nemo

I'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore

A fragile frame aged
With misery
And when our eyes meet
I know آپ see

I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut
I may seem crazy
یا painfully shy
And these scars wouldn't be so hidden
If آپ would just look me in the eye
I feel alone here and cold here
Though I don't want to die
But the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills inside

I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut
Pain
I am not alone
I am not alone

I'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore

But I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I found it when
I was cut

As his tears fall
As the light shines
As the blood drips
And how the bird's fly

How it hurts when آپ bleed
How it's sad when آپ die
When she scream's آپ sob
And how the baby cries

The pain is bad
Terrible for you
آپ cut yourself
She stabbed the truth

She pray's for truth
آپ try it yourself
آپ pray for lies
It wouldn't be felt with delt

The moon is white
The sun is unknown
Your blood is red
Soon to be found

The longer it gets
The badder it is
The blacker the red
It will get the rest

آپ get on your knees
It doesn't make sense
She should be the one
The defenision of death

To love is difficult
To hate it possible
To آپ it's everything
To her it's probable

As her tear's fall
As the light shines
As the blood drips
How she would cry

Now the never the better
Now the love it ends
As she never would do it
And آپ would have never of listened

They laugh and they joke when they push آپ around,
They think It's funny when آپ fall to the ground,
They're stupid... And strong,
But they run this prison called school,
The smart and the weak are just put in a box,
Only taken to suffer the mocking and beating of those around you,
To survive آپ must take it... Let no one see the pain,
This makes nothing better!
To hold your emotions?!
To push them down deep?
This is not a solution!
This is a bomb,
Soon to be set... For when آپ have nowhere to push something down آپ burst out in sorrow and let them all out,
آپ drown those around you,
آپ دکھائیں them this pain... But they laugh and they joke and it only gets worse,
And all of these problems... All start in the very... First... Line...

When darkness enshrouds and there is nowhere to run... The Devil's laugh taunts me,
As it rings in my ear... It gets louder... Until it sounds like a roar,
I can hear no one speaking... My دوستوں are not there... All I can see are the Demons that have tormented me,
I want to fight back... I want to break free,
But those Demons surround me... They know I am maimed... They know i am wounded... They laugh at my pain... They know that I suffer... That I hurt way down deep,
They think It's amusing,
They think It's a joke,
When they toy with your emotions... They could never know,
How badly it hurts me... How much I have been through,
They just see the outside... They never look in... To see my ambitions... My dreams... <3