This is my first ever attempt at writing fanfiction,so please be kind.I hope آپ enjoy it.
Chapter 1: My Beautiful Bella
After coming ہوم from my hunting trip,I went to my room to get ready to go to school.As I was getting ready,my eyes drifted to the picture on my dresser and I smiled looking at it.The picture was of my angel,my reason for existing,my beautiful Bella.It was a picture of the two of us at prom.It had been taken سے طرف کی my sister,Alice.Speaking of Alice,I could hear her thoughts as she was in her room,getting ready for school and groaned."Alice," I warned her."You know Bella doesn't want a party,"I spoke to her silently."Oh come on,Edward,what harm could come of it?It's just a little party with the family,it'll be fun.I mean it's her 18th birthday,Edward.She won't have any مزید birthdays once she becomes one of us." I growled at Alice's comment,"You're wrong Alice.Bella will not be one of us.We have had this discussion a hundred times,I will not let Bella be a soulless monster like me."Alice sighed,"Edward,I've seen it.It is gonna happen.Bella wants it and deep down آپ want it too,but آپ just don't want to admit it." I shook my head and said,"No,Alice,I don't.Bella doesn't deserve that kind of existence.I will not let that happen." Alice just shook her head and said,"Denial,it's not just a river in Egypt."I couldn't help but laugh at that.Alice may be irritating at times,but no matter what I would always love her.We have a bond that the other members of our family couldn't understand."I better go.Do آپ want a ride to school?",I asked Alice.She shook her head and said,"No,I will get a ride with Jasper.I'll see آپ later." I nodded my head and grabbed my car keys and left the house.As I drove my Volvo to school,my mind drifted to what Alice had just کہا about me wanting Bella to be one of us and not wanting to admit it.I would never tell her but she was right.I did love Bella and wanted to be with her forever,but did I want her to be one of us?No I did not.If there were another way for us to be together forever then I would sell my soul,if I had one,to be with her forever.As I made my way to school,I thought back to prom night.It was a beautiful,perfect night,just like my Bella.Dancing with her in the gazebo under the stars,with her dancing on سب, سب سے اوپر of my feet,how beautiful she looked,it truly had been a beautiful night.I had my angel in my arms and thought to myself I wish this could last forever.As if Bella could read my mind she uttered the words,"I dream about being with آپ forever".And as much as I love her and want forever with her,I love her too much to change her and let her be a monster like me.I sighed to myself as I pulled into the Forks High parking lot as I wished I could be human like Bella.I could hear my Bella talking to her دوستوں and I smiled at hearing her voice.I growled when I heard Mike's thoughts about my Bella."Cullen's here,"Mike said.I tuned him out as I got out of my car,because nothing else mattered but my angel,my reason for existing,my Bella.
Forget it is true
He knew what he wanted
And it wasn't you
Forget his name
Forget his face
Forget his kiss
His sweet embrace
Forget the love that آپ once knew
Remember that he didn't want you
Forget him when he played your song
Remember when آپ cried all night long
Forget how close آپ once were
Remember he screwed آپ over
Forget how آپ memorized his walk
Forget the way he used to talk
Forget the things he used to say
Remember that he's gone away
Forget his laugh, forget his grin
Forget the dimples on his chin
Forget the way he held آپ tight
Remember you're alone tonight
Forget the time that went so fast
Forget the love that moved, it's past
Forget he کہا he'd leave آپ never
Remember that he's gone forever
I have to specify that It's not my creation, but I wish it would be :)! Enjoy!
