Chapter 3 hope آپ guys like it :)
“Son……I know your pain…but….” But I cut him off.
“No one knows my pain…………..NO ONE!” I said. Walked back into my room and slammed my door.
“Jacob………I only pray that one دن آپ will اقدام on and let go of that pain” he کہا through the door. But I ignored him and placed my تکیا over my face. I slowly shuffled through my blankets searching for the remote for my ihome. Once I found it I began to play Aint no sunshine سے طرف کی Bill Withers and raised the volume so loud that my bedroom wall’s rattled a little. I must have fallen asleep because all I remember was waking up to my ihome turned off and it was dark outside. I looked around my room as if I was in a strange world for a منٹ یا two before I realized I dozed off. I went to the باورچی خانے, باورچی خانہ to find a note on the refrigerator.
ارے Son, I went to Charlie’s if I’m not ہوم before nine there is some food in the frig to reheat.
P.S. I turned off your music-magiga-athing because I couldn’t take hearing that song on repeat.
I glance over that the microwave clock and it was 8:25, I didn’t feel hungry so I sat down and turned on the T.V. I ran my fingers threw my hair; I really needed a cut before I left, Sam has a clipper machine I just let him do it, I mean what the hell it was free and he did a pretty good job, well one time he purposely cut Paul’s hair super short on one side and long on the other Sam refused to cut the other half so Paul was walking around with half his hair cut until it grew back….ahhhh that was the good old days, now Sam was married with twins a son named Elijah and a daughter named Emilia. He was a family man now, well I guess they all were in some ways, it was hard for us to have fun now we all were either working یا taking care of family’s. And so now it was my turn to find my true love and start something of myself, as long as I’m close to Bells I wouldn’t be able to. My father knows some people out in Daytona ساحل سمندر, بیچ that owed him a favor یا two, I already had an apartment and a job lined up for me, I wasn’t really going to college I had to lie because I didn’t want Bells to know, only the pack and my dad knew the truth.
My phone began to ring but it was all the way in my bedroom and I didn’t feel like getting up, if it was important they could leave a message. I flipped through the channels bored out my پچھواڑے, گدا when I saw the head lights of a car pulling up from the driveway, I pressed the info button on my Direct T.v. remote to see the time, it was 9:05 “hmmmm dad’s home” I کہا to myself.
“Your such a loser” کہا Embry as he plopped on the sofa اگلے to me.
“Oh it was آپ two ding bats” I کہا as I glanced over at Embry and Quil, Quil sat on my dad’s Lazy boy and rested is feet on my coffee table.
“Really Jake…….the Discovery Channel” whined Embry.
“Chill man……they have great show’s” defended Quil.
“Oh another bringing ہوم baby fan” joked Embry.
“Oh shut up” کہا Quil as he throw one of the sofa pillow’s at him. I just shook my head and giggled a little.
“So Jake how does it feel becoming a Nascar mechanic?” asked Quil.
“I guess it feels great” I کہا still keeping my eyes on the T.V.
“Dude آپ don’t sound at all happy about this…….you’re going to be Jeff Gordon mechanic” کہا Embry.
“Yeah…..I know” I کہا trying to ignore them.
“Oh come ‘on Jake, are آپ still on that Bella chick” کہا Quil.
“It’s really isn’t any of your damn business” I said.
“Don’t let her ruin this for آپ Jake, this is a new life for you” کہا Embry.
“My life would have been better if she and my baby were in it” I کہا سے طرف کی this time I was getting upset.
From my corner of my eye I could see them look at each other and shrug their shoulders. I know they were just looking out for me and I don’t mean to be major asshole to them but I was still madly in love with Bella, and even though I دکھائیں her that I can’t forgive her I truly miss her and wanted her here with me for this huge opportunity in my life. I know she was happy so I just brush her off so that I wouldn’t ruin it for her. I just need to find my soul mate and اقدام on, and when my dad’s friend gave me this chance I took it, it would get me out of here and really make something of myself. I was only 19 and had a great job, I just have to leave my past here and try not to look back.
“Do آپ think Sam is up at this time” I asked
“I think so, he stays up late…..well he has been doing that lately” کہا Quil.
“Oh cause I need a cut, آپ think he would cut it?” I asked.
“I don’t know, let me text him” کہا Quil. A few منٹ later he got a text back from Sam.
“He کہا sure, we just can’t make too much noise the kids are sleeping” he said. We all got up and made our way to Sam’s. When we got there Sam had the سٹول and his clipper’s ready on the porch.
“Hey Sam” I کہا as I hugged him
“Hey man, Congrat’s on the Job” he said. I sat on the سٹول and took off my shirt.
“Thanks man” I said
“What do آپ want?” he asked.
“He wants the Paul’s” کہا Quil as he laughed. We all had a nick name for that haircut he gave Paul. I called it sunny side cut, Embry called it the Jekyll and hyde, and Quil just called it the Paul’s.
“No way, just my regular” I کہا as I chuckle.
“I won’t do that to him guys he needs to look good for his job…..when is your flight tomorrow?” asked Sam.
“At four in the afternoon” I said.
“I’ll try to سوئنگ, جھول سے طرف کی along with Emily and kids to see آپ off” he said, but I could hear his sadness, I know they were happy for me and at the same time they didn’t want to see me go, but this is for the best, well I hope It was.
The اگلے دن I woke up to All سے طرف کی myself سے طرف کی Eric Carmen playing in the living room, That normally meant he was drunk, He had that song on repeat when my sisters moved and I was hoping he didn’t do that when I left. I didn’t hear him come in last night; Charlie must have just dropped him off. But then I heard them both singing along to the song. I got up and walked to the living room to see Charlie on my sofa and my dad on his wheel chair, both of them holding a corona in their hands. The place smelled of alcohol.
“Son……I know your pain…but….” But I cut him off.
“No one knows my pain…………..NO ONE!” I said. Walked back into my room and slammed my door.
“Jacob………I only pray that one دن آپ will اقدام on and let go of that pain” he کہا through the door. But I ignored him and placed my تکیا over my face. I slowly shuffled through my blankets searching for the remote for my ihome. Once I found it I began to play Aint no sunshine سے طرف کی Bill Withers and raised the volume so loud that my bedroom wall’s rattled a little. I must have fallen asleep because all I remember was waking up to my ihome turned off and it was dark outside. I looked around my room as if I was in a strange world for a منٹ یا two before I realized I dozed off. I went to the باورچی خانے, باورچی خانہ to find a note on the refrigerator.
ارے Son, I went to Charlie’s if I’m not ہوم before nine there is some food in the frig to reheat.
P.S. I turned off your music-magiga-athing because I couldn’t take hearing that song on repeat.
I glance over that the microwave clock and it was 8:25, I didn’t feel hungry so I sat down and turned on the T.V. I ran my fingers threw my hair; I really needed a cut before I left, Sam has a clipper machine I just let him do it, I mean what the hell it was free and he did a pretty good job, well one time he purposely cut Paul’s hair super short on one side and long on the other Sam refused to cut the other half so Paul was walking around with half his hair cut until it grew back….ahhhh that was the good old days, now Sam was married with twins a son named Elijah and a daughter named Emilia. He was a family man now, well I guess they all were in some ways, it was hard for us to have fun now we all were either working یا taking care of family’s. And so now it was my turn to find my true love and start something of myself, as long as I’m close to Bells I wouldn’t be able to. My father knows some people out in Daytona ساحل سمندر, بیچ that owed him a favor یا two, I already had an apartment and a job lined up for me, I wasn’t really going to college I had to lie because I didn’t want Bells to know, only the pack and my dad knew the truth.
My phone began to ring but it was all the way in my bedroom and I didn’t feel like getting up, if it was important they could leave a message. I flipped through the channels bored out my پچھواڑے, گدا when I saw the head lights of a car pulling up from the driveway, I pressed the info button on my Direct T.v. remote to see the time, it was 9:05 “hmmmm dad’s home” I کہا to myself.
“Your such a loser” کہا Embry as he plopped on the sofa اگلے to me.
“Oh it was آپ two ding bats” I کہا as I glanced over at Embry and Quil, Quil sat on my dad’s Lazy boy and rested is feet on my coffee table.
“Really Jake…….the Discovery Channel” whined Embry.
“Chill man……they have great show’s” defended Quil.
“Oh another bringing ہوم baby fan” joked Embry.
“Oh shut up” کہا Quil as he throw one of the sofa pillow’s at him. I just shook my head and giggled a little.
“So Jake how does it feel becoming a Nascar mechanic?” asked Quil.
“I guess it feels great” I کہا still keeping my eyes on the T.V.
“Dude آپ don’t sound at all happy about this…….you’re going to be Jeff Gordon mechanic” کہا Embry.
“Yeah…..I know” I کہا trying to ignore them.
“Oh come ‘on Jake, are آپ still on that Bella chick” کہا Quil.
“It’s really isn’t any of your damn business” I said.
“Don’t let her ruin this for آپ Jake, this is a new life for you” کہا Embry.
“My life would have been better if she and my baby were in it” I کہا سے طرف کی this time I was getting upset.
From my corner of my eye I could see them look at each other and shrug their shoulders. I know they were just looking out for me and I don’t mean to be major asshole to them but I was still madly in love with Bella, and even though I دکھائیں her that I can’t forgive her I truly miss her and wanted her here with me for this huge opportunity in my life. I know she was happy so I just brush her off so that I wouldn’t ruin it for her. I just need to find my soul mate and اقدام on, and when my dad’s friend gave me this chance I took it, it would get me out of here and really make something of myself. I was only 19 and had a great job, I just have to leave my past here and try not to look back.
“Do آپ think Sam is up at this time” I asked
“I think so, he stays up late…..well he has been doing that lately” کہا Quil.
“Oh cause I need a cut, آپ think he would cut it?” I asked.
“I don’t know, let me text him” کہا Quil. A few منٹ later he got a text back from Sam.
“He کہا sure, we just can’t make too much noise the kids are sleeping” he said. We all got up and made our way to Sam’s. When we got there Sam had the سٹول and his clipper’s ready on the porch.
“Hey Sam” I کہا as I hugged him
“Hey man, Congrat’s on the Job” he said. I sat on the سٹول and took off my shirt.
“Thanks man” I said
“What do آپ want?” he asked.
“He wants the Paul’s” کہا Quil as he laughed. We all had a nick name for that haircut he gave Paul. I called it sunny side cut, Embry called it the Jekyll and hyde, and Quil just called it the Paul’s.
“No way, just my regular” I کہا as I chuckle.
“I won’t do that to him guys he needs to look good for his job…..when is your flight tomorrow?” asked Sam.
“At four in the afternoon” I said.
“I’ll try to سوئنگ, جھول سے طرف کی along with Emily and kids to see آپ off” he said, but I could hear his sadness, I know they were happy for me and at the same time they didn’t want to see me go, but this is for the best, well I hope It was.
The اگلے دن I woke up to All سے طرف کی myself سے طرف کی Eric Carmen playing in the living room, That normally meant he was drunk, He had that song on repeat when my sisters moved and I was hoping he didn’t do that when I left. I didn’t hear him come in last night; Charlie must have just dropped him off. But then I heard them both singing along to the song. I got up and walked to the living room to see Charlie on my sofa and my dad on his wheel chair, both of them holding a corona in their hands. The place smelled of alcohol.