I wanted to look really nice for Harry. I spent 1 گھنٹہ making sure my make up was perfect. I spent half an گھنٹہ painting my nails with presision. I spent 1 گھنٹہ choosing my outfit and 2 hours changing it all over again. I had a plan to get out of this house. To say sorry to mum. I bought her a voucher for a meal so her and one of her دوستوں could go out. * And for me to get her out of the way!* I told her to leave my brothers with me because i knew she wouldnt leave them alone with me. so they have gone to my aunties. I was just packing my handbag up and my phone started ringing.It was Rebecca.
"hello?" I کہا as i pressed the phone to my ear
"Hi!" She was very exited i could tell!
"Hi becks! Whats up?"
"me and amy are in my car, do آپ want us to pick آپ up?
"Yeah, if its not too much trouble for you!"
"Dont be silly! We pass there anyway!I'll be there in 10 minutes"
"Okay, see آپ soon."
"bbbyyyyeeeeeeeee!!!"
I hung up.
I saw that i had a text. A text from Harry.
I couldnt have opened it up quick enough!
It read- " ارے bby, r u gonna wish me gd luck? Cnt wait 2 c u!"
That single sentence gave me thrills. Huge thrills.
I replied- " Good luck! I cant wait to see آپ too! Im wearing آپ t-shirt, That was very funny lol"
*Beep beep*
Was that 10minutes?
I grabbed my things and ran downstairs. Vainly checking myself in the big mirror as i left. I took the key and locked the door. Slamming and locking it.
Rebecca had a cool sleek silver convertable. Wow.
I got into the back نشست with amy and hannah.
"Hey! Nice ride!" I was trying my hardest to fit in. My accent stood out so much against their perfected london ones.
"Thanks ...It was a gift!"
"Hi Hannah!"- she looked at me and i thought ... ( if looks could kill!)
We talked about their song tonight and what we were doing after wards....which was, going out for drinks and then back to the x factor house for a party...WOOP!
WE got to فاؤنٹین, چشمہ studios and could barly اقدام the car. The whole place was covered in screaming girls. Waiting to catch a glimpse of Harry, Liam, Niall, Zayn یا Louis. I didnt have to do that. I have harry all to myself. There was a lot of exited screams. But one scream stood out from all the rest. It was a terrified scream. I look over to amy and she was screaming in pain. She was holding her face.
"AMY!" I put my hand on her shoulder and pulled her hands from her face. It was covered in blood.
"BECKS! GET IN THER RIGHT NOW.!"
I put my جیکٹ over amys face and we sped forwards.
"Its okay, everything will be okay."
We got o the main gate and rebecca showed her VIP pass. they opened the gates and we drove in. But when i turned arounf, what looked like hundreds of شائقین had slinkied in too. Rebecca put her foot down and pulled up beside the stage door.
"BRING HER IN" SHE SCREAMED AT ME. i TOOK OF OUR SEATBELTS AND PUT MY ARM OVER AMYS SHOULDER. IT WAS ALL SO FRANTIC. I felt a sharp pain in my back and fell to the floor. I recognised amy running in. Leaving me there.

2 Hours later.

I opened my eyes and i was sitting on a brown leather sofa with Amy. We were on our own. I couldn't feel any pain. I felt fine. I stood up and looked around for a clock. 6:00pm. Amy woke up.
"hey" I said. She had a bandage round her face. A One Direction پرستار knew she was louis girlfriend and threw a glass in her face.
"Louis is coming to take آپ ہوم soon."
"Okay" She said. She lay down and fell asleep again.
I walked towards the door and looked back. She was shivering. I pulled the blanket that was over the sofa around her and left.
The corridors were so busy! I recognised a couple of people like Danni minouge when she rushed past me, Matt Cardle and Aiden Grimshaw were skipping down the corridor linked together and.......Liam.
"Liam!" I yelled after him
"LIAM!!" He was ignoring me.
I wandered around for another bit then gave up and sat in the corridor, my head in my knees.
"Carly?" I looked up. It was Louis.
"Louis! Thank god! Do آپ know where Harr....."
"Wheres Amy?" He looked puzzled, confused, worried.
"Shes in that room, Downstairs." he ran off. I just noticed that he was carrying an extremely large Carrot. Weird boy....
I rolled down the دیوار again and sat there thinking, All those girls. They were all so pretty.I Dont deserve Harry. They do. They are much مزید pretty than me and know him better than I do.I wanted him. But they love him too. He loves them as well as me.The fame, The fans..I wouldnt be able to handle it. I need to tell him. I feel sick. I ran down the corridor with my hand over my mouth until i found the ladies room.

I felt so sick! I went to find the boys dressing room and came across a room with OLLY MURRS written on the door in stead. A few doors down was the boys dressing room. I walked in and hoped to find Harry but instead found Niall and Rebecca messing around on the سوفی, لٹانا instead! Nialls jeans were on the floor. Rebecca screamed and i back out of the room repeating " Sorry" for all i was worth.
I came out of the room and went into the supply room and found a nice bucket to sit on. After about 15 منٹ Zayn came in and pulled up a bucket beside me.
he started singing lady gaga songs and then کہا that he wanted a cheese toastie and left. Another 20 منٹ went past and liam came in.
"Liam.." i کہا "Shut up" he told me.
he leaned آگے and kissed me. At that moment. Harry decieded to come in at the most AWKWARD moment.
"harry this isnt what it seems.."
"I think it is" He کہا and stormed out
"Liam.."
He looked at me."I Love you"
I burstout in tears and ran outside. I have to get out of here. Amy was standing at the door ready for her prince to whisk her away. "carly, come and stay in mine tonight? I need a girly chat!"
"Me too, Im breaking up with Harry."
"What" I heard his voice behind me and turned round. "Your what? I was coming out here to give آپ this. Guess i shouldnt have bothered." And he threw something on the ground. a box. "Harry!" I lifted up the box and it was a note. i read it and it کہا - " carly, I promise myself to you. In body mind and soul. I make this promise with this ring." Underneath the note was a silver ring with my birthstone, an amythest in it. There was an inscription inside which read- In Mind, Body and Soul. Carly + Harry= Forever.
"What have i done?"..................................................to be continued