a little sad fic for matt.

Mello had always been your best friend.

The only one to see آپ cry, the first to make آپ smile when آپ arrived, the only one to welcome آپ as a friend.

He was the one who whispered 'its okay, i'm here' through the tear filled nights

The one who knew what آپ feared,

What made آپ laugh,

And what made آپ hurt.

The one person that actually cared for آپ and آپ cared for him.

Like brothers, just closer.

And now that hes gone, you're breaking.

Disappearing in the early morning then not returning.

آپ blame yourself.

If آپ hadn't lost your temper, if آپ had just listened to what he was going to say, آپ would be with him where ever he is.

آپ know آپ cant live without him.

The one آپ grew to know, like and maybe even love?

A single tear falls from those مرکت, ایمرلڈ green eyes.

The ones he looked right into that night and promised never would he leave آپ alone.

He wasn't usually a liar.

But where is he now?

You're alone.

Again.

Something he promised would never happen.

آپ cant take it much more, as آپ stand on the balcony.

A faint smile appears through the tears as آپ remember the دن he demanded the سب, سب سے اوپر appartment.

It soon fades though.

Slow drops of rain hit your face, darkening your mood even more.

With another sigh آپ give up.

Just another step and its over.

Taking a deep breath, closing your eyes.

آپ curse the fact he brought آپ to do this.

آپ hit the sent button on your phone.

The last message.
'Goodbye Mello.

I will always love you.

Always.

xxxxx'

Knowing he wont read it, why would he?

آپ do it.

Taking a last breath.

Taking a last step.

You.

Say.

Goodbye.