ laugh at her. آپ start to think that being back isn’t so bad, but آپ still miss Marshall, but you’re having a good time and آپ like it. Once the movie starts the theater goes silent…. Which was sort of surprising considering the fact that all the people in the theater are stupid teens, and usually they never shut the fuck up…. But that all stopped once the ‘scary’ parts started…