Spike

Let me start سے طرف کی saying that I can easily develop a strong connection with fictional characters. I’m not sure why that is, but I suppose that’s what makes me a good writer. Because I can put myself in their shoes, see things from their point of view. So, when something happens to one of those characters I can be quite upset about it. I know it’s not real, but it feels real.

I’ve liked Debra Parker from the get go. I know a lot of people suspected her to be one of Joe’s followers, but I never doubted her innocence. Why did so many people think she was a follower? Because she gave Joe...

I'll always remember the دن we first met
I was living life in paradise
Now I can assure آپ that I truly regret
Every time آپ were on my mind

I was too blind to see the truth
But now I can see right through

'Cause my eyes have been opened
Now I can see who آپ really are
And I'm not gonna sit and wait here
'Til I can reach your heart
I still believe there's a soul underneath your skin
But I just can't wait for it

I'll never forget the دن آپ screwed it up
You insulted me in a painful way
Next morning it was my time of luck
He was like the answer to my prayers

I was too blind to see the truth
But now I can...

آپ look upon me with all of your arrogance
And I never know what to say
But I just can't help but always giving آپ another chance
'Cause when آپ smile I just melt away

I can hear the موسیقی playing
I don't get a word from what they're saying
After all their talking I still can't turn my back on you
I know it's less right than wrong
But without آپ I just can't go on
And if I have to I'll prefer the lie beyond the truth

Still I know that you're door
Will always be locked for me
I know we're not meant to be
But آپ know that I won't let go
I'll never walk away
'Cause I'm still hoping I'll be your girl someday...

I'm funny,I'm cheerful,I can make آپ smile
I'd do anything for you,I'd walk a thousand miles
But آپ killed the sparkle in my eyes
When آپ started to tell all your lies
So grab your stuff and leave my life
I won't be the one to sacrifice

Turn around and take a very close look
'Cause you'll never see me again
You can give it your very best shot
But I'll never let آپ in
So walk away and leave my life
I won't be the one to sacrifice

I'm broken,I'm sad,I wanna make آپ cry
I'm a mess,I confess,I want آپ to tell me why
I wanna push آپ through hell like آپ did with
I wanna cause آپ pain,so bad آپ couldn't...

What’s wrong with me
I no longer seem to find a reason to be happy
Trying to hold back the tears searching their way to my cheeks
Swallowing the scream that’s trying to escape my throat
What wrong with me
Trying to walk away from the darkness that’s surrounding me
Hoping there’ll be a دن where I can see things clear
Hoping one دن I’ll find my way back home

You better run, run, run, rus as fast as آپ can
Before I drag آپ down

I’m a pile of misery
I’m a tormented soul
I’m a prisoner of loss
Captured between my walls
I beg آپ nice from my knees
Take away this agony
I’m a wreck
‘Cause since...

I keep running to places I should stay away from
I keep committing actions I can’t make undone
I keep spilling words that should remain in my head
‘Cause I don’t want to spoil something this perfect

I keep changing the rules of this self invented game
I keep changing everything that should stay the same
I’m verbalizing words I wish I could take back
‘Cause I don’t want to ruin something this perfect

I want آپ to whisper my name
And make it sound like a scream
I want آپ to take me to places
I’ve never been
But I know if I’d listen to my دل I’d regret
‘Cause I don’t want to ruin...

Take my eyes from their sockets
And squeeze them till there’s no tear left to cry
Take my tongue from my mouth
‘Cause there’s nothing left for me to speak about
Take the skin from my bones
Till all is left is a bloody mess
And then take my دل from my chest

Take my heart
Rip it out
Shatter it to pieces
And crush it in the ground
‘Cause all the reasons
I had left to stay
Are one سے طرف کی one
Taken away

Take the spine from my back
‘Cause now there’s no place left for me to go
Take my hands from my arms
‘Cause I have nothing left worth fighting for
Take the skin from my bones
Till all is left is my bare...

My first thought when I wake up goes to you
Just another دن I have to get through
And I know I’m overreacting
And I know there are worse things
But right now I feel like I’ve lost the only thing I knew

It’s like nothing I’ve ever felt before
And though I want it to stop, I keep asking for more
Guess I rather wallow in hurt, instead of moving on
‘Cause I know the pain, the drama, the tragedy
The tears and the misery
Was worth it all

My last thought before I go to بستر is one of despair
‘Cause I can’t figure out how to be when you’re not there
You’re all see, hear, all I can breathe
You haunt...

They say we should stick together
Create a chain and never let go
But I’m not gonna act like a hypocrite
‘Cause I’m fed up with your over-dramatic show
Your criticism doesn’t make any sense
It’s nothing but a bunch of crap
And I doubt I’m on my own in this one
I think a lot of people will کریں تصدیق that

You wanna start a fight?
Let’s not hesitate
But I’m not the one to underestimate
You wanna start a war?
Let’s have it started
But I won’t be the one left broken hearted

You must be so frustrated
You must be filled with hatred
Living with only a brain cell یا two
Knowing you’ll never fit...

Frustration is causing me to pull my hair out
Desperation is causing me to cry my دل out
Imagination has caused my head into the clouds
But realization has caused me to tumble down

Of all the guys I got to know you’re the one I will remember
And I won’t shed a tear, but inside I’ll cry a river

I’m falling back down to earth
My feet steady on the ground
If anything I’ve learned from love
It’s آپ get lost but never found
Broken down from these emotions
I realize how unfair life is
Still I can’t stop believing
There’s gotta be مزید than this

Acting like a کتیا, کتيا I abreact on my friends
Hoping...