My name’s Carter, Carter Payne. I’m 16 years old and I live in Homes Chapel, Cheshire, but I’m originally from Wolverhampton. I’ve got one older brother called Liam. But to me, I’ve got 4 brothers. The other three: Niall Horan, Louis Tomlinson and Zayn Malik. Those three boys have been like brothers to me for years and I love them to bits.
I used to have another brother. His name is Harry Edward Styles. We used to be inseperatable, always together. That is, until 2 سال ago, when everything changed. When Harry changed.
This is what happened:
Louis, Harry, Zayn and Niall became دوستوں with me and Liam 7 years ago, when we first moved here. Harry and I immediately became the closest. I even had a bit of a crush on him.
Then, out of the blue, when I was 13, Niall asked me out. I was shock. I agreed to go out with him and we became a couple, but I made sure that I spent as much time with Harry as I did with Niall, as I knew he would get jealous.
Soon, both Niall and I decided that we were better as just friends, so we broke it off. But, on that day, something about Harry changed completely. He told me that I was a dirty little whore and that he wished that I was dead. Harsh, I know. But that’s not the worst thing.
He began to bully me every دن at school. He beat me up, he told everyone the secrets I had trusted him with, he spread rumours about me, he constantly slagged me every دن and basically made my life a living hell.
He still remained best دوستوں with Liam, Niall, Louis and Zayn, and they were and still are clueless about the whole thing. I never told them as I was too scared of what Harry would do to me.
I used to self cut to ease the pain of being constantly tormented سے طرف کی Harry, but that all changed when Zayn caught me attempting to slit my wrists one day.
There’s no way of getting rid of him.
* * * * *
“Cater! Get up!” Liam called me.
I pulled myself out of بستر and heaved myself into the bathroom. I brushed my teeth and washed my face. I changed into a pair of black skinny jeans and a jersey. I put on a pair of high-tops and threw on an addidas hoodie.
I’m not your typical teenage girl. I hate wearing dresses یا anything girly for that matter. The only reason I wear make-up is to cover up the bruises caused سے طرف کی Harry. I’d rather sit at ہوم with the boys watching wrestling than go shopping with my friends. The truth is, I don't exactly have any ‘girlfriends’, thanks to Harry. But it doesn’t bother me, as I fit in perfectly with the boys.
“Morning Liam.” I mumbled as I sat down at the باورچی خانے, باورچی خانہ table.
“Hey Carter! Here’s your breakfast.” He handed me my breakfast.
“Thanks.” I smiled as I began to munch on my food.
Liam is practically my dad, since our parents unfortunately died 3 years ago. But the boys helped us so much through our hard times and now live with us. Except for Harry, thank god.
“Have fun at school today!” Liam told me as I made my way towards the door. As If I’m going to have fun at school when Harry’s around…..
“I will. Bye Liam!” I mused as I left the house, shutting the door.
Liam and the rest of the boys now attend college, where-as me and Harry are both in the same سال and won’t be finished for another 2 years. Yay me.
* * * * *
I got to school and went to classes as usual. I didn't see Harry at all; he probably skipped school یا something. I went to my locker after school. I swung the locker door open and accidently hit someone in the face with it. I looked down and saw Harry on the floor, clutching his nose.
“Oh shit! I’m so sorry Harry!” I panicked.
He glared up at me with that evil glint in his eyes. I shut my locker door and ran out of the school.
“Oi! I’m not done with you!” he called after me.
I kept running, not even looking up. I banged into a strong build. I looked up and saw Harry’s دوستوں staring down at me. I twisted around the other way to find Harry with a smirk on his face. I backed away from Harry and bumped into one of his friends, who pushed me آگے as my body collided with Harry’s. I gazed up and him and trembled.
“Now carter… آپ know what I do to آپ when آپ run away from me, don't you?” he whispered, his evil voice sending shivers up my spine.
I made a run for it, that is, until Harry put his foot out in front of me and I fell to the floor. Harry grabbed me and pulled me up viciously. Blood dripped down my face as I had hit my head very hard off the floor.
Tears welled up in my eyes. Harry hit me in the face and I fell to the floor.
“Stop crying آپ ugly slut.” He spat.
I heard a scar screeching and Harry knelt down beside me.
“Carter?! What’s happened?!” I heard Liam’s voice speak in concern.
“She tripped and fell over. I came to see if she was alright.” Harry pretended to be worried.
“Thanks for helping her out mate. See آپ later at mine?” Liam asked as he picked me up in his arms.
“Of course.” Harry smirked evilly at me and strolled away.
Liam put me onto Zayn’s lap in the car.
“What’s happened Cater?!” Louis exclaimed.
“She fell over…. Again...” Liam sighed as he began to drive off.
Tears continued to fall down my cheeks.
“Shh cater it’ll be fine.” Zayn hushed as he cradled me in his arms.
Story of my life.
* * * * *
I used to have another brother. His name is Harry Edward Styles. We used to be inseperatable, always together. That is, until 2 سال ago, when everything changed. When Harry changed.
This is what happened:
Louis, Harry, Zayn and Niall became دوستوں with me and Liam 7 years ago, when we first moved here. Harry and I immediately became the closest. I even had a bit of a crush on him.
Then, out of the blue, when I was 13, Niall asked me out. I was shock. I agreed to go out with him and we became a couple, but I made sure that I spent as much time with Harry as I did with Niall, as I knew he would get jealous.
Soon, both Niall and I decided that we were better as just friends, so we broke it off. But, on that day, something about Harry changed completely. He told me that I was a dirty little whore and that he wished that I was dead. Harsh, I know. But that’s not the worst thing.
He began to bully me every دن at school. He beat me up, he told everyone the secrets I had trusted him with, he spread rumours about me, he constantly slagged me every دن and basically made my life a living hell.
He still remained best دوستوں with Liam, Niall, Louis and Zayn, and they were and still are clueless about the whole thing. I never told them as I was too scared of what Harry would do to me.
I used to self cut to ease the pain of being constantly tormented سے طرف کی Harry, but that all changed when Zayn caught me attempting to slit my wrists one day.
There’s no way of getting rid of him.
* * * * *
“Cater! Get up!” Liam called me.
I pulled myself out of بستر and heaved myself into the bathroom. I brushed my teeth and washed my face. I changed into a pair of black skinny jeans and a jersey. I put on a pair of high-tops and threw on an addidas hoodie.
I’m not your typical teenage girl. I hate wearing dresses یا anything girly for that matter. The only reason I wear make-up is to cover up the bruises caused سے طرف کی Harry. I’d rather sit at ہوم with the boys watching wrestling than go shopping with my friends. The truth is, I don't exactly have any ‘girlfriends’, thanks to Harry. But it doesn’t bother me, as I fit in perfectly with the boys.
“Morning Liam.” I mumbled as I sat down at the باورچی خانے, باورچی خانہ table.
“Hey Carter! Here’s your breakfast.” He handed me my breakfast.
“Thanks.” I smiled as I began to munch on my food.
Liam is practically my dad, since our parents unfortunately died 3 years ago. But the boys helped us so much through our hard times and now live with us. Except for Harry, thank god.
“Have fun at school today!” Liam told me as I made my way towards the door. As If I’m going to have fun at school when Harry’s around…..
“I will. Bye Liam!” I mused as I left the house, shutting the door.
Liam and the rest of the boys now attend college, where-as me and Harry are both in the same سال and won’t be finished for another 2 years. Yay me.
* * * * *
I got to school and went to classes as usual. I didn't see Harry at all; he probably skipped school یا something. I went to my locker after school. I swung the locker door open and accidently hit someone in the face with it. I looked down and saw Harry on the floor, clutching his nose.
“Oh shit! I’m so sorry Harry!” I panicked.
He glared up at me with that evil glint in his eyes. I shut my locker door and ran out of the school.
“Oi! I’m not done with you!” he called after me.
I kept running, not even looking up. I banged into a strong build. I looked up and saw Harry’s دوستوں staring down at me. I twisted around the other way to find Harry with a smirk on his face. I backed away from Harry and bumped into one of his friends, who pushed me آگے as my body collided with Harry’s. I gazed up and him and trembled.
“Now carter… آپ know what I do to آپ when آپ run away from me, don't you?” he whispered, his evil voice sending shivers up my spine.
I made a run for it, that is, until Harry put his foot out in front of me and I fell to the floor. Harry grabbed me and pulled me up viciously. Blood dripped down my face as I had hit my head very hard off the floor.
Tears welled up in my eyes. Harry hit me in the face and I fell to the floor.
“Stop crying آپ ugly slut.” He spat.
I heard a scar screeching and Harry knelt down beside me.
“Carter?! What’s happened?!” I heard Liam’s voice speak in concern.
“She tripped and fell over. I came to see if she was alright.” Harry pretended to be worried.
“Thanks for helping her out mate. See آپ later at mine?” Liam asked as he picked me up in his arms.
“Of course.” Harry smirked evilly at me and strolled away.
Liam put me onto Zayn’s lap in the car.
“What’s happened Cater?!” Louis exclaimed.
“She fell over…. Again...” Liam sighed as he began to drive off.
Tears continued to fall down my cheeks.
“Shh cater it’ll be fine.” Zayn hushed as he cradled me in his arms.
Story of my life.
* * * * *
Funny
1.when Zayn and Louis pranked the rest of the boys on Nickelodeon !LoL!
Cutest
2.When Zayn rubs the boy's chin's
Memorable
3.Harry and his dimples
4.Louis and him screaming suuuupeeerrr maaaan
5.Zayn saying '' Vas Happenin''
6.Niall Irish Dancing
7.Liam speaking different languages and being such a daddy direction
Cutest
8.When the boy's sleep
Funny
9.When louis got pulled over سے طرف کی plice because he was driving to slow
Tomlinson
mAlik
styLes
paynE
horaN
Talent
1.when Zayn and Louis pranked the rest of the boys on Nickelodeon !LoL!
Cutest
2.When Zayn rubs the boy's chin's
Memorable
3.Harry and his dimples
4.Louis and him screaming suuuupeeerrr maaaan
5.Zayn saying '' Vas Happenin''
6.Niall Irish Dancing
7.Liam speaking different languages and being such a daddy direction
Cutest
8.When the boy's sleep
Funny
9.When louis got pulled over سے طرف کی plice because he was driving to slow
Tomlinson
mAlik
styLes
paynE
horaN
Talent
Chapter.3.
When we got ہوم I wrote in my diary I love Liam in one direction that didn't close my book and went to play soccer with my older sister Emilie but I didn't know that Sophie went into my room, looked in my diary and wrote WELL I HATE ALL OF THEM!!!When I came in to get my fave hat I saw what she writen and ripted it out and stuke it in her SHOE!!!
The اگلے دن i woke up and there writting in my diary was SOPHIE I sneaked over to her and gave her a big smake in the bottem,i went and put my 1d c.d in the c.d player and turned it up really loud!!
When we got ہوم I wrote in my diary I love Liam in one direction that didn't close my book and went to play soccer with my older sister Emilie but I didn't know that Sophie went into my room, looked in my diary and wrote WELL I HATE ALL OF THEM!!!When I came in to get my fave hat I saw what she writen and ripted it out and stuke it in her SHOE!!!
The اگلے دن i woke up and there writting in my diary was SOPHIE I sneaked over to her and gave her a big smake in the bottem,i went and put my 1d c.d in the c.d player and turned it up really loud!!
In the middle of no where surrounded سے طرف کی the woods
7:00pm
Zayn Maliks point of view:
I sat in the back of the bus,while the other guys joked around.
I was in desperation that my grand father died right in front of me.Yesterday was his funeral.He was my best friend.
We were headed to the اگلے town for a concert.Our tour was endin in a few weeks.I wanted to go to collage and start soul searching.The guys didn't want me to go alone do they کہا they'd go to.
The bus stopped.
"what's going on??"I asked
The bus broke down.
"great just great now what are we going to do?"I complained
"woah,diva queen."niall joked
I gave him a dark look.
"I'll go walk and see if there's anyone around,maybe a town."liam said
"yea get eaten alive"Harry joked
I didn't wanna hear them so I went out the bus to smoke.
I lite a cigarette and leaned against the bus.I started to walk in to the darkness.
7:00pm
Zayn Maliks point of view:
I sat in the back of the bus,while the other guys joked around.
I was in desperation that my grand father died right in front of me.Yesterday was his funeral.He was my best friend.
We were headed to the اگلے town for a concert.Our tour was endin in a few weeks.I wanted to go to collage and start soul searching.The guys didn't want me to go alone do they کہا they'd go to.
The bus stopped.
"what's going on??"I asked
The bus broke down.
"great just great now what are we going to do?"I complained
"woah,diva queen."niall joked
I gave him a dark look.
"I'll go walk and see if there's anyone around,maybe a town."liam said
"yea get eaten alive"Harry joked
I didn't wanna hear them so I went out the bus to smoke.
I lite a cigarette and leaned against the bus.I started to walk in to the darkness.