chapter 1 ~


i thought that my life was normal easy clear stable but life is change a lot .... when آپ got that change the fear control s every cell of your body the fear of the future آپ would never give the thought of it will be better a change for good i think !.....~
my mother and i never did agree On one thing in all my life she always think that i am the liability promising future since the دن i came to this life i stop her planes for the future . we fight a lot i start to think to leave ہوم live alone some were she was the سیکنڈ wife of chief سوان, ہنس but she got divorced after she got some money when her father dead she love big city life
i live in hell every دن she tell me that i was the worst thing she got ohhhhhhhhhhhh my god help " casy " my mother sally called " yes mom " i کہا i run to the setting room " what is it mom " i کہا " i ve been thinking i will get marry " she کہا " again " i wandered my mom " castiala behave i am your mother "she snap at me i don't want an other man in my life to act like " a father " damn " i don't think it gona be good idea " i کہا angry " i don;t think this is any of your business " she کہا wave her hand " mom " i کہا she stop me with her both hands " i got an idea if آپ don't want this آپ can go stay with your father charlie " she کہا my mouth full open i look at her like she was crazy " but what would he say "i کہا smiling i got this escape away form this hell i don't care new town new دوستوں new life " he was already want آپ he talk to me مزید than once i think tell آپ first " mom کہا " yes " i کہا laugh " hell ya " i کہا laugh again i call my dad for the first time in my life tell him that i am come to live with him he was happy me too i got a fahter asister too that was great forks is small town all green ساحل سمندر, بیچ oh god thank god ساحل سمندر, بیچ when my flight land down i find the chief car dad & bella my sister waiting for me " ارے casy how are آپ " dad کہا he hugs me for a منٹ " ارے dad " i کہا " ارے i am bella " bella کہا " i know ارے " i کہا i hug her too . when we get ہوم i notice that i am a liability again there is no room for me i like to sleep on the سوفی, لٹانا i put my stuff on the سوفی, لٹانا " no way آپ can't sleep here " dad کہا in so lovely tune " no realy i got no problem its ok dad " i کہا smiling " what ever make آپ happy " dad کہا finaly someone understand someone give me my freadom to do what ever make me happy i kiss his cheek " thanks dad " i کہا bella don't look like me in her house something in her face make me worry i wakeup first one in the house i was so exaited so happy i make the breakfast for all of us " good morning dad " i کہا " ارے what all that " he کہا " good morning baby " dad said
we eat the break fast together in silance " see آپ girls I got to go "dad کہا we both set in silance for like 3 منٹ " so how we will go to school "i ask her
" my bf edward will drive us to school " she کہا " don't tell dad ok " she add i shook my head i lock my lips she smile when the silver volvo get to the door " edward this is casy my young sister " bella said
casy this is edward my bf "

she add i sheck his hands it was so cold " nice to meet آپ " i کہا " nice to meet آپ too " edward کہا in really smooth voice the school دن was boring i got no دوستوں i follow bella where ever she gose
i think she did
n't like that so i set in the car till she came dreaming about the ساحل سمندر, بیچ she promise me we will take awalk on the ساحل سمندر, بیچ the cullens are so cool but i am don't think the like me anyway
, when the school دن end edward take us to the ساحل سمندر, بیچ i can smell the salt from here " thank آپ " i کہا but he was so mad he didn't answer me he just drive away i looked at bella " is he mad at me " i ask " no he is mad at me cos i am here to see jacob " she said
" so isn't jacobk is your friend " i ask " yes but he kind of had acrash on me یا something " she کہا i just shut up & enjoy the see the sand everything i take all دن on the ساحل سمندر, بیچ bella told me about the edwrad & jacob they are not like each other
i just listen no coment when we get ہوم dad was here but he wasn't alone a big dark man on awheel chair " ارے girls did آپ have fun " dad کہا i nodded " yes " bella کہا " ارے bily " she کہا " ارے bella how are آپ " he کہا back " casy bily black is my best friend " dad کہا " nice to meet آپ " i کہا sheek his hands
" nice to see آپ too " he کہا he realy look freandly " i was on the ساحل سمندر, بیچ where is jacob bily " bella ask " he really wan to see آپ too but he is alittel bust rightnow " bily کہا bella nodded after رات کے کھانے, شام کا کھانا dad talk to bella about jacob alot , so now what bella got admires might be i fell sleep so fast
in the moring i had to stay with bella friend the cullens they are all beautiful like models " casy ' "edward کہا " yes " i answer " did آپ have fun on the ساحل سمندر, بیچ yesterday " he ask it feel like he fors himself to talk to me " yes i did i am going to دن too " i کہا " have fun then " he کہا " thankx " i said
bella take mush time to say goodbye to edward i can't blame her he is so beautiful . lapush was the perfict plce for me sand ساحل سمندر, بیچ green every where
i can spend all the دن here bella watch me lost in the see " this is " i کہا " beautiful " she کہا she chukels someone came out of the woods very big boy tall his skin was amazing rust he wave to bella " ارے bella " he call her " jake " she کہا when he got closer i can see his muscles now & he got beautifl hazel eyes
jacob gives bella a برداشت, ریچھ hud " jacke this is casy my sis " bella کہا " casy this is jacob black " she کہا " ارے " i کہا i reash my hand to shek his when jacob look ate me he was still smiling he have breath taking smile " he,,,,,,,,,, " he کہا & broke he look t me with crazy eyes like he have ever seen agirl befor he was the blind man who see the sun for the first time
he didn't speak iwas still extend my hand few sec pass bella look at jacob black " jacob " she کہا he look t here then he shak my hand finaly " i am jacob " he کہا "i know nice to meet آپ ? i کہا then he broke again سٹار, ستارہ at my eyes bella pulled himtoward the forst " آپ enjoy the view " she tell em while she walk away " i know آپ love the see very mu " she was gonne
i just did ewaht she کہا i enjoy my fave view
jacob black book two
bella take me so far away in the forst " why bella what is it " i کہا " are آپ crazy " bella کہا " what was that jacob " she snape
'" i think .. ithink i am imprint on casy " i کہا i still think about here beautiful spanish eyes ارے smile & her smell like the most deliouse tging on earth
" jack " bella screamed " what " i کہا " she don't know about آپ about all this آپ can't just tell her " she کہا i looke at her like an iduts " she is like a smal baby get everything for the first time
آپ think she can take something like this now " she کہا " pls jake let me tell her first step py step
she کہا calm now " bella " i کہا " she is not ready pls kacob " sje inseast
" what " i snap " آپ can't ask me to stay away bella آپ can;t ask me that " i کہا still angry
" just give two دن if i didnt' آپ can do what ever آپ want ok " she کہا i nodded " ok " i said

castiala book 1
the sunset on lapush is diffrent i love it few mins then bella came out the wood i open my arms woder what is going on " don't care about jacob he is a crack up lets ok its geting dark " she کہا i follo her i want to stay مزید i want to ask her but she is not gonna do either so i get in the car with no ward
jacobb black book 2

i saw bella take her away from me till they both dissaper i felt cold fro the first time on mylife halow & stupid to agree to that stupid idea that bella came with but maybe she is right
i get to the house then i thought it would be better to go in round یا two around charlies hous just in case
may be i could see her once again
when i get to the house i try to sneak peak in to see her once " ارے brother your shift " paul کہا " now ok i will be in sec " i run as fast as i could . push my anger to the ground
chapter 5 castiala book 5
my night was not comfortable i couldn't sleep well the idea of bella layng to me & hid things & secrite it make s me annoying iwant to know what is it i hate it
i writ ia note for my dad" i will go to the ساحل سمندر, بیچ i wount be long casy "
i look at the sun rise from the sea

" why so seriuos " i husky voice کہا behind me it scared me to death i jumed i was sure i was alone " oh " " i am sorry i didn't mean to scare آپ sorry " jacob black کہا " your face was so angry it make me cerious " he کہا smailing his smile take my breath away forget what he was asking
i shook my head to answer " i was thinking about bella " i saID well he know her well maybe he help me to know waht is happening maybe i can help her
he smile waidly know دکھانا his teeth its feel like the sun break out of the clouds jacob freindly smile make him so easy to talk to
" what about bella " he ask then he start to walk he want me to walk with him a walk on th a ساحل سمندر, بیچ with the most beautiful guy i have ever seen in my life i loat in his face i know he was waiting for my answer but it didn't look s bother him he was looking at me like someone who witness on amirecal i just کہا what ever on my mind about bella what ever keep me sleepless last night " casy " he کہا my name with lovely voice " yes " i said.. he pause then he talk adeep breath " look the world not as simple as آپ think it is ok maybe its better to keep this things to make it better some how " jacob کہا what are آپ talking about i کہا " there is stuff in this world آپ never know it was there there is old stories & legends " he کہا part of me know that he was kidding me the other part his face was so serious " what legend " i کہا breathless " stories about vampires blood suker like the cullens " he کہا " what are آپ ... bella ' i said
" don't worry bella know that " he کہا it sounded like he hat tha"dont' worry they don't kill human " he کہا i can't understand what he was saying " there is others like werewloves like me & my pack " he کہا i coulden't breatht he looks worried i don't know what my face looked like " are آپ ok " jacob ask me hold my shoulders his hands was so hot like he just get it out of آگ کے, آگ " god casy آپ are freazing " he کہا " pls don;t be afraid there is مزید that what matter now pls i will never hurt آپ ok " he کہا " the wolves got something like the love of the first sight its not bad thing its very good its مزید than love its imprinting " he contnue " what " i کہا with very week voice