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posted by scarykids-emo

When I first met آپ
I felt like I had known آپ forever,
telling آپ my secrets
and what I didn't want ever.
you listened to me
I bet آپ thought I'd never end,
who would have thought
we would become مزید than just friends.
Over a period of time,
I got to know the real you.
A boy so caring and gentle,
with a دل so true.
You've survived your life
with hurt and loneliness سے طرف کی your side.
I told آپ I'd never leave
because of the feelings I have inside.
I know آپ
like no one I have ever known,
and sometimes I wonder
what I'd do if آپ were gone?
So I have decided
time جوابات all.
If it is...

Saying goodbye...

posted by scarykids-emo

I sit at the باورچی خانے, باورچی خانہ میز, جدول with my coffee and nook.
Sipping the sweet کڑوا, تلخ substance and I turn page after page.
I hear a drip, drop and patter outside
The stormy sky cries icy drips of rain.
I turn around and fix my eyes on the pooling puddles.
My chest aches and I try to breathe in the sweet scent.
The glass door open and the screen closed.
A gust of chilling air sweeps in and chills me to the the center of my dance induced aching bones.
I close my eyes and think of my love.
So far but so close.
I miss him.
My chest tingles and heats with the sudden thought of him
And I've never felt مزید alone.

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My Inner War (song)

posted by XXxxCutsxxXX

Good Vs Evil

A broad incision sits across the evening
The victim to our fathers lost war
The restless children sit and mourn the graves
Of those they've never seen before
Will they be buried here among the dead?
In the silent secret

[Chorus:]
The pioneers
In dealing with it they march for dawn, of Will and worthy
The truth be told the child was born
Man your own jackhammer
Man your battle stations
We'll have آپ dead pretty soon
And now
Sincerely written from my brother's blood machine
Man your battle stations
We'll have آپ ہوم pretty soon
And now

Awake through motion with curiosity to curtain your first move
Over arms...

Open Hearted

posted by XXxxCutsxxXX

You, you’re everything I want
And I, I’m everything آپ need
This night is cutting into me
You tie me down, آپ watch me bleed
And we risk everything tonight

I must confess,
I’m addicted to this
Shove your kiss straight through my chest
I can’t deny, I’d die without this
Make me feel like a god
Music, love and sex
Adrenalize me

I can be your whore
I am the dirt آپ created
I am your sinner, I am your whore
But let me tell آپ something, baby
You love me for everything آپ hate me for

Shut up, shut up, shut up
Shut up, shut up, shut up
Shut up, shut up, shut up
You’re gonna listen to what I say next...

To Jacob......

posted by Tatyana_evthing

Dear Jacob,
We haven't talked so your probably won't care.......It was hard for me to tell this so thats why im shaking on the inside.I just cant ........anymore im not going to unfan you,or hurt آپ because i'll be hurt too.Im just not going to talk to آپ anymore.Its not آپ .........its just me a things.....again your probably dont care because your very happy right now.......im mean like i'll still be on here.......just not talking to you......Anways, i had a lot of great times with آپ through our friendship but its all ended.Im sorry......hate me all آپ want i'll understand.......
have fun with life

Your Former Friend,
Tatyana

Saturday night

posted by scarykids-emo

Saturday night.
I've been nursing a bottle of ووڈکا, شراب around with me for the past few days. Since i heard what happened with Jacob and Nelly. Let me tell آپ a story of Saturday night.

I was laying on my bed, letting my freshly slit wrists heal and listening to random depressing songs on my iPod. Feeling hollow and faded, I felt like a ghost haunting my own life. My phone chimes and it's a text from Lily. She wants to go out tonight. I smile weakly and take a sip from the cool glass bottle. Typing back yes. I get up and look at the clock. 9:33. I get up and grab my permit off my dresser, my...

2

Good Bye Sorrow. (song)

posted by XXxxCutsxxXX

Is this the way I want to see me?
Please, leave your memories at the door.
Why has the world gone off and deserted me?
Why, there's just no room inside these walls.

You want it all,
But did آپ want it tonight?
Or آپ go through in there,
As آپ wait سے طرف کی the light.
Oh, can آپ see what you've been asking of me?
With the turn of this knife, now I will take your life.

This scene, we'll cry no.
Crying for mercy.
Now it's time to pray for the end of our life.

There will be justice in murder.
There will be justice in murder.

Now you've been for me, when no other could be.
Well, I now grow old to forget...

I can't

posted by scarykids-emo

My tears fall,
Down onto the desk.
Jumping with sobs,
And shaking with shudders.
People ask if I'm okay,
I don't know, am I?
Wishing to slice,
As I sit through my classes.
Another visit to the hospital,
Just what I need.
My chest aches, breaks
And my دل shatters.
Nelly Is back.
Seeking to ruin me,
Again.
He was mine,
But now I DON'T FUCKING KNOW!
Connor may have been in control,
But he's apart of Jacob,
He is jacob!
My teacher taps on my desk,
And slides me her notes.
Spacing out again, I guess.
Drowning in my algebra 3.
My mind fixes into it and the paper is finished.
The گھنٹی, بیل rings and I'm off to English.
Thanks for screwing me over Nelly.
Do I have to say it?
Alright.
Fuck آپ Nelly,
And thanks for screwing me over,
AGAIN!!!!

Sweating Bullets

posted by XXxxCutsxxXX

Hello me... Meet the real me
And my misfit's way of life
A dark black past is my
Most valued possession

Hindsight is always 20-20
Looking back it's still a bit fuzzy
Speak of mutually assured destruction?
Nice story... Tell it to Reader's Digest!

Feeling paranoid
True enemy یا false friend?
Anxiety's attacking me, and
My air is getting thin

I'm in trouble for the things
I haven't got to yet
I'm chomping at the bit
And my palms are getting wet
Sweating bullets...

Hello me... It's me again
You can subdue, but never tame me
It gives me a migraine headache
Thinking down to your level

Yeah, just...

Some Other Famous Place (song)

posted by XXxxCutsxxXX

Black دل number, white in line
There's no medicine that could fix that mind
Hollywood! Hollywood!
Watch out! Here she comes
Hollywood! Hollywood!
Fucking a loaded gun

Message Pad that I could write
There's no help to give this one to keep her sane
Hollywood! Hollywood!
Watch out! Here she comes
Hollywood! Hollywood!
Fucking a loaded gun

Look out boys!
She's a few cards short of a full deck
A joker in the game, oh
She's got a bullet with your name on it
No doubt. She's a mental case, oh

Better keep that girl away
Poor Hollywood!
She is Bad Goods
Poor Hollywood!

This may be the last time I say
This may be...

Never آپ (Song)

posted by XXxxCutsxxXX

Believer
Your spotlight on the subject so incorrect
And suggestion suggests that I'm someone آپ should not respect
Oh آپ wear your facade so well
Covered up in a plastic shell
You're a liar to everyone around you
Just don't forget

Face the honest truth
You were never you

Now be defiant, the lion
Give them the fight that will open their eyes
Hangman hooded, softly swinging
Don't close the coffin yet
I'm alive

And it's homecoming
And it's homecoming

Can آپ remember
When there was no wrong in what I could do
So young, biting off way مزید than I could chew
And then one دن I grew too old,
And my cares were now...

Im no longer me

posted by Tatyana_evthing

Im no longer me when im hurt,when i want آپ to be there your just sitting there while i have a gun on my بستر ready to end my life. I feel like the devil has taken over me when i hurt آپ but when i let go i break down into cries wondering why i just hurt you.

Im no longer me when im sleep i have nightmares of me hurting innocent humans.I wake up and i think of the evil thing that has taken over me.Im saying help me help me but its like آپ dont hear me.Im so loud but آپ dont listen because im evil.

Night terrors.

posted by scarykids-emo

The blood drips and flows.
Anger cascades down her cheeks.
I scream.
It's bounces and echoes off the empty walls in my big house.
Slicing the meaty flesh of my palm.
Right where my palm feeds into my thumb.
My cheeks streaked with black as I wipe my eyes.
Grabbing her lighter
she sets a blood stained picture of her ex lover a blaze.
Her blade trails down her arm in mind numbing silence.
Why she does this, I don't know.
Slicing gashes into her arm as her blood pools in her palm.
My hair creates a curtain and I incline my head.
Her rigid spilt ends dipping into the thick crimson substance. ...

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Before I hope آپ Die (A song) To Taylor

posted by XXxxCutsxxXX

Leave your secrets in the dark,
Nothing matters anymore.
Promises. Breaking.
Drive. Me. Crazy.

No. This is not your place.
No. This is not your playground.
It's my HEART.
We were stupid we got caught.
Nothing Matters any mor-or-or-or-ore.
So what?
I`m the one thing آپ forgot.

You could have been all that I wanted.
But I wasn't honest.
Now get in the ground.

You choked off the surest of favors,
But if آپ really loved me,
You would have endured my world.

Well, you're just as I presumed,
a whore in sheep's clothing.
Fucking up. All I do.

Yeah, so. Here we stop.
Never again,
Will you, see this in your life.

Hang on...

Bottled up in a jar

posted by scarykids-emo

Laying on my بستر and tugging the sides of my skinny jeans. I stare at the bleach white ceiling above. Studying the patterns of the drywall I hear a knock on my closed doors.
"it's open" I say looking at the door.
Its Ashley "hi sissy"
I look down at her and smile "hey honeybee. What's up sweetie?"
She snuggles under the crook in my arm and lays her head on my chest. "Nichole کہا we have to go to bed"
I sigh and look down at her "okay" I kiss her on the cheek and she hugs me tightly.
I stand up and pull her with me. "come on babe I'll take آپ to bed"
She hops on my back and I walk up...

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One Hand In My Pocket (To Sara)

posted by LucasWetch

I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy. Yeah!
I'm high but I'm grounded
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm lost but I'm hopeful. Baby!

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine fine fine
'cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five

I feel drunk but I'm sober
I'm young and I'm underpaid
I'm tired but I'm working. Yeah!
I care but I'm restless.
I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm wrong and I'm sorry. Baby!

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be quite alright
'cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is...

Ashes In The Sky

posted by LucasWetch

I close my eyes and fall back. My body falling from a height. Suddenly, I open them and I`m in my بستر room. On my bed, بیئر in hand and pain in my head. I look up and sigh, then take another sip. I liquid pours down my throat and into my stomach. My own personal medication. I grab my TV remote and switch it on. Nothing good. I toss the remote to the side and get up as soon as I hear a patter at the door. I open it and find that it is Anna. She smiles, wires gone from her teeth.
"What are آپ doing Lucas?" She laughs, jumping into my arms.
I smile and lift her up. "Watching TV, how about...

The Pain I Feel, A Constant Reminder

posted by XXxxCutsxxXX

The only regret I have is having to live tomorrow.
For my past is full of sorrow,

I fought my battles so far away,
For queen and country until that faithful day.

Upon my return I was full of joy,
I could not help it, but felt my دل glow.

Never had god bestow me with such a gift,
Then when he gave me my two little angels, his ultimate gift.

My girls were my everything, my world my life my love,
A family made in heaven send from above.

I did not know what to expect that day,
When daddy came ہوم from wars so far away.

The door I opened wasn’t the same,
When daddy could hear mummy upstairs getting carried...

Am I insane?

posted by scarykids-emo

I scream at things that aren't there
Jumping at shadows that belong to disembodied souls.
They call me freak
They call me names
Telling me everything.
I'm not the same.
Crawling in a corner where their sharpened claws can't touch my internal instincts.
They call to me, asking for help
Hurting me.
Scratching my limbs and bruising my legs
Waking up in my slumber.
Talking and talking they take a number.
I yell "go away" but it only gets worse.
Pulling my hair, shoving me down the stairs.
Taking my source, my only life force.
I scream at them.
Slowly going insane.
As I await my white padded cell.
Laughing as my eyes roll back.
They whisper and shout.
While I cower and scream.
Scratches and bruises, but who's to blame...
Watching the days stretch on as they play their games.

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Out In The Rain

posted by XXxxCutsxxXX

The only thing I can see through the window is thick rain drops piercing down on my conscious.
I stay in the middle of my بستر curled up and trying to shield myself from the unknown.
I feel like it is never going to shine and never going to stop raining.
The night seems restless and everlasting.
A loud Roar of wind comes crashing down on my window.
I feel that it’s trying to get inside and take me away.
Why can’t this night end soon?!
I’m utterly alone in confining myself to this prison called home.
I’m in solitude that has despair written all around it.
There’s no where else to turn.
Desperate...