As his plane landed the knots were building up in his stomach. تصاویر of past demons suddenly flooding his mind and enormous regrets that had been much easier dealt with thousands of miles away. He knew coming ہوم would prove a difficult task and one he had many doubts about.
As he stepped off the plane he was shocked to find Wilson waiting for him there at the gate. He stood there for a moment looking at his friend. He noticed a cast on Wilson’s wrist. Dominica had told him that Wilson had gotten hurt that day. It had been several months so he wondered just how bad Wilson had gotten hurt. They maintained eye contact and held it as House made his way slowly toward Wilson.
Wilson was prepared for the usual sarcacism from House, but he was met with a completely different man.
“How did آپ know I was flying ہوم today?”
"Dominica called me."
"You can't tell women anything."
House waited for Wilson to break the silence but he was not forthcoming with conversation.
“How is the wrist” House asked him?
It’s in a cast House. How do آپ think it is?
“I am sorry Wilson.” I wasn’t thinking ………..
“No آپ were thinking! آپ were thinking about the same thing آپ always think about!”
“You were thinking of yourself!” آپ are your highest priority!
“You’re right”, but I am trying to make some changes.
“I know House I have heard this speech before.” Why are آپ here? Why did آپ come back?
Apparently so آپ could meet me at the airport and yell at me.
“Don’t worry, the only thing I wanted to do was come and face آپ and tell آپ what a bastard آپ really are! It has nothing to do with your real father not claiming آپ either! "I want nothing to do with آپ House!”
They started to walk away but House stopped. He had come to face his wrongs and to amke peace.
Wilson! Wilson! Please wait! I am sorry. I know that doesn’t fix it but I am sorry. I have had time to deal with who I am and what I have done. I know I hav ebeen a jerk.
Wilson began to walk away.
Wilson!!.... آپ are family. The only one I have left.
“Then آپ don’t have any family House because I am done with you.”
Wilson please!
There is one thing House, “Cuddy left a letter and told me if I ever saw آپ again to give it to you.” He pulled the letter from his کوٹ and handed it to House.
Wilson I ……………………….
Wilson heard him but he kept walking.
“I am done with you.” Those words beat against his soul like a hammer. He had heard them before in the same tone with the same frustration and aggravation. He had heard them from “her.”
With an envelope in hand that held a letter from her he headed ہوم and he had asked Dominica to give him the night alone. When he walked into the apartment he thought all the memories would be there waiting on him. They were but the ones that flooded his mind now were of her and them. He sat down and pulled the letter from his کوٹ and he slowly opened it wondering maybe if she had lined it with anthrax.
He began to read:
House,
آپ really are a self centered son of a ………… I can’t believe that آپ would have done this. Did آپ ever think about Rachel? She could have been in that dining room House. How could آپ have done this? I knew آپ were capable of hurting me but I never thought آپ would do anything like this. I never thought آپ would do anything that would endanger Rachel یا me physically. I see I gave آپ too much credit.
آپ said,” give me another chance.”
“I can do better”, آپ said.
"I care about آپ and I care about Rachel."
Do آپ remember any of that?
آپ do anything to avoid pain and آپ pour your pain out on anyone stupid enough to care anything about you. For years I lied for you, I broke every rule that I put into play at that hospital because I believed in you. I gave آپ everything آپ son of a ...I hate آپ for this House.
He put the letter down for a moment and tried to find a way to take a breath. "She hated him." He deserved it but she had loved him in a way noone ever had.
He went to the closet and pulled out a tennis shoe that held the last friend he had in it. He pulled the bottle from the shoe and popped the cap. He would always be able to count on vicodin.
Then her words rang in his ear:
“You do anything to avoid pain.” Those words he remembered so well. She had been right all along. Everything he had done in their relationship had been to avoid anything that would have caused him to lose her. Every decision, no matter how bad was to avoid pain. He stared at the pills for a moment and he realized that Cuddy had been the most beautiful thing in his life and he had done all the damage he wanted to do their memories. He went to the sink and poured the vicodin out. He began pouring all the alcohol out too.
"As he went back to the میز, جدول he picked the letter back up."
A few spaces down he saw the words:
“I also love you.” آپ were the دن I fell in love House. آپ were the most exasperating man I had ever met. آپ always thought آپ were right and most of the time آپ were. I remember all those years of your crazy antics and anyone else would have run away screaming but I just kept getting closer and closer to you.
I knew آپ though. I knew who آپ were on the inside. I knew آپ had been hurt and I also knew how warm and loving آپ were capable of being.
آپ were right when آپ کہا I gave آپ everything آپ wanted because one night آپ gave me everything I wanted.
آپ were my first and ultimately آپ were my last because nobody ever came close to دکھانا me the love and affection that آپ did. Noone ever loved me the way آپ did. آپ were so tender and so passionate.
I remember how your hands felt sliding down my waist and lifting my بلاؤز, کمری over my head and the way آپ looked at me sent waves of passion through me. آپ looked at me as if I were the most beautiful woman آپ had ever saw.
He paused for a moment", as he thought to himself, "you have always been the most beautiful woman I have ever known."
He comtinued reading.
I remember what your lips felt like as they claimed mine and when your body was pressed against mine. I remember the way آپ looked at me when آپ had taken every piece of clothes from me. I remember the groans that escaped your lips when آپ were inside me.
Because I remember those things I will always love you. آپ did make me better. But I didn’t make آپ better. I became your problem. آپ kept me at arms length distance with pills, alcohol, and lies. Anything to avoid what آپ thought would end in ultimate disaster.
The دن of my surgery آپ sent people in, hacked my schedule, paid for my test results. But آپ refused to go through it with me. Instead of doing eveything آپ could do to figure out what to do آپ hid and panicked because oyu were afraid of pain.
آپ thought آپ had to be miserable to be a good doctor and I would have gladly listened to آپ about any case. I wanted to be a part of your life and share your life but the only thing آپ shared with me of yourself was sex. I wanted "you." I loved "you."
House, "you are the most incredible man I have ever known", but I am not what آپ need.
I am still so mad at آپ and so hurt that آپ could put my life and Rachel’s in jeopardy. For that I could never trust آپ again. I can never do that to Rachel.
I am leaving to get a new start. I will drop all the charges. But all debts are paid in full and we are done. Everything I have done to hurt آپ یا cause آپ pain is now "paid in full."We could have had it all but آپ couldn’t take a chance and ultimately I can’t take any مزید chances on you.
Cuddy
As he held the letter tears began to pour from his eyes like rain. No vicodin, no alcohol, no pain numbing methods would be used. This time he would allow himself to feel the pain.
As he stepped off the plane he was shocked to find Wilson waiting for him there at the gate. He stood there for a moment looking at his friend. He noticed a cast on Wilson’s wrist. Dominica had told him that Wilson had gotten hurt that day. It had been several months so he wondered just how bad Wilson had gotten hurt. They maintained eye contact and held it as House made his way slowly toward Wilson.
Wilson was prepared for the usual sarcacism from House, but he was met with a completely different man.
“How did آپ know I was flying ہوم today?”
"Dominica called me."
"You can't tell women anything."
House waited for Wilson to break the silence but he was not forthcoming with conversation.
“How is the wrist” House asked him?
It’s in a cast House. How do آپ think it is?
“I am sorry Wilson.” I wasn’t thinking ………..
“No آپ were thinking! آپ were thinking about the same thing آپ always think about!”
“You were thinking of yourself!” آپ are your highest priority!
“You’re right”, but I am trying to make some changes.
“I know House I have heard this speech before.” Why are آپ here? Why did آپ come back?
Apparently so آپ could meet me at the airport and yell at me.
“Don’t worry, the only thing I wanted to do was come and face آپ and tell آپ what a bastard آپ really are! It has nothing to do with your real father not claiming آپ either! "I want nothing to do with آپ House!”
They started to walk away but House stopped. He had come to face his wrongs and to amke peace.
Wilson! Wilson! Please wait! I am sorry. I know that doesn’t fix it but I am sorry. I have had time to deal with who I am and what I have done. I know I hav ebeen a jerk.
Wilson began to walk away.
Wilson!!.... آپ are family. The only one I have left.
“Then آپ don’t have any family House because I am done with you.”
Wilson please!
There is one thing House, “Cuddy left a letter and told me if I ever saw آپ again to give it to you.” He pulled the letter from his کوٹ and handed it to House.
Wilson I ……………………….
Wilson heard him but he kept walking.
“I am done with you.” Those words beat against his soul like a hammer. He had heard them before in the same tone with the same frustration and aggravation. He had heard them from “her.”
With an envelope in hand that held a letter from her he headed ہوم and he had asked Dominica to give him the night alone. When he walked into the apartment he thought all the memories would be there waiting on him. They were but the ones that flooded his mind now were of her and them. He sat down and pulled the letter from his کوٹ and he slowly opened it wondering maybe if she had lined it with anthrax.
He began to read:
House,
آپ really are a self centered son of a ………… I can’t believe that آپ would have done this. Did آپ ever think about Rachel? She could have been in that dining room House. How could آپ have done this? I knew آپ were capable of hurting me but I never thought آپ would do anything like this. I never thought آپ would do anything that would endanger Rachel یا me physically. I see I gave آپ too much credit.
آپ said,” give me another chance.”
“I can do better”, آپ said.
"I care about آپ and I care about Rachel."
Do آپ remember any of that?
آپ do anything to avoid pain and آپ pour your pain out on anyone stupid enough to care anything about you. For years I lied for you, I broke every rule that I put into play at that hospital because I believed in you. I gave آپ everything آپ son of a ...I hate آپ for this House.
He put the letter down for a moment and tried to find a way to take a breath. "She hated him." He deserved it but she had loved him in a way noone ever had.
He went to the closet and pulled out a tennis shoe that held the last friend he had in it. He pulled the bottle from the shoe and popped the cap. He would always be able to count on vicodin.
Then her words rang in his ear:
“You do anything to avoid pain.” Those words he remembered so well. She had been right all along. Everything he had done in their relationship had been to avoid anything that would have caused him to lose her. Every decision, no matter how bad was to avoid pain. He stared at the pills for a moment and he realized that Cuddy had been the most beautiful thing in his life and he had done all the damage he wanted to do their memories. He went to the sink and poured the vicodin out. He began pouring all the alcohol out too.
"As he went back to the میز, جدول he picked the letter back up."
A few spaces down he saw the words:
“I also love you.” آپ were the دن I fell in love House. آپ were the most exasperating man I had ever met. آپ always thought آپ were right and most of the time آپ were. I remember all those years of your crazy antics and anyone else would have run away screaming but I just kept getting closer and closer to you.
I knew آپ though. I knew who آپ were on the inside. I knew آپ had been hurt and I also knew how warm and loving آپ were capable of being.
آپ were right when آپ کہا I gave آپ everything آپ wanted because one night آپ gave me everything I wanted.
آپ were my first and ultimately آپ were my last because nobody ever came close to دکھانا me the love and affection that آپ did. Noone ever loved me the way آپ did. آپ were so tender and so passionate.
I remember how your hands felt sliding down my waist and lifting my بلاؤز, کمری over my head and the way آپ looked at me sent waves of passion through me. آپ looked at me as if I were the most beautiful woman آپ had ever saw.
He paused for a moment", as he thought to himself, "you have always been the most beautiful woman I have ever known."
He comtinued reading.
I remember what your lips felt like as they claimed mine and when your body was pressed against mine. I remember the way آپ looked at me when آپ had taken every piece of clothes from me. I remember the groans that escaped your lips when آپ were inside me.
Because I remember those things I will always love you. آپ did make me better. But I didn’t make آپ better. I became your problem. آپ kept me at arms length distance with pills, alcohol, and lies. Anything to avoid what آپ thought would end in ultimate disaster.
The دن of my surgery آپ sent people in, hacked my schedule, paid for my test results. But آپ refused to go through it with me. Instead of doing eveything آپ could do to figure out what to do آپ hid and panicked because oyu were afraid of pain.
آپ thought آپ had to be miserable to be a good doctor and I would have gladly listened to آپ about any case. I wanted to be a part of your life and share your life but the only thing آپ shared with me of yourself was sex. I wanted "you." I loved "you."
House, "you are the most incredible man I have ever known", but I am not what آپ need.
I am still so mad at آپ and so hurt that آپ could put my life and Rachel’s in jeopardy. For that I could never trust آپ again. I can never do that to Rachel.
I am leaving to get a new start. I will drop all the charges. But all debts are paid in full and we are done. Everything I have done to hurt آپ یا cause آپ pain is now "paid in full."We could have had it all but آپ couldn’t take a chance and ultimately I can’t take any مزید chances on you.
Cuddy
As he held the letter tears began to pour from his eyes like rain. No vicodin, no alcohol, no pain numbing methods would be used. This time he would allow himself to feel the pain.
So I چرا لیا, چوری کی this game from the "House M.D." پرستار page because it is a lot of fun and I thought all the Huddiers might enjoy playing :) It's also a fun game to pass the time between now and Jan 11th (sooo long!)
So the game goes like this: A player will make a hunch about the اگلے person (has to do with huddy of course). The player who جوابات will either say true (they agree with the statement) یا false (they disagree with the statement). then they will make a hunch about the اگلے person and so on. آپ use TPBM (the person below me) _____.
For example:
User123: The perso below me hates Huddy
HuddyJoy0524: False!!! I love Huddy!
TPBM thinks the Huddy scene with Rachel in season 5 was adorable
Etc, etc.
I'll start:
TPBM's پسندیدہ Huddy scene is the kiss in "Joy."
So the game goes like this: A player will make a hunch about the اگلے person (has to do with huddy of course). The player who جوابات will either say true (they agree with the statement) یا false (they disagree with the statement). then they will make a hunch about the اگلے person and so on. آپ use TPBM (the person below me) _____.
For example:
User123: The perso below me hates Huddy
HuddyJoy0524: False!!! I love Huddy!
TPBM thinks the Huddy scene with Rachel in season 5 was adorable
Etc, etc.
I'll start:
TPBM's پسندیدہ Huddy scene is the kiss in "Joy."
Hiiyaa :D
i just wanted to say I LOVE EPISODE 7
1. i love it that house is really triyng hard to change for cuddy
2. OMG THE DANCE WAS SO SWEEETT XDD
3. i love the tenstion, confution and all the long and amazing lookes they stare at each otherr!
4. haha i like lucas, he adds even مزید tention and he is CLEARLY not gonna take house's place..
5. house is gonna be jelous... this is gonna be so cool XD
think about it, HUDDY IS GOING SOMEWEHRE, we can all see something is gonna happen between them, but until then we can enjoy their flirtations, tention, SATRES, and mocking XD
and think about cuddy for a sec, she has been waiting a long time for house, and she has been making alot of efforts too! now it house's time to fight even مزید for her attention:)
i just wanted to say I LOVE EPISODE 7
1. i love it that house is really triyng hard to change for cuddy
2. OMG THE DANCE WAS SO SWEEETT XDD
3. i love the tenstion, confution and all the long and amazing lookes they stare at each otherr!
4. haha i like lucas, he adds even مزید tention and he is CLEARLY not gonna take house's place..
5. house is gonna be jelous... this is gonna be so cool XD
think about it, HUDDY IS GOING SOMEWEHRE, we can all see something is gonna happen between them, but until then we can enjoy their flirtations, tention, SATRES, and mocking XD
and think about cuddy for a sec, she has been waiting a long time for house, and she has been making alot of efforts too! now it house's time to fight even مزید for her attention:)